Put a lock on the cookie jar

Wednesday, September 30
9:21:00 PM

Class outing today. It was quite fail because only 8 people came.

However I am so proud to be 1 of the 8 cause that means more food to eat.

Woke up at a freaking 10am and panicked cause I was late.

The alarm didn't ring.. Wanleng was even more late than me :)

But she had one good reason, her wonderful mashed potato.

Met Wanleng at Whitesand's NTUC to buy drinks and cups.

Off to Marina Bay MRT where we met the rest.

Took the bus to Marina Barrage and found ourselves a spot in the shade on the rooftop.

Sat there and our picnic took place :)

Sammy was my laughing partner, damn nice.

They keep saying I do unglam stuff but I guess I'm like that.

Food was glorious once again!!

Sang to Laurentia's guitar playing haha but I didn't really take part in that cause singing fail.

We took many many photos, kay maybe not that many but quite alot.

Photos with Vivian and Linghui, wait for them to upload on Facebook haha.

Left Marina Barrage around 3plus to go get drinks.

Ended up at Plaza Singapura where the guys left.

Our numbers dwindled down to 6 people.

Walked around a little bit and the number became 4 after Sammy and Vivian left.

Watched The Accident.

Went to the wrong cinema and didn't realise at all.

After half an hour then Wanleng saw other people checking their tickets.

Our wrong cinema started to show The September Issue at that time.

When we got out to run to our cinema, we were wondering why people would pay to watch that.

It was freezing cold in the cinema.

I guess it's good to have thick hair cause it traps heat and keeps you a little warm :)

The ending of the show kind of sucked and there wasn't really much of a plot.

Maybe cause we missed one third of the show haha.

Walked around abit after that and Linghui left.

So me and Wanleng got Beer Batter Style Fish from Chippy.

It was good but I like the vinegar one more.

We parted with Laurentia and took the train home.

Talked abit about everything haha.

Am now sunburnt though the rest of the people are not.

My skin hurts.

Even my back is sunburnt.

I have pink nose and cheeks right now, funny not..

I wish I may, I wish I might.

I wish I wasn't falling for you tonight.

12:34:00 AM

Today wasn't that bad.

Looking forward to tomorrow though.

Confirm got camwhores everywhere.

I hope I don't burn the sausages like how I burn the three pieces of bread.

I wanna talk about it but yet I don't want to..

Kill me somebody, this isn't supposed to be happening.

Should stop being a sucker for stuff I like.

It's probably one sided anyway.

No outcome, cause I know it's close enough for you to taste but you just can't touch.

It's the faith that makes you stronger.

The only way we'll get there is one step at a time.

Tuesday, September 29
11:05:00 PM

I think tooty enjoyed her day today =)

Anyway she can't go online cause her daddy is at home..

5:11:00 AM

I've all these crazy thoughts in my mind.

It's probably just me.

Being retarded all over again.

Wish I could tell someone..

But if I ever told anyone, they would think I'm joking.

I'm thinking super ridiculous things.

Hell yeah, this is what and how I feel..

S.H.I.T.

Loner by the window.

Do you see his reflection right next to you?

No matter how hard you stare,

he wouldn't pop up there.

Stop imagining things.

Keeping the status quo is the best.

Stop being fascinated by the idea of him.

Cause things are great right now and you won't want to ruin them.

Don't be such a killjoy please.

I can't type out what I really want to type.

I keep a secret journal now haha.

Now that I've said it, it's not really that secret..

But still.. :)

12:05:00 AM

This may look simple but it's one of the best pizza bread on Earth.

My cheeks are rosy cause it's hot in the kitchen.

Nah, I'm not the one who cooked it.

I'm just in charge of putting it together.

Kay, 3rd update in a day cause the one I wrote yesterday didn't get published..

Gotta stop.

Monday, September 28
10:19:00 PM

Out with Siewchen today.

Home > City Hall > Orchard > Tampines > Home.

It was a nice day.

We ate wanton noodles, sweets, ice cream and Yoshinoya..

My Yoshinoya sucked but the wanton noodles were great.

It was like bouncy :)

Talked alot of crap that made sense to us.

We just did alot of walking around then never buy anything.

Bought deep red nail polish cause was trying.

Then the tester ran out so my dear girl was saying eh use the new one.

Shop keeper made me buy it in the end haha.

Wanted to wear my specs out because I was starting to like the guai kia me.

But didn't cause I would be totally in Siewchen's club haha.

I realised I didn't play with candles this year or the last.

How boring.

I wish I could go play with candles since it's still the mooncake festival right?

Comparisons are easily done when you've had a taste of perfection.

Not that I don't miss you anymore.

But I'm going to steer clear and delete everything related.

Sunday, September 27
11:52:00 PM

See my new specs.

I don't look very nerdy right?

Siewchen says I look like an little egg..

Tooty collected them for me, thankyou tooty :)

Work today was shit, sold no shit.

Shit, I keep forgetting to send in the fucking reports..

Tooty and Siewchen both came to Takashimaya and we all went home together.

Hate hate hate awkward moments.

Maybe it wasn't that awkward.

But silence is awkward to me..

I hate people talking about things that make you uncomfortable..

Then it affects the way we are :(

12:08:00 PM

G-Force with family in the morning yesterday.

Yeah it's my mummy's company thing.

Went off to work while they went to walk around.

Been feeling hungry nonstop.

Think it's the growth spurt that never came?

I don't know.

Maybe I'm just going to grow sideways.

And be a fat nerd like my brother wants me to become.

Work later.

DREAD DREAD DREAD MUCH.

I'm sick now haha.

Proves that I can't stay in air con places for too long without a jacket, fail.

I like my life the way it is now.

Mon and Fri free time to rest and slack around.

Yup, pre and post work preparation.

Tues to Thurs do shit with people.

Sat and sun, hate it cause it's work.

Sometimes I just feel like I want a somebody.

Friday, September 25
5:02:00 PM

Woke up at 10plus by a "Ding Dong".

Met tooty at 1120 to go Siewchen's house to collect my keys.

He claims that I need some dragging out of my house or I would be too lazy to move.

Well, it's rather true.

Collected keys and went to Bedok to eat and go library.

I made my spectacles today, it's similar to WanLeng's.

But this one can fit my face and won't start sliding off.

Library from 1plus to 3plus.

I crave for sushi, I don't know why!!

Bought chwee kueh again for parents and myself, haha.

Home at 5 while tooty went to work.

I reckon I should get an english name one day.

But what name..

Maybe I should just stick with huiyi, haha.

I need to stop dreading work.

But still dread dread dread is looming over my head now.

Okay shall not think about it for now since it's still more than 12hours away.

Okay now there's the baking craze going on.

I have two available ovens.

Angela's or Gwen's :)

Have to wash up and go sleep now.

Sleepy..

Thursday, September 24
4:11:00 PM

Look at the titles of one of the project that my bestfriend has to do.

That is one of the times that you'll see me in T-shirt and spectacles.

Haha, okay I went to her house to help her do her project.

But I don't think I was much of a help anyway.

Tooty came too so I made him cut and paste all the stuff.

Nah, he wanted to do that to keep himself awake.

We didn't sleep the whole night, just watching her do her stuff.

Surfed the web, talked crap. played around.

Day broke and her mummy kept asking me to drink coffee, I did in the end.

Went to Subway with tooty to eat breakfast, I always say I'll eat anything you buy.

I think if people didn't know me they would hate me.

Tooty gave me alot of lollipops, I didn't know that there was chocolate flavoured ones..

When I reached home, I realised that my house keys were gone.

Then my phone was low battery so I decided to call my daddy.

Home at last.

Slept till around 3plus but I didn't really sleep.

I just kept feeling really nervous and excited but I don't know why..

Think it's the coffee and cookies..

Was supposed to be at Little India with the H12 girls.

Now I kind of miss them cause they kind of like tagged at my blog..

Haha girls, I didn't chop my hair short.

It has been that length since that day I went to the hairdressers'.

Anyway thanks for the spelling of chwee kueh..

I still typed chwe kueh and chue kueh, then had to refer to it fail haha.

But at least I could spell dhoby ghaut.

Cause I visited some blogs and they couldn't spell D-H-O-B-Y G-H-A-U-T :)

I took very long to realise that my facebook was not weird and that it wasn't my account when I woke up.

Shit I'm still feeling happy, nervous and excited at the same time.

And I don't know what it's over.

Exercise anyone?

I think I damn fail.

Everytime say only haha.

I shall grow my fringe and hair damn long :)

Wednesday, September 23
3:40:00 PM

DON'T YOU JUST LIKE MY HEADER?

IT'S NOT A PHOTO OF MYSELF UNLIKE ALL THE OTHER BLOGS.

BUT ITS A MEANINGFUL PHRASE THAT I MADE.

WHEN I WAS A SEC3, HAHA JOKE.

FOUND IT IN MY ARCHIVES :)

Btw I seriously don't like the hair that got chopped short :(

Look at how short it is.

It reminds me of my sec4 year end hair.

Like short, damn sad eh.

Should I go chop all to the same length?

So it'll look neater?

I cut my own fringe too.

No difference I know.

Okay okay I'm going to sleep now.

I feel like my eyes are smaller today, see above..

Maybe no difference but I can feel it.

My brother can't stop calling me fat nerd.

And it has no meaning.

He just derives pleasure in calling me that.

2:44:00 PM

Bad case of memory flood yesterday.

Think I shall rename my blog to that soon.

Hate everything relevant and related to you.

Well nevermind, it will soon disappear again.

Just wait for it :)

It was Eleanor's birthday and the H12 girls went out to celebrate it.

Guess we're different and yet we all go pretty well together.

Well it wasn't much of a celebration but I hope she was happy.

Ate at Burger King for lunch cause everywhere was too crowded.

Okay Sammy said she is in our group to protrude our good english.

I'm just typing that down so that I can laugh at it when I read back again next time.

Eleanor is damn cute I tell you.

A pair of jeans for her birthday present.

Wanleng and Vivian left for work.

When we wanted to buy her nail polish cause she liked it and thinks it's yummy like chocolate.

She went "NoooooOOOOOOOOO GwEENNNNNNN"

Got tone one somemore.

Okay that was our happy walk around and talk cock day.

518 home with Kelly Anne then we talk about pets and people, haha.

Didn't buy anything though, don't really have the mood to shop.

Saw some people who don't even talk to each other.

And thing is, they are holding hands.

If I have another boyfriend and we don't talk.

I think I'll start crying on the spot, haha.

Went to the polyclinic at 442 with tooty just now.

He had his XRAY, well think nothing will come out of it.

Cause I keep thinking that there's nothing wrong.

Repaired my shoes as well, one off the to do list.

Ate zui kueh for lunch, crap I forgot how to spell.

Tooty treated me to bandung and fries.

Explored the neighbourhood, then home.

My daddy was pretty funny cause he saw us downstairs.

Then he was practically spying on us.

HAHAHA OMG SO FUNNY.

I'm very sleepy now.

Think I shall go sleep soon.

Cause tonight need to go Siewchen's house to stayover and help her.

Design school kid, shucks haha.

Monday, September 21
10:24:00 PM

Ended up crying in the middle of the night.

Called tooty though he was sleeping.

He thought it was funny and just laughed whether I was sad, happy or angry.

I guess it's just really good to have someone that you can talk to when you're sad.

I hope tooty gets well soon.

He has a dislocated shoulder, wtf?

I like my sms ring tone.

It goes "Ding Dong" in a really cheery tone.

Eleanor's birthday celebration with H12 girls tomorrow.

Some got work and all but still, they will be coming for the earlier part.

Btw, happy birthday in advance.

I'm going to wish you later too but still I feel like saying it now.

It's Aisyah's birthday tomorrow too so happy birthday too :)

Now that I think of it, maybe it was a coincidence.

I must be thinking too much.

2 years and 2 days ago.

I shouldn't look back anymore because nothing is going to happen.

And what for should I make myself sad by missing this and that.

Letting go wasn't that easy but it has been like what 8 months already?

Screw yourself huiyi, seriously.

You deserve to die.

I can't just stop being myself because of that one little thing.

Remember all that shit you said about quitting?

I'm probably just another thing to you.

BTW HERES MY TO DO LIST :)

-Repair hair straightener at ulu place

-Repair shoes at Blk 442

-Go library

-Go exercise, haha fail I know.

-Go bake, anyone?

-Make spectacles

(Is this cool or what, tooty just told me I need to make new spectacles when I typed that down)

I'm now 1.3kg more than my ideal weight or maybe 3.3kg.

Aiyah see how.

Maybe will slim down naturally :)

1:34:00 AM

Btw I realised I had this very stupid conversation with my mum this morning.

"Mum, there's a bug in my room."

"What? Isit dead or alive?"

"Dead, can you please remove it for me thankyou."

"Uh okay."

And the bug is gone and she even picked up my jackets that were lying on the floor.

AND WTF I HATE UNKNOWN NUMBERS.

YOU ALL HAD BETTER NOT CALL ME IF YOUR NUMBER IS UNKNOWN.

CAUSE EVERYONE DOESN'T FREAKING LEAVE A MESSAGE!

I HAVE BAD MEMORIES WITH UNKNOWN NUMBERS.

SCREW YOU.

OKAY NOT LIKE I REALLY CARE ABOUT WHO CALLED.

Guess what, I'm hungry right now.

Serves me right for eating 5 donuts and vegetables for dinner.

I just realised that I like this symbol > But then hor what to use it on.

Sunday, September 20
11:27:00 PM

BTW THE WORLD JUST GOT SMALLER.

10:31:00 PM

Blog archives.

To delete them or not.

Tooty says to delete them because they contain bad memories but I think there will be good ones too :)

See how optimistic I can get this few days.

I never ever deleted any blog or writings.

Just kept them private and stored away, that's all.

Can never bring myself to delete them, lol!

Sometimes you lose people and they never come back.

Some do.

With different roles.

Together you can do the things you wanted to do before back then.

But this time, the roles are different.

It still feels nice :)

Donuts for dinner again, YUM :)

Siewchen's house tomorrow.

She says that other people got their parents, boyfriends or maids to help them then she has no one.

So I'm going over because she has me, her bestfriend.

Okay, I don't know what a bestfriend is but I know she is damn close to me.

I wish I really knew who you were talking about.

Was never a bestfriend to you and never will be.

Coincidences much?

I NEED TO BATH = BYEBYE

We spent the whole time on dai dee and talking

Thursday, September 17
11:08:00 PM

H12 chalet was fun and my nice smelling hair turned into burnt butter smelling hair.

I like Gwen's conditioner :)

Met up with the dudes at 2.30pm at the interchange on tuesday and I saw someone.

The indians at the check in counter was total bullshit and we only managed to check in at 5plus.

OMG I TYPED SIGN IN BEFORE I CHANGED IT TO CHECK IN, THANKS AH GWEN CHIA.

Dinner at Fish&Co Express, wasn't that bad for once.

Maybe I wasn't thinking of the oil and all the shit we're eating.

Daytona at arcade.

Wanted to go sing K but I realised english songs are shitty to sing and I don't know any chinese songs, fail.

Back to chalet to watch some TV and dai dee in air con room.

Gambling with 10cents which is a million according to our Du3 Shen2, Louis.

Ghost stories and red house at 1-4am, nice :)

MacDonald's breakfast at 5plus 6am.

Bathing at the toilet near the swimming pool rocks big time because it was clean and chio.

Back to chalet to sleep, but failed because my dear Sammy was snoring..

Cupwalker and Old Chang Kee for lunch at 12plus 1pm.

I SERIOUSLY THINK CUPWALKER SUCKS.

Back to chalet for more dai dee and TV.

What happened to building sandcastle competition and bowling?!

BBQ at 5plus 6 to 9pm.

Confessions of some people, mine was a fail cause I got nothing to say.

Never really like confession games anyway.

Bathed again :)

Back to air con room for more dai dee and talk.

Tooty came at 12plus 1am.

Went for a walk and settled down by the breakwater.

Thanks for the half of the Macdonald meal and the $3 orange juice.

DON'T EVER BUY FROM THE TOP PART OF THE VENDING MACHINE IF YOU SEE THAT THERE ARE TWO CONVEYER BELTS BECAUSE YOUR FRUIT JUICE CARTONS WILL GET STUCK.

Back to chalet at 4plus 5am.

Talked and dai dee abit.

Went home at 6plus.

John is a retard, we could have save more time and energy.

He made us walk to Central when we could have taken the bus to our destination.

No pictures because I no camera.

Maybe I should get a camera.

But IT fair just over, well screw that new idea of mine.

Slept till 4plus today and stoned from then till now.

Life is officially boring.

I need to do something productive but isn't like shit.

Well, people keep telling me to exercise..

I think I'll go to the library to grab some books.

I want to bake but no oven, fail.

Changed my blogskin but somehow I have a feeling that the old one is nicer cause of the font.

Think I'll change that another day when I'm really irritated.

I don't know if I'm falling into it again.

I think I should just kill myself because I'm really retarded..

Wednesday, September 16
1:20:00 AM

Tooty is having her chalet to Costa Sands now.
She's probably happily munching away on some Ruffles now.
And definitely salivating at the thought of tomorrow's Barbecue.
But it's okay 'cause she doesn't mind becoming fat and nerdy next semester.

And yes, I'm a good SMS partner! =P

Tuesday, September 15
2:04:00 PM

My hair straightener actually worked today at 5.35am.

Now it's dead again.

It actually died 8months ago.

Okay, must really bring it for repair.

H12 chalet later on :)

Dad almost said to come home and sleep every night.

How lame.
Bag not packed.

Half an hour to meeting time.

Crap, I'm always late :(

Hello tooty, you don't post on people's blog to ask why they are not online!!

I think I'm weird.
Need to avoid someone.

Because I feel weird.

Not again.

Screw that.

Okay bye.

Monday, September 14
11:20:00 PM

WHY YOU NOT ONLINE!!!!!!

12:14:00 AM

OMG I think I'm a noob.
Didn't know you could invite people to contribute to you blogs.
As in contributing directly.
Like helping another person post.
Like what I'm currently doing here as I type.

So this little tooty here had work today.
BUT being the lazy little tooty she is, she decided to go late for work, as usual.
She's always lucky though.
Never gets caught by her boss.
But then again, be careful ok!!
You'll never know when they'll check..

And she just killed her hair straightener thingy.
No surprise here though.
Perhaps Huiyi and Technology don't go well together.
I mean, think about it.
Pause for a moment and reminisce about all the phone, machines, blah blah blah that you've destroyed..
Pretty damned lot huh??
Haha but that's totally fine by me.
'cause that's the tooty I know lol.

And she keeps repeating on how I'll grow up to become a "black fat old man".
Her reason being "cause muscles will turn to fats.. WHEN YOU DON'T TRAIN!"
And then I'll say something like "But I'll train!"
Then she says " but when you're old then you can't train.."
And it goes on and on.
Pretty amusing to see how we can get into an argument out of nothing at all.
Weird.

Plus she can't read dates.

Luckily she doesn't have work tomorrow.
If not she'll totally kill herself.

Anyway she's gotta really step up her studying frequency the next semester.
She's gonna study really hard.
Mugging and all..
She's gonna turn into some sort of nerdy thing.
But it'll all for her own good anyway =)
'cause she'll get all Z grades next semester and top her entire course.

Right, tooty? =)

Alright, that's about it for today.
This ends here.

Sunday, September 13
5:38:00 AM

Friendster still has the most shit.

Why I know?

My cousin just added me there.

So I visited the site again.

Interesting bitches go: "Add me ohxxzcz, I will be waiting for youuuu. Give me photo comment, thanksxzcz"

Okay I'm a fail at their language now.

Not that I've ever been like that.

But Friendster once in awhile is healthy.

You get to see all kinds of shit.

And you will realise that your life is so much better than theirs.

3:55:00 AM

Okay, nice.

I'm at draft.blogger.com and it makes my blogger work perfectly.

Such an idiot but still it's very nice.

I'm so stepping out of my comfort zone from now on.

Gonna do things that I've never done before.

Basically be more friendly to people.

Okay, that's one mean feat.

Hell.

Wenxin, you should use this website too then we can all use blogger again :)

HI EVERYONE. I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW.

Okay this update is shit.

I hate alternating between my livejournal and blogger.

BECAUSE I LOVE BLOGGER MORE.

I AM A SUCKER LIKE THAT.

HATE THAT?

BUGGER OFF :)

Wednesday, September 2
1:52:00 PM

I find the following interesting, it's a license agreement statement.

If this program accidentally screws up and destroys data on your PC, electrocutes you, makes your monitor explode in your face, set's your house on fire, kills you, changes all the text you say in online games to oink, causes everyone on the planet(and beyond) to try to kill you, hacks into a nearby nuclear misile and targets your house, changes your bank balance to $0, gets you banned from online games, adds your name to a hitman's list, sucks you into the computer and plays pong with you(with you as ball), causes secret agencies to come after you, makes you believe you got maggots crawling under your skin, turns your room into a gate to hell, becomes sentient and starts killing everyone on this planet, gets you sent to jail with a guy named big bubba or does anything else you don't want it to do, don't blame the author of this program!!

Tuesday, September 1
9:20:00 PM

Got back to playing GB just for today.
Got to know some greenview kids.
They say I look like their friend, no way.

Brother is in hospital after operation now.
I haven't ate lunch or dinner.

Tomorrow is gonna suck cause I'll probably be in the hospital.

Okay, no mood to blog but just blog cause I felt like it at the start.