I believe that what goes around comes back around. So maybe if I have been doing all those bastard stuff to alot people, someone may do it back to me one day. I keep going round in circles, need to break free. It's so unlike me to be feeling like this but I can't help myself. Shall keep it away from now on because it ain't making any difference to me except that I keep feeling happy. For the wrong reasons though. Now I know it kind of sucks if the person you like doesn't like you back. It's becoming crazy how I want two totally opposite things to happen because I am scared that if you ever know you would be scared too. Well I know I'm not making any sense today. I know. This is not part of me becoming retarded. I know you'll ask me to hold on and carry on like there's nothing wrong. I'm just so childish that I should probably get over it because nothing is happening. What will come out of this shit that I'm thinking about. The same things probably happens to everyone else that comes in contact with you.

Shall go and bath then go to Whitesands.

Getting some shit there.

Returning my books.

I'm going alone for once.

Nice.