Wenxin's birthday is passing as I'm typing this.
We've been friends for 4years plus.
I love you and always will.
I swear.
Though you believe that there's no forever.
By the way, I think there's no forever too.
We know that we'll be bestfriends and playmates forever.
Ironic, isn't it?
I cross my heart and promise you that I'll never leave you alone.
Happy birthday once more.
Last time I'm saying this, haha.
I've to say that I'll always choose friendship over love from now on.
Haha, that was directed to Siewchen by the way.
She once told me that I can choose love over friendship because she'll always be here for me no matter what.
No, I won't be that silly to do that.
Now I know what's important to me.
I know it's kind of late but still at least I learnt right?

People have been telling me that my blog sounds emo.
I know that I don't feel a single bit emo in real life.
But my blog sounds and looks emo.
I'm never going to be emo again.
Maybe I'll be emo once in awhile.
Everyone has their emo days.
It's just once of those days where you realise that people do change.
And they change faster than lightning.
Then you'll emo in one corner.
Rather than doing that, I want to type what I feel on my blog.
I've decided not to do that thing that'll make me feel damn shiok that I mentioned a few posts earlier.
Well, it's just for keepsake.
I don't know if there's such a word as keepsake.

POM quiz completed at 7plus pm.
Then my freaking mouse died when I was playing Guess the Sketch on Facebook.
Trust me, it's a fun game.
I studied some bit for POM today.
Hope I won't fail my mid sem test tomorrow, haha.
I want to get 3.0!!
The rest I haven't studied for it yet, well I'll take it as it comes.

Yes June is coming.
June 11-14 come soon please!!

Today's IntHT alot of people never come, happy ponners man.
Then we anyhow present.
Got back test results.
Too bad for those who want see test results.
Screw the results anyway.
I think it's not a good judgement of whether people did put in effort or not.

I need to mug harder from now on.
Screw that.
I didn't do badly but I think I need to improve on other areas.
Like for example, stop joking around in class.
Stop making fun of the lecturer's or tutor's english.
If I go on complete mugger mode, you all will know why right.
I want a GPA of at least 3.0, it's not 3.5 anymore because I know I can't make it.

Went to John Little Expo sale with Vivian and Sammy.
Met my dearest bestfriend, Siewchen, there.
We shopped around.
Sammy bought 1top, me a skirt?
We bought lots of snacks and the three of us got earpieces, gay right?
But we're happy kids.

Went to city hall with Siewchen next.
We went to walk around.
Like drifting.
Talked cock.
Bought some more stuff.
Tooked the train to Marina Bay and took back to Newton.
Haha, this is our little inside joke right?!
Went to tamp mall next, met up with my girls.
Doreen, guiyue, wenxin and vivien.
Yiting aka chia was late as usual!!
Ate pizza hut.
Played at open space till we got chased away.
Guiyue left.
Arcade craze.
I want more DDR!!
Must go learn, haha.
I don't know why my post is that short.
A picture says a thousand words.
Go see on facebook later.
If the girls ever upload, haha.
I miss them like anything man.
Finally got to catch up.
Those who didn't come.
Too bad for you!!

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know.

I no longer think that that is the truth after today.
I know, I have alot of todays to blog about.
Gwen introduced this song to me, haha.
And I thought it was quite true when she did so.
I just realised that it's the other way round.
I was living in my world of deception.
My bubble is burst.
Shall go rip the bean letter apart and throw away the two circles, haha.
Everything shall be gone.
Okay god, I feel so evil.
But I swear this feels damn good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYqr3aM-oxc&feature=related

Click the above the watch a lame video that repeats the same old thing.
I think Gwen, Sammy and me can do better than that.
People think we're damn interesting when we start cursing.
Sammy curses when she plays Loco Roco, oops my fault.

My new goal is to really lose 3kgs.
Before that, to be a mugger.
Does this mean I'm never gonna lose 3kgs?

Everybody thinks my password is funny.
Personally, I think it's unique and special.
And nobody will ever get to hack my account, haha.

IntHT chiongers, that's what we are!!
RHT and F&B slackers.
POM anyhow.
CommSk and MacroEcons suck.

I feel so unhappy today.
Is it because I see you falling in love?
I DON'T HAVE ANY EYECANDY AND WILL NEVER HAVE, SO THIS IS NOT ABOUT MY EYECANDY IF YOU'RE WONDERING.
TOO BAD.
You may not know it.
I guess this kind of feelings have stopped for a long time.
But I still know about you, kinda.
I should stop.
Isn't this supposed to be good?
But I saw it today.
Somehow I just can't.
I wish I could tell you.
Or maybe it just didn't felt like how strong it was today.
Or should I say now.
I just had to be itchy hand for today out of all days.
I don't know why I'm crying.
...
It's awesome.
Wordless.
Speechless at the moment.
I've fallen and I can't get up.
I know what this means now.
Perhaps I don't want to fall again.
Those who matters don't mind.
I won't.
And those who minds matters.
Haha, fuck that shit man seriously.
I will be happy for everyone else except you.
I don't know why there are people who are willing to die for another.
How can I fall again so I won't feel this now.
I feel so contradicting tonight.
I can no longer do what I want to do.
I still do.
Believe me.
I'm not jealous of them, those who survived lah of course!!
Ah, whatever I will be happy for you?
Haha, no way.
Because I want you for myself -.-
Haha, fuck me.

Haha, I bet no one knows wtf I'm talking about.
Because I jumbled up the sequence of what I wanted to write.
Genius, ain't I?
But I do.
I really do.
And no point asking even if you all want to know.
I will tell some people myself.

Okay, sorry I had really wanted to blog about something else.
But that caught my attention.
I'm fucking itchy hand!!
Should slap myself a million times!!
I should fuck myself and die or something.
Like what I wanted to tell someone on facebook today.
Screw you.
Screw myself for making the same mistakes over and over again.
Screw all external factors.
Screw the other girl.
I'm jealous.
How great.

Nuts sia. Fruits and vegetables rock but identifying different types suck.
I need to study for F&B and POM test.
Aww fuck, I have less than 1day for like don't know how many lectures.
I love food but I hate studying it.
POM, screw yourself along with MacroEcons.

I hate people with private lines.
If you called me but I never pick up.
Please sms me to say that it's you.
Because there are only two people that I know of with private lines.
And it brings back bad memories when I see:
Withheld 24-May-2009 21:17
On my damn phone screen.
I've seen it before on some other day around 2plus or 3.
And I was also damn pissed off because I don't know who the hell the person is.
The person also never sms me!!
By the way, that show is called One Missed Call.
I actually edit it's title -.-
Withheld should just go and die.

The ants in my house are super interesting.
They eat practically everything.
Which includes toothpaste, soap and even water.
I will see ants swimming in the pot that is used to cook and cool boiled water.
And I'm thinking wtf as I scoop them up and drown them with somemore water if they're still alive.
Best part?
They don't sink unless I touch them.
These interesting ants also sends 1 damned scout to every room.
My dad blows his top when he sees them.
Because he thinks we brought food into his room and dropped crumbs.
Okay wtf, I'm blogging about ants?

31st May is coming, we all know what that day is.
Second importantly it signifies the start of June.
June is IT fair, haha.

Siewchen's gonna crash my lectures.
She's lucky I've an all lecture day on friday.
I can't wait to see my girls this coming thursday.

Need to reach school at 1pm tomorrow for CommSk meeting.
I hate WangYong and I bet he hates me too.
I think he thinks I'm retarded because I always make alot of noise with G, S and V.
Or N, E and E.
Lazy to type their names because I'm messaging siewchen now, haha.

Completed IntHT impacts today.

Someone told me that some people are just meant to leave memories in life and I was like that's nice. I think I am retarded.

Anyway, I'm stuck with my MacroEcons project. Help anyone?

Watched A Missed Phonecall just now. It totally reminded me of Red Candy that I watched with siewchen. After all its a remake of that japanese cult horror movie.

I need to study all the stuff.
I need to finish my projects.
Current project count: 7

AYG training again because we ponned it last saturday.

I want a laptop.
I want a camera.
I want a memory card for my PSP.

My brother called me a lamer.
I'm playing RC.
Believe it or not.

DAMN THE PROJECTS THAT ARE PILING UP.

Dread much as described by emma!!

IntHT test today, didn't really study.

Guess my GPA is fucking screwed up now.

Need to change the way I'm living my life.

Anyway the month is ending and I'm happy that I still have my goal in my bank.

Gonna go bath soon so that I can watch my 10pm lame channel U show.

Growing my side fringe again.

I think I'm super gay.

Mid-sem test is coming in 1week.

And project deadlines in like a few days.

I want a microSD memory card, lol!

Mine is stuck inside vivian's laptop, I still feel damn sorry for that.

3 lectures tomorrow, slack day.

Hope I'll wake up for the first one, haha.

I thought he was an asshole but he tried and you didn't.

Ah crap, I was such an idiot, haha.

OH OH OH!!

I found out that my voice travels freaking far even when I'm not talking that loudly, ohmy.

Everyone's hooked onto facebook and the how well do you know.... quiz.

Where'd you go, I miss you so.

I don't really know what's up with my life either.

Another week just passed like that.

The point is I haven't been doing much.

I just go to campus, come home and sleep.

That's a day.

I don't feel like blogging.

My classmates love camwhoring, haha.

So pictures are always up on facebook.

There's some AYG training tomorrow and the best part is that we're not confirmed selected.

Okay, totally no mood to blog now.

I feel weird whenever I hear his name.

Hearing that he became more ugly now doesn't make me feel better, or maybe it does.

Point is I don't even know how he looks like right?

So yeah.

I don't know.

Thought that everything was over but it's still haunting me.

Not that I still have any feelings at all.

BUT I STILL GET REMINDED OF HIM SOMEHOW SOMEWHAT BY SOMEWHOS.

Just great.

Waking up at 6plus near 7 doesn't make me feel any better.

Okay, bye!!

Dota noob time!!

I love gossiping with my new friend.

Hahaha, omg I did something damn stupid and damn noob today.

I went to work thinking there's work.

And when I reached.

I wasn't fucking scheduled.

So I travelled back.

That's like 4hours of my life wasted thanks to my stupidity.

1 for preparing.

1 for getting there.

Another spent changing and buying stuff for my mum.

Spare ribs in that case.

The last is getting home.

Oh fuck.

I haven't done my essay of 400 pathetic words..

And primary, secondary and junior college kids do not have school tomorrow right?

We poly kids do.

Mine only 3hours, lol!

This is my new fringe!!

Gonna define it more soon!

Haha, I take photos in the toilet because my house the other parts all bad lighting then toilet got sunlight.

And I've no camera so I can't take pretty pictures anywhere.

Not my skin bad hor!!

I don't have any pimples anymore.

Hope they'll leave me forever.

And my skin is not dry anymore because I use Simple's moisturizer!!

But the picture will be super pixelated without sun, so in the toilet yo!

This is flynn's 2.0megapixels phone, haha.

I think the other phone that he is gonna pass me on Sunday takes better photos :D

So my profile picture will change pretty soon if I ever buy a camera..

Or use my mum's W980 to take.

Fuck sia, my phone drop inside sea!!!

Okay, I don't care, I just changed it :D

I've a new hairstyle!!

Okay maybe not new hairstyle, just new fringe :D

Remember my side fringe-bangs dilemma?

I'm totally over that!!

Although I don't look that flattering with my new fringe but I think it suits me well :D

At least nobody else has this fringe for the moment.

I'm just sick of turning my head and seeing another person with side fringe.

Wanted to post some photos but I can't post it now because the phone refuses to connect to computer.

Maybe post those that I grab from facebook! :D

Camwhored with linghui's NEC laptop, can't wait to get mine in june..

By the way, thats linghui, emma, me, gwen, fionne and vivian from top left to bottom left.

If you get what I mean..

Okay, can't see my fringe from here because I'm at the back but I'll post up the pictures later when my mum is back!!

I shall bluetooth to her phone then connect it to the computer, haha.

Oh crap, my mum is gonna reach home at 12!!!

School today wasn't that bad.

We only had lectures, almost fell asleep a few times, lol!

Can use laptop in lectures lah, but I don't have one yet and I hate my acer, haha.

The guys in my class told me something scary, haha.

I want to lose like 3kgs, it's gonna be my next goal since I already accomplished my 1K goal.

Have been dota-ing.

Haha, I know I'm a bloody fucking lagger.

People started playing like 4 years ago and here I am starting now.

Whatever, I was a good kid who listened to people okay :D

Anyway I think phantom lancer sucks shit!!

It was the bloody AI!!!

Duplicate till like got 9 of itself with skill and items.

Whacked us like fuck, we all died.

Damn fuck sia.

Haha, I had fun as a noob.

Shall play tomorrow if I'm not working.

I'm candyandtoys on garena, so gay right?!

People all have coolshit names and I'm candyandtoys -.-

Tormented soul quite nice to use, and lich is superb but no good LT and basic attacks.

I started out with tiny but don't know how to toss and it doesn't deal big fat damage.

But it's freaking cute!!

And phantom assassin is retarded.

My brother loves lion.

Alot of other heros I can't remember.

People say use Zeus. I think Crystal Maiden is gayshit.

Didn't go to work today, think I'm getting a fever soon.

All this started from vivian's flu.

Wonder how she is now.

I even passed it to my brother who has a fever now.