Work today again.
Tooty fetched me to and from again.
I know my life is the same so I don't have to blog haha.
But we ate at Mos Burger this time instead of Subway haha.
I can never express how grateful I am to him in words.
Angela may say that it's no big deal for guys to fetch you here and there.
But personally, I think it takes alot of effort to give up the personal time.
He could have spent it doing something else he would also enjoy.
Like on his other commitment riding haha.
He like fetch me there then goes back himself.
And comes back to the place by himself again to fetch me back.
Wasted like 2 hours alone on traveling back and fro.
And that 2 hours is him traveling alone because I'm doing my stuff.
Love him to pieces :)

Oh well..
Let's talk about something that's haunting me.
It's the past.
No matter how much I tell myself that it won't affect me in any sense.
It does, quite alot somemore.
I can't stop thinking in fact.

Let me tell you all about this girl I used to know.
We met in Sec1 and we didn't really know how each other were like back then.
I had a boyfriend then, okay don't ask me about this part.
She got close to me for fuck's sake.
She just wanted to know him better.
To tell me all about the stuff they say when she talks to him.
Nevertheless, I'm not affected by her I let life go by.
She went on to tell me that everyone in the class hates me.
Being the straightforward person I was, I went around asking everyone.
Their answer was: "I don't even know you, why would I hate you?"
I got very puzzled by this but I just let it pass.
She then went on to tell this girl that I called her a bitch and she said to me that that girl called me a bitch too, I fucking found out it was fake again.
Well, what happened after that I don't know and can't be bothered.
But I had a boyfriend when I was in Sec3 and I had a close friend too.
He used to put little gifts in my locker as a form of encouragement for exams.
This girl then opened my locker bringing along her group of friends to find the gift.
Oh I don't lock my locker by the way, too lazy I guess.
She also went on to spread rumours like "She has a boyfriend yet she got guy giving her stuff".
You get the point.
This fateful girl did alot of shit to me, some which I can't remember and can't be bothered about.
I used to think that I hate her.
In reality I don't hate her, I just cannot stand her.
Now she's like kind of back in my life in some sense.
Haunts you like a fucking shadow that screws up my mind.
What should I do now?
Fuck, now I think I hate her.
Why is she so willing to do everything for him.

Anyway Sakae sushi with H12 girls tomorrow so I'm happy :)
Probably popping by tooty's chalet too, double happiness <3

Tooty's post is short and sweet while mine is the exact opposite haha.
Oh well, I just really needed to get that off my chest.