Today concludes the end of our AYG duties.
I was having fever throughout..
Met some great friends today.
I think the bunch of them are funny.
Took some photos but I think I look like crap today.
Because I was sick and never even bothered to put make up at all.
I'm just getting lazier and lazier.
If I can skip the eyeliner and mascara, I skip it because I'm comfortable with my face.
So practically there's nothing.

Reached home and slept straightaway.
My temperature was 39.0 when I woke up.
Dad thought I contracted H1N1 and was asking me to go die.
Well I vomited twice and had a little diarrhea.
Apparently my aunt says it's gastric flu.
Meaning I can't eat or drink anything in large amount.
Or risk vomiting it all out.
Luckily I didn't eat lunch at AYG or I would have puked on the spot..
I usually ain't a sickly kid.
But it seems like today I'm practically dying.
I haven't gotten a fever in years or vomited in years.
It's all happening today..
I freaking lost 1plus kg just by being sick.
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.
Should go lose some more weight, lol!

I feel kind of stuck in the middle now..
It's like I know something is gonna happen.
Yet I can't do anything to help or stop it.
I wish I could make peace.
Hope everything will turn out fine in the end.

Don't think I can sleep tonight.
Because I slept too much in the afternoon.

I love typing on my laptop because its so easy to type.
Yes I know I'm random.

I think I have an average GPA of 3.0!!
I mean that's my goal.
I have 1Z, 2A, 1B+, 1B, 1unknown.
My RHT and F&B sucks to the core seriously.
Because it's not really application question kind of paper..
If I fail F&B then maybe it'll be 2.something I think.
But I had wanted 3.5 so guess I need to study harder..
Because there's people who are getting 4.0 all the way.
You all should welcome mugger Huiyi.
I'm finally gonna start studying after all these years.
Everyone nags at me to study but I never did so.
I don't want to waste my parents money.
But I don't have the drive to study.
I never ever put in effort for this mid sem.
I should stop all this nonsense.
Someone should give me a wake up call.

I'm in love with Not Fair though it's not a really new song, lol!