Out with lulu and kaijie. Yeah he decided to come in the end.

Went Cathay Cineleisure.
Ate at kobayashi.
Watched Hannah Montana.
Stupid girl in the cinema can't shut the fuck up. She squealed like some freak whenever the supposedly hot guy comes into the goddamned screen. She even cried and sang along to songs, how great.

Walked around after the movie.
Long talk at Orchard Central, haha yes we went there already!!
Took some photos. Oh we took neoprints before the show.
Met singapore's asian Harry Potter lookalike. I wanted to type Happy Potter, idk why.

Went to Plaza Singapura. Walked around again.
Ate at yoshinoya.
Talked again.
Guess we're a bitchy trio.

Home.

That pretty much sums up my day.

On the way home, I saw this handicapped kid being taken care of by two maids.
I stopped and thought about how fortunate I was.
To be still alive and healthy.
It's not like I'm born with defect or met with mishap already.
So I should be living my life in happiness and stop wallowing in the past if I'm even doing that.

I realised how fortunate I was to even have proper features that at least look normal when I was reading someone's blog the other day.
I didn't have to go through dozens of surgery just to look normal so I can be accepted by society without getting stared at.

I am lucky to be even alive when I think of all the stillborn babies.
Some girl who's my age just jumped down a few days ago.
She should have thought of the other people who cares for her.
She should have thought she was lucky to even have a life to experience this shitty world.
Girls and boys should not kill themselves because of breakups.
Just get another partner and tell your old partner to screw him/herself.

Maybe I should make my life more interesting.
I shall go about doing that tomorrow.

Life planning, I've thought about it long ago.
But never really set about doing it.
I should enrich myself.
Or at the very least be a goddamned mugger.
So every cent my parents paid for is worthed it.

You shall see.
I'm a brand new me.
No relationships and all that crap.
Just making myself a better person.