"You want fight isit? You dare? You dare?" face







Happy 2 Monthsary Tooty ♥ I know I'm supposed to be sleeping right now or doing my resume or studying for Excel which I haven't done so. But I'm not. I just want to type this post before my internet connection gets cut off.

You're the BEST on Earth that I could ever find, there's nothing that I want to complain about you and I do support you in your riding and always will. No matter what happens, I will never leave you behind and neither should you leave me behind too because I'll probably whine and punch you till we go on Stomp. You always get to see the side of me that others won't really see because I feel safe with you and I don't really care if I'm being retarded or what which I probably am most of the times anyway. There's nothing that I will hide from you ever again because nothing can escape your gut feelings, I know I'm such a fail at hiding stuff haha. You're always checking if I'm fine and I feel really taken care of. I'm such a spoilt brat now thanks to you but you'll always say it's okay because I can depend on you forever. I love you so much Tooty dear ♥

So Tooty called me at 2340 and we talked all the way till 0333. His mum kept checking whether he was asleep haha. Tooty got a scolding I think, fail. Oh well sorry Tooty! We just went through something traumatising and Tooty was saying that he rather go through 10 fights than to have to go through one of this moments. But that's for us to know and not for you to find out so I won't say anything here. We tried to fight and we ended up laughing at ourselves. We found out why we always fought last time when we were small little kids, not saying that we're not kids now but we're big kids now. So big kids don't fight. I love talking to Tooty, we can like keep rattling on and on like machine guns and feel very happy about it. Everytime I tell Tooty about something, he'll say "We'll do it together next time okay?" So now I'm beginning to be very dependent on Tooty because he always spoils me, when I tell him, he'll come up with his usual line which is "Don't ______ you then ______ who huh?" Fill in whatever applies, so in this case it is spoil you. I'll be seeing Tooty tomorrow again, yay much!

We're thinking of saving up for the future right now. It makes me wonder how my parents did it, like get a house you know? It's so much money and I guess they started from scratch to build this family of mine. I should be nicer to my parents. I really should.

So I'm planning to screw Commfuckingskills and Excel tomorrow. I know nobody is on the same boat as me though. Oh well fuck it. I'm a happy kid, I really am :) OH WOW I FINALLY TYPED A SMILEY ON MY BLOG AFTER SO SO SO LONG BECAUSE I KEEP THINKING SMILEYS ON BLOGS ARE REALLY GAY NOT THAT I'M NOT GAY ENOUGH BUT SMILEYS ON BLOGS HAHAH.