IntHT chiongers, that's what we are!!
RHT and F&B slackers.
POM anyhow.
CommSk and MacroEcons suck.

I feel so unhappy today.
Is it because I see you falling in love?
I DON'T HAVE ANY EYECANDY AND WILL NEVER HAVE, SO THIS IS NOT ABOUT MY EYECANDY IF YOU'RE WONDERING.
TOO BAD.
You may not know it.
I guess this kind of feelings have stopped for a long time.
But I still know about you, kinda.
I should stop.
Isn't this supposed to be good?
But I saw it today.
Somehow I just can't.
I wish I could tell you.
Or maybe it just didn't felt like how strong it was today.
Or should I say now.
I just had to be itchy hand for today out of all days.
I don't know why I'm crying.
...
It's awesome.
Wordless.
Speechless at the moment.
I've fallen and I can't get up.
I know what this means now.
Perhaps I don't want to fall again.
Those who matters don't mind.
I won't.
And those who minds matters.
Haha, fuck that shit man seriously.
I will be happy for everyone else except you.
I don't know why there are people who are willing to die for another.
How can I fall again so I won't feel this now.
I feel so contradicting tonight.
I can no longer do what I want to do.
I still do.
Believe me.
I'm not jealous of them, those who survived lah of course!!
Ah, whatever I will be happy for you?
Haha, no way.
Because I want you for myself -.-
Haha, fuck me.

Haha, I bet no one knows wtf I'm talking about.
Because I jumbled up the sequence of what I wanted to write.
Genius, ain't I?
But I do.
I really do.
And no point asking even if you all want to know.
I will tell some people myself.

Okay, sorry I had really wanted to blog about something else.
But that caught my attention.
I'm fucking itchy hand!!
Should slap myself a million times!!
I should fuck myself and die or something.
Like what I wanted to tell someone on facebook today.
Screw you.
Screw myself for making the same mistakes over and over again.
Screw all external factors.
Screw the other girl.
I'm jealous.
How great.