I'm in such a bitchy mood today.

So you will see alot of fucks.

I thought you were my friend.

I tried to stick by you no matter what happened.

Except for that one incident.

Still we were friends again.

And yes you always fucking compared yourself to me,

be it subconsciously or consciously.

You would always complain that I always have better things than you in life.

And I always tried to reassure you that your life wasn't any worse.

That people will all have different experiences because we're different.

As if all this comparing didn't get to me.

It did, but I put it all behind me.

I always thought to myself,

one day she will think that it's enough.

On the pretext of helping me,

you fucked up my life.

You went and told him something you knew you weren't supposed to.

Any normal being that's not even my friend would know any better than to say all that.

And you?

You were supposed to be my goodfriend.

You even said you told him stuff like if you accepted something 3000dollars from a guy,

it means you owe him big time.

Well what the fuck was that for?

To make sure that he knows that I purposely want to fucking owe him somemore?

I don't fucking owe anyone anything.

You even told me, 'stuff we talked about are supposed to be secrets, I can't tell you.'

At that point of time, I was thinking 'wah fuck, you think that one your boyfriend ah?'

I called you when it was all over.

You acted like you knew him very well.

Again I thought 'Fuck lah, why don't you be his girlfriend then.'

You even told me 'you bought this on yourself, if only you could have waited then the outcome would have been different.'

You didn't even sounded the least sorry.

In fact, you sounded like you're happy that you did it.

You were always unhappy that I'd a good family, better studies than you even when I don't fucking study, a boyfriend you think I don't deserve because you think I don't fucking appreciate him, good luck even when I'm fucking gambling with no money involved.

And you told me, 'since this is happening, move on.'

Yes I will move on.

Well, what I'm telling you now is fuck you.

I'm not saying that I'm extremely upset that you did this.

Yes I cried when I called you on the phone,

but it was because I lost a friend called angela.

It wasn't because you fucked up my life like that.

I was upset that we can be friends no more.

But at the very most,

thankyou for ending my draggy relationship that has no outcome.

Even if we stayed together,

we would have ended one fine day because of all these flaws that a relationship has.