Thursday, February 12
10:19:00 PM
I heard our song playing that week.
I caught myself singing along to it.
And enjoying every part of it.
I've found my answers but I haven't found a way.
It's hard to know that I'm still here.
In this stupid standstill.
I need a freaking job.
I need to save up for ................................
SHIT.
I am like going to go offline, how boring.
Hahaha, to my dears who tagged:
Thankyou and I'm sorry that I always let you all down, like pangseh you all during outings or something.
Little ant is right, and she keeps making me want to cry.
That stupid girl tells me that between love and her, I can choose love because no matter what happens, she'll still be my bestfriend.
This is so retarded that I want to cry..
Friendship is everlasting but no love is forever.
Maybe I'm becoming more and more materialistic after each relationship.
The childhood innocence in me that believes in forever was never there.
I shall just wait for it to come back.
Meanwhile I don't want a boyfriend till like I'm 21 or older.
So everyone should remind me when they see me..
Because I always tend to not do what I say -.-
But this time I'm determined.
I shall wait for the right person to come along and I'll then fall into it.
That's the best.
Now, friends are better.