It's not christmas yet but look I already have 2 gifts in my mailbox. I have wonderful friends. Thank you. The letter and name thing is from 2 different people.

Oh look I just realised a few days ago that my hair is becoming centre parting hair.

Day out with Wenxin and Vivien. Like at last I see those two, they never really ask me out until like really last minute like you wanna meet now for dinner and they dare complain about me being always being with Tooty. We met at like 0930, I know right so early. I woke up by myself without Tooty's morning call haha. Rushed out to meet them, guess I was a little late but Yunming was more late, he beats me hands down.

We went to "work" at Bishan. It's like a commission based thing. You get 30% out of whatever people donate to Outreach Humanitarian Care and Services. I just googled the organisation because I think it doesn't really exist and as expected, they didn't even have a site. Now I have a feeling that they just anyhow make some printed paper saying what we are from blahblahblah and what we do to help those poor people from low income families and broken families or people with cancer.

I mean like fuck that shit, this is confirm a scam. Even the boss person was only Secondary 2. It felt like we were scamming people's money and I didn't want to get a single cent out of that, so I slacked and just accompanied them. They didn't do much because they felt the same as me. But people can get as much as $200 for a few hours out of this job. You scam other people for your own money. Sounds good to you? It does, doesn't it? But I'm sorry that I have a conscience and I couldn't work for this kind of job so I couldn't earn fast money. Maybe there's something wrong with me, don't all people want fast money?

Went to eat Macdonalds with them, don't think Shaker Fries is all that awesome anymore. I think it's cause I'm growing fatter and I'm becoming more conscious of my fats. The fries are super oily. It's definitely not healthy. I shall abstain from Macdonalds for a long long time from now on. Or maybe I should stay away from all fast food. I put on 2 kgs ever since I'm with Tooty, and it has only been 2 months from then. It might be because of TNS but what are the odds?

Back to Eastpoint after that. Sat down at the top floor and had a long talk with them. I love talking to them, helps to clear your mind and stuff like that. I realised that having long talks with people just makes you feel even better although you might already be feeling like you're on top of the world. Got Vivien's necklace and went off to the Salvation Army place to visit the Family Thrift Store. We had to pay cash there and poor us had not enough cash so we had to bus back to Loyang Point to get cash and go back there to buy our stuff. It poured heavily, Wenxin said I was the hero. Well it's because I got my hand and sleeve wet so they don't have to get wet. Yeah I act like that because I always used to protect my brother and stuff like that.

Rushed down to Whitesands to meet Doreen. She didn't put on make up today, she looked so young and cute once again haha. Bought a dress and some ear studs. I feel like I'm on a buying spree today. I keep feeling like buying stuff but I keep telling myself that I'm not working this holiday and have no money to keep this up. Besides I'm going to have that savings talk with Tooty when he comes back. Bought my favourite garlic breadlike snack today from Valuedollar. I was like super happy because I got to buy that.

Dyed my mum's hair yet again. Think I got a little of it on my upper lip, like a tiny weeny bit but it's like itching. So irritating. I hate hair dyes. Maybe it's because my dad refuses to let me dye my hair. I like my black hair anyway but I think I'm quite sick of seeing it for the past 17 years.

I think I'm becoming a whiny bitch or a someone who can't stop typing on my blog, thus the lengthy post. Yes I know it must be because I don't get to talk to Tooty and he's like the only person I tell everything to. Someone buy me a camera so my posts would not be only filled with words and more words!! I should go get myself one soon during the IT fair. I'm so sick of looking at my blog filled with words and only words.