Monday, February 16
11:05:00 PM
Hopefully I'll get toot to wake up and go with me to the beach to take the not taken photos.
Meeting yeap at 11am.
Hope I won't be late.
Going to taka at 3pm for interview, hope it lands me somewhere.
Hahaha, was watching this short drama.
Got this uncle wrote out all the past experiences he had with his wife, lol!
So freaking cute okay!
Because he wrote it secretly for their 30th anniversary.
Then the wife thought he got other woman outside.
Hahaha, damn funny.
It's true that this train ride is going nowhere tonight.
I saw you by the window.
But you weren't looking out.
I peeked and I saw that you were with someone else.
A train of thoughts choo-choo-ed its way through my mind.
The images printed in my mind all came flowing out.
I had so much wanted to rush to your side.
To tell you that I'm sorry and that I won't do it again.
I was jealous, yes I was.
I wanted you back by my side.
To listen to my grumbles.
Split personalities they call it.
But everyone says to ignore and let go.
It's a fruitless train ride.
Even if we reached the end,
I will still see you in her arms.
In her arms, baby that's where you'll be.
I saw your photos.
On the other side of the lens.
That's where you are.
It looked like time was frozen.
And you only had eyes for her.
Gotta step out of my comfort zone,
see the world.
No more knowing about him.
Because that's where all the weird stuff start sinking in.
Respect people's privacy.
Let go thoroughly.
That's what he wants too.