It'll be an update for four days!

Yesterday!

Went to whitesands for lunch with flynn.

He was like saying who late who treat and I was the late one.

I thought die liao, sure pok.

Then we went to sakae to eat.

Seriously the food sucks shit and I really hate sakae now because their damned salmon has no bloody taste one unless you stuff the whole thing into your mouth and chew a thousand times.

I hate sake sushi.

Then he gave me 20dollars when I paid for the thingy, he say he gonna put in the fish bowl if I don't take.

Fish bowl which is the donation thingy lah.

Library was up next.

Just spent time reading a dumb book called Pretty Face.

It was about this girl who is fat and she doesn't get the guy she wants because he's in love with her bestfriend, then she leaves for holiday for Italy because she was having some kind of pressure problem due to her weight. She found out that the pace there was slower and they no computers and tv. So riding and walking around became her new hobby. She lost weight due to that, but when she went online to talk to her bestfriend, she realised that she was with the guy she wanted. And she sank back into stuffing herself with food. She then hooks up with this italian hot guy and they had sex and she felt great about herself. She went back to London happy and has a long distance relationship with the italian guy.

See why it's dumb?

Okay, so I continued spending time in the library because it was raining and I couldn't go home and besides there was nothing to do.

Suddenly out of the blue, Tonkichi called me.

They said I can work today if I wanted to, and that yeap could come along if she wants to.

We went.

The job wasn't that bad.

The people there were friendly, lol!

But we only had our dinner at like 10 o'clock.

Talk about hunger. I forgot about it after 7.30pm passed.

There was this kitchen guy who kept talking to me.

He asked me if I was single and that if I was, someone wants to put deposit to be my boyfriend.

Then I was like yeah I'm single but deposit sounds lame.

He say come let me take photo so that guy can put deposit.

I told him that's awkward and ran away from the kitchen -.-

He also told me that my voice very bright and nice and asked me whether I got go join the stupid campus superstar.

I said siao and told them yeap was from choir and then they called her singer nonstop, hahaha!

See I can get boyfriends from work, wtf right?

This is damn retarded lah!!!

I hate spoilt girlfriends who tear up the stupid serviet (IDK how to spell it, wtf) and receipts and push them all over the table.

Me and yeap took 518 home and it was like a bloody 12am when I reached home.

I was the last soul left on the damned bus and it felt like those kind of ghost bus ride that brings you to nowhere.

Now yeap can't work anymore because we reach home too late :(

I am gonna be the last fucking soul on the bus everytime..

Today!

Woke up at like 1plus 2, lol!

Bathed and slacked.

Am here now.

Gonna check out the TP thing.

Because I f-ing have that thing and can't go for the stupid checkup.

And I had to recheckup because my that thing was coming.

Gonna call Tonkichi for yeap because she's a lazy girl and refuses to do it herself.

Tomorrow!

I can't wait for tomorrow lah damnit.

Ant's cooking lunch leh, pasta and ice-cream float!!

I'm so excited about food!

Then we're gonna go to liang court to check out some cosmetics that she wants.

And Dhoby Ghaut's second floor Long John Silver to eat because she thinks it's cool.

Did I mention that I spent 60dollars when I went to Sasa with yeap.

Hahaha, I need to save money man.

Only got back 20dollars from work last night after minus-ing bus rides.

Sunday

It is gonna be damn sian again.

I am gonna be at parkway.

And I'm no longer near the apple counter so don't ask for me there.

I miss surfing the net!

I hope I've sales so I'll have commission then it's equivalent to around half an hour of work!

SALES SALES SALES!

I HOPE THERE WILL BE SALES!

9 damned hours but think of the 50dollars, hahaha!

I wish I knew who was the mysterious person with a white cap.

It's pictures galore today, because my freak of a phone and computer can finally detect each other.

Hurray!

You are warned that THERE ARE QUITE A HANDFUL OF PHOTOS BELOW!

It's spamming of photos in one blogpost.

Guess I'm just too lazy to do it another time.

So keep your eyes peeled to the screen because you won't be able to take your eyes off some of them.

Especially the holy salmon later!!

Okay, this was the day I went out with my dearest ant!!!

Love her to the max!

She has too short fringe because I was yakking away.

Then I kinda irritated her then she snipped too short.

While I have too long fringe.

They cover my eyes lah, wtf.

We're really worlds apart, hahaha.

But these photos really means alot to me.


My sheepish dear.
My split fringe.
Not bad right?
Oh no, her face got cut.

You know why?

Because she was saying wait wait wait my face very yuan.

Then she moved when I snapped.

Hahaha, my wtf centre parting bangs.

But my ant looks nice here so I'm posting it though I really look centre parting.

Hahaha, you know why she is always looking that way?

Because I paste some square thing on my phone then she thought the camera near the square thing.

LOL!

I guess I just really want to thank her for being my friend forever.

Forever exists okay!!

We'll share a little place when we grow up.

When I grow up.

I want to live with ant.

Happy happy kids!







Went to yeap's house today to print the enrolment things.

I was late but she wasn't pissed off, what an angel.

But I had my reasons for being late because my dad was hogging the bathroom when I woke up.

I wasted 24pages of paper today.

Thanks yeap!!!

Went to Raffles Medical for the health check up, and I've to go back again...

I took this bloody photo and there was shutter sound from my dumb phone.

The nurses there were like woah, have to take photo one ah, kimono isit..

I was like wtf... -.-


We went to Marina Square.

Ate at Ryoichi today.

It's fucking nice.

Loved the salmon to bits and pieces, lol!

The price is rather reasonable now because they're having this offer or promotion thing.

The unagi there isn't too bad either but the salmon totally owned.

Sorry unagi!!! No picture of you today because I lazy.

Cause salmon really won you!!!


We ate the bloody nice ice cream too!

It costed almost as much as our meals, wtf right?

But we shared, we shared both the salmon and unagi too!

Pictures another day, too lazy to edit the exposure to make it clearer.

And I can't cramp up all my pictures into one post right?

I'm going to deprive you people of my dear yeap's face!!!

Okay lah, go check her blog for her photos, lol!

I am still alive beside my dizzy and stupid friend.

Half of me is gone but fuck that.

I am still alive.

Wtf, she ate my fucking eyeballs.

And I had grapes for eyeballs.

I am damn pissed off.

No, he's gone.. Don't eat me!

This was taken one day at work when my mum packed the bread for me as lunch but I ate it as dinner.

I couldn't finish it so gave it to my apple mates, lol!

This is one day at angela's house. That's her, yeap and kailing.

I remembered that we went to Katong and found the KTV closed.

Wtf, must go there again!!!

Then went to bedok community centre thanks to some dumby saying they've rooms.

Ate pizza.

Photos of that another day.

Hahaha, wtf I am so lazy I know..

Lastly that's me being twit and act cute for no reason.

Or maybe just cause my hair was fucking straight that day.

So little time.

Trying to understand that I,

try to make a move just to stay in the game.

Okay, today went out with little ant.

And she was the second person to say you know hor we very long never take photos liao.

I actually said yah we'll take later.

And I forgot...

Then she say take photo of us.

I thought got people take photo of us because we look like a pair of weird bestfriends who don't match at all.

She laughed till she died when I asked where where where.

So we took photos but my computer refused to get connected with my phone.

So I have no pictures to post.

The pictures don't really look clear or what but they mean alot to me.

We had a chat on the bus about C, Y and B.

I guess I'm always wrong about people.

Our talk went on until she saw this beautiful apartments.

She told me that when we grow up, we could live together.

We could have our spacious house.

Share our boots, clothes, belts, accessories and hair accessories.

I like the idea of that very much because we're worlds apart actually.

So we could share because we won't basically have what each other have most of the times even though we like the same stuff sometimes.

We talked about how we would furnish our 3room flat.

Hahaha yes, we're gonna live in a 3room flat because its cheap and that way, we'll get to buy more stuff to share.

You all can visit our house in like 6 or 10 years.

I am quite certain that it'll happen because of the tone in my ant's voice.

Hahaha, wonder what I'm gonna do with a famous designer when she's done with her degree.

I've a feeling that I'll be stuck in some hotel serving someone or someplace serving someone so I would be in retarded clothes.

Or maybe I won't be serving anyone.

I don't really know what made me take up Hospitality and Tourism Management.

I don't like talking to people initially but guess I'm a different person now so I would definitely survive.

I don't like serving others and don't really know what kind of help they need but I guess I'm gonna start to learn to be caring and to look out for what type of people need what.

Since I'm gonna be stuck with it for the rest of my 3 upcoming years.

I might as well make the most out of it.

Learn about life from it by interacting with different people.

Normally I would be regretting and whining about why did I take the course and that I'm going to suffer for 3 years.

But guess talking to ant really influences you to be positive because she is.

No use being negative because I don't like myself that way too!

I think I've mild fever.

Theres the medical checkup with yeap later on at IDK what time.

I hope I stop feeling warm by then or I might not pass and they will think I've some kind of disease.

Okay bye, I'm done with ranting.

Am gonna go off and watch tv!

Hahaha, wtf.

I just signed into msn with ant's computer and it registered what I had when I was sec3.

My msn groupings were like wtf funny.

I am like watching my dear ant get ready.

Hahaha, she just asked me to help her clasp something.

It's like so shiny, I like.

She says I'm typing so fast it's scary to hear the keys being tapped at.

Okay, wtf I want to sleep lah.

Yesterday night slept at 3am plus, f it.

Now there's this incense smell.

Hope I don't smell like it later.

I'm gonna be stuck here till 9.30am!!!

Hahaha, okay bye I'm gonna go try on the clothes she put together!

I bet alot of people got overwhelmed by the TP enrolment package.

Actually I couldn't figure out much when I just glanced through it.

But now it's okay.

Am meeting ant tomorrow morning at 7am at her house to discuss our dressup day.

I have totally no idea how I am gonna wake up that early, hahaha!

Gonna catch He's Just Not That Into You with her at Orchard Lido.

I thought my movie days were gone, but now I don't think so.

Doreen's at whitesand foyer so everyone should go and visit her.

Okay wtf, I'm saying random things out of nowhere again.

After the movie, we're gonna go shopping.

Yes yes yes, I'm spending money even though I'm not earning...

Forget it, I am not going to look for a job anymore.

Yes you heard that.

I am not going to look for a job anymore!!!

Just checked my nuffnang today.

One of the keywords search that led to my blog was 'i need to move on huiyi'

Hahaha, wtf you say funny anot?

I need to move on -.-

Actually I've already moved on.

Yes I did say I miss him, but that was because I saw him.

Maybe it's just that bond that I feel.

I am not gonna be stuck in the freaking past.

Not going to be a circle person.

Its not gonna do anyone any good if I just keep thinking.

This is the first time I've deleted everything.

No more disappointments or hoping to see your name on my phone display screen.

Ant asked me what's the difference between letting go and quitting.

Actually I don't really know but quitting sounds cooler right?

Baby, I was addicted to you and I'm quitting you.

Watched some haunted house show just now, I forgot the freaking title but it was nice.

Except that the ending was like lame and easy.

They just had to flush the statue of out the house and everything was over.

Watched Over Her Dead Body yesterday and my dad had to hog the tv so I couldn't finish it.

HE'S WORKING TODAY SO HE CANNOT HOG THE TV AND THE COMPUTER AT THE SAME TIME.

He can like play his maple and leave the tv on just to listen to the sound.

My mum is watching the tv now, but she doesn't watch soccer or listen to the AH BIAN thing, so I'm happy with her hogging it!

I need to go and bath.

Hahaha, wtf right?

I slept till 4plus pm today because I didn't go to yeap's house.

Then woke up and cooked maggie mee.

Slacked around, read a book.

It's freaking nice.

Okay let me let you in on an secret.

I am still obsessed with vampires and all the blood sucking thing.

But I do not like twilight at all.

How come I have a feeling that all the girls are gonna clobber me for saying that -.-

Okay, I love vampires since like I don't know when.

Even before all the twilight shit.

Shall carry on about this another day, because I want to bath.

I wonder how many people know that I'm actually obsessed with vampires..

I even wonder if anyone knows me at all.

Maybe ant.

I don't think I know myself that well actually..

Okay, this is one confession.

Wtf wtf I miss him. Damn wtf, I know..

I am not gonna care about someone who doesn't care about me.

I've tried to let go but I can't quit him.

Deleted whatever's relevant. What's left? Nothing.

Nada. Zilch. Zero.

Am trying to figure out TP's package.

Yeap says she'll help me book an appointment tomorrow, hahaha yay!

Speaking of the word books, I've finished reading the books I borrowed from the library.

Okay, wtf my arm still hurts.

Someone should just give me a job.

I'm bored stiff at home, rotting.

Even toot is rotting away at home now.

Little ant's working today, can't wait to go shopping with her again.

Hope flynn does well for his exams tomorrow, hahaha the marbles will get you as you're reading this line. And your blog is poetic, mine isn't!!!

My brother's playing wolfteam again, wtf.

Maybe I should just go join him and get pawned.

Just had beehoon for lunch, not maggie mee.

I swear I'm going to drop damn alot of hair recently.

Always thought that people with lesser hair are happier, but now the thought of dropping hair makes me sad.

If you were really close to someone you ought to be able to phone them at any hour of the night and unburden your soul.

The above quote is like my favourite quote of the month for no reason.

And wenxin, nobody really knows what a zhongruan is -.-

I am typing random nonsense.

I didn't get to watch Bee Movie because my dad came back and hogged the tv.

It's gonna rain now, wtf.

I love rainy days but there's nothing to do except sleep and I don't want to sleep.

Wonder how everyone is doing.

The consequences of our actions. The aftermath.

Decided to revive our little chingay day on little ant's birthday, lol!

I am going to let her decide what I'm going to wear!

Am off to read a book now.

Feel like going to the library!!!

Heard that there is some letter from TP but I think I haven't gotten it, wtf.

My stupid right arm hurts again. WTF WTF.

Should be going to bath soon.

I keep seeing yeap's face on my phone screensaver.

She keeps staring at me -.-

Hahaha, went to simei platform to meet little ant.

Then went to TM to meet flynn. Thanks for the pizza hut and haagen dazs dude.

I've thus concluded that TM/Century Square is the most boring place to walk around.

I WANT CAMP!!!

I hate this part right here.

No income for me this week but that's not gonna stop me from buying stuff I want.

Saving for it!

WTF I SMELL SOMETHING CHAOTA.

F it.

Okay going off already, bye!

Came across these lessons or short stories when I doing nothing online, decided to share it with everyone because I found them interesting.

It might be old news.

But it's good to revive your memories.

Well, there's always a moral of the story!

Here are five short stories, enjoy!

Lesson 1

A man is getting into shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and ran downstairs.

When she opens the door, there stand BOB, the next door neighbour. Before she had even say a word, BOB said: " I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops the towl and she stood naked in front of BOB.

After a few seconds, BOB handed her $800 and left.

The woman quickly wrapped the towel around her and goes back upstairs to put on some clothing.

When she got to the bathroom, he husband asked: "Who was that?"

"It was BOB,the next door neighbour." she replied.

Before she could even continued with her speech, her husband interrupted, "Great! Did he said anything about the $800 that he owed me?"

MORAL OF THE STORY

IF YOU SHARE CRITICAL INFORMATION PERTAINING TO CREDIT OR RISK WITH YOUR SHAREHOLDERS IN TIME, YOU MAY BE IN A POSITION TO PREVENT AVOIDABLE EXPOSURE.

Lesson 2

A priest offered a nun a lift one fine day after a short gathering session. During the journey, the nun crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal parts of the legs to the priest. Upon seeing the slender leg in flesh, the priest lost concentration and almost had an accident.

After he had regained focus and controlled the car, he stealthily slid his hands up her leg.

The nun said: "Father, remember Psalm 129?". Upon hearing the words, the priest instantly removed his hands.

After some time, the priest couldn't resist the temptations and tried again. As he was sliding further up the nun's leg, the nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?".

The priest quickly apologized, "Sorry sister, the flesh is weak...". Arriving at the convent, the nun alighted, thanked the priest and went on her way.

On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed up to look up what Psalm 129 meant. The book read, "Go forth and see, further up, you will find glory."

MORAL OF THE STORY:
IF YOU ARE NOT WELL INFORMED IN YOUR JOB, YOU MIGHT MISS A GREAT OPPORTUNITY.


Lesson 3

Roger was a small rabbit who lived in the harsh surroundings of the African continent. Everyday, he was working hard and hopped everywhere just to stay alive

One fine day, he noticed Eugene the eagle sitting on the top of a tree, doing absolutely nothings. He envied the eagle and decided to ask advise from the eagle.

Roger asked Eugene, : 'Can i also sit like you and do absolutely nothing?"

Eugene gave Roger a puzzled look and replied, "Sure, why not?"

Satisfied with the assurance that Eugene had given him, Roger decided to sit under the tree and rest.

All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the vulnerable rabbit and ate it.

MORAL OF THE STORY:
To be sitting around doing nothing, you must be sitting very very high up.

Lesson 4.

A turkey was chatting with his good friend the bull on day. " I would love to be able to get up to the top of that tree," the turkey sighed, "but i haven't got the energy to do so."

"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" the bull replied. "They are packed with nutrients."

The turkey pecked at a lump of the dung and attempted to reach the lowest overhanging branch of the tree. He actually found enough energy to reach that branch.

The next day, the turkey pecked at more dung and it got him further up the tree. The turkey was absolutely excited. By the fourth night, the turkey had reached the top of the tree and offered a wonderful sight of the country.

Feeling satisfied, the turkey slept on top of the tree through the night. The next morning, a farmer was on his way to the farm when he spotted the turkey. He quickly gathered his hunting equipment an gunned down the turkey and brought it back home for dinner.

MORAL OF THE STORY:

Bullshit might get you to the top, but it ain't going to keep you there.

Lesson 5

During one winter, a little bird was flying towards the South to migrate. She had lost touch with the rest of her flock of family and friends.

That winter was particularly cold and bitter. After a few days without food and proper rest, the little bird froze and fallen to the ground. The little bird was scared and frighten.

While lying there motionlessly, a cow came along and dropped some dung onto her.

As the little bird lay still in the pile of dung, she realized how warm it had suddenly become. The dung was actually thawing the surrounding that had kept her frozen.

After sometime, the little bird was able to move about. After pecking on some of the dung, she actually regain most of her strength.

Feeling happy and warm, she began chirping happily.

A passing hungry cat heard the chirping sound and decided to investigate the matter. Following the sound, the cat reached the pile of shit. The cat discovered that a bird was under the pile of dung and promptly dug her out and ate her.

MORALS OF THE STORY.
1. Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy
2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend
3. When you are in deep shit, its best to keep your mouth shut.

Well, I'm off to prepare to go out already, gotta meet various different people.

Brother wants this computer for dota too.

I know I don't type in short form!!!

Went out to submit the extras for our job application with yeap, then we ended up spending $. Met siewchen too, she came along because she thought she got food poisoning then didn't go to work. Hope she's feeling better now after all our shopping, hahaha!

Was on the mrt with her when she said, you know hor, the last time we took a picture was like so long ago, like before prelim or something. And I thought to myself yeah no mood. Then she said like no mood hor, then I said yah and she whipped out her phone and angled it for a shot.
We only took 2photos, she didn't upload the other one.

Thus, here's me and my dear yeapanana that I'm stuck with for the 3more years to come. Hurray! At least I'll have someone I know in my course.



Anyway, it's good to spend $ now because of recession, then everywhere also having sales. Since I work already, then got some $ then spend lor. I don't have to save for now anymore, hahaha. I think the prices would start rising again in April, so spend now save later.

Bought 5 belts, 2 pairs of heels, 1top, 1pair of earrings, 1pair of leggings. All these cost like around 65dollars, hahaha. Not bad right?

The day before also went out with yeap, bought 2long sleeved tops for 20dollars.

I love going out with yeap because we always buy food. Now I'm in love with Popdough again, I like their plastic carrier even, lol!

Yeap left at around 6. Wished I had taken 518 home with her but I couldn't leave my dear alone. Am glad I stayed though because it was after that that I ended up buying the other stuff, lol!

Am gonna clear out my wardrobe although there ain't many clothes.

A new me, a new me.

Hello flynn I know you're reading this and it's time for you to get a tagboard. I don't want to die okay!

Necklaces hand-made by us specially made for you.

We've seventeen unique designs for you to pick from.

Notice the elegant carvings as you scroll down for our eye-catching necklaces.

All these necklaces are close to your neckline so that when you wear dresses, it will not be covered. It makes you look more posh and refined when it's at that length, not like you're sloppy.

We will mail you back with the look of the necklace on our model when you make your purchase.

Guess what, it's all at an affordable price of $12.90 each. Flat rate, postage included.

Okay this is only a draft post -.-

BUT YOU CAN TELL ME IF YOU WANT TO BUY IT!

LOVES ALL!

Baby, I think I feel like I'm an insurance which has no deadline.

May 7619 come out tomorrrow on 18 FEBRUARY 2009!!!

WISH ME LUCK, HAHAHA!

Hopefully I'll get toot to wake up and go with me to the beach to take the not taken photos.

Meeting yeap at 11am.
Hope I won't be late.

Going to taka at 3pm for interview, hope it lands me somewhere.

Hahaha, was watching this short drama.
Got this uncle wrote out all the past experiences he had with his wife, lol!
So freaking cute okay!
Because he wrote it secretly for their 30th anniversary.
Then the wife thought he got other woman outside.
Hahaha, damn funny.

Hahaha, work today was sian like shits.

No sales because I had to let 3customers slip away due to shortage of stands.

Should have asked the manager to settle for me lah!!!

There goes my extra $$!

I concluded that the pressure system of parkway's toilet suck.

Some banglahs called themselves banglahs.

IDK if I spelt banglah properly.

Seeing you once again felt weird actually though I have to admit I was happy.

My heart skipped a few beats and I felt the stupid pain in my chest that I used to not feel for so long.

I don't know if you were really happy.

I guess you're just happy being single.

Don't tell me how you feel because it makes me regret.

Tell me how you feel if you know we're gonna make it in the end.

But maybe and might were the key words of the day.

You'll soon find someone new.

Just soon enough, and I'll be there crying or congratulating you.

I have to move on because I know you did.

And I should too.

I shouldn't be stuck in the past.

I cried for the first time since we broke up.

And it will be the last.

Because this is a clean break.

Get over yourself, huiyi.

You're just a stupid retard who would choose love over friends.

Well, fuck that.

It's friends over love.

Going to the beach with toot tomorrow morning to take the photos I promised little ant.

IT SHALL BE DONE BY TOMORRROW!!!

YES!!!

And Doreen is coming over tomorrow.

We're going job-hunting after reading classifieds, yay!

Meeting yeap on tuesday for job-hunting.

Actually I don't really need the $$$ lah,

but $$$ is still $$$ right?

Why not earn some since I do nothing at home.

Hahaha, WTF.

Someone had it on his msn nick that.....

Stressed spelt backwards is desserts.

Who the hell would realise that lah, freak.

And how sweet is stress?

No wonder it's the opposite.

Went to whitesands today.

Borrowed some more books.

I need to wash my face and go and bath.

I missed my afternoon nap today :(

So I'm like freaking tired now.

Ate some soggy fried chicken popcorn.

Can't stop yawning -.-

I choose to believe that you're lazy.
Me and my stupid cat that I let out of the bag.
Curiosity doesn't kill, it makes you itch to know more.

I heard our song playing that week.
I caught myself singing along to it.
And enjoying every part of it.

I've found my answers but I haven't found a way.

It's hard to know that I'm still here.

In this stupid standstill.

I need a freaking job.

I need to save up for ................................

SHIT.

I am like going to go offline, how boring.

Hahaha, to my dears who tagged:

Thankyou and I'm sorry that I always let you all down, like pangseh you all during outings or something.

Little ant is right, and she keeps making me want to cry.

That stupid girl tells me that between love and her, I can choose love because no matter what happens, she'll still be my bestfriend.

This is so retarded that I want to cry..

Friendship is everlasting but no love is forever.

Maybe I'm becoming more and more materialistic after each relationship.

The childhood innocence in me that believes in forever was never there.

I shall just wait for it to come back.

Meanwhile I don't want a boyfriend till like I'm 21 or older.

So everyone should remind me when they see me..

Because I always tend to not do what I say -.-

But this time I'm determined.

I shall wait for the right person to come along and I'll then fall into it.

That's the best.

Now, friends are better.

Went to IOI Plaza for job training today.

AND GUESS WHAT?

They only let us work for one day in a week.

Shit, that means my stupid income is going to go down.

I should have borrowed more books from the library.

Life is full of uncertainties.

I think I'm getting retrenched at the age of 17.

GOD SAVE MEEEEEEEE.

Still need to scan my shitass bank book details so I can receive my pay.

I am waiting for the sun to come out so I can take pictures.

Hahaha, still a little not used to the way things are now.

Everyone should spend more money even if there is recession.

Because money will go round.

So everyone should hire me.

Okay, I think I'll go to the library or beach to rot tomorrow.

I'm in such a bitchy mood today.

So you will see alot of fucks.

I thought you were my friend.

I tried to stick by you no matter what happened.

Except for that one incident.

Still we were friends again.

And yes you always fucking compared yourself to me,

be it subconsciously or consciously.

You would always complain that I always have better things than you in life.

And I always tried to reassure you that your life wasn't any worse.

That people will all have different experiences because we're different.

As if all this comparing didn't get to me.

It did, but I put it all behind me.

I always thought to myself,

one day she will think that it's enough.

On the pretext of helping me,

you fucked up my life.

You went and told him something you knew you weren't supposed to.

Any normal being that's not even my friend would know any better than to say all that.

And you?

You were supposed to be my goodfriend.

You even said you told him stuff like if you accepted something 3000dollars from a guy,

it means you owe him big time.

Well what the fuck was that for?

To make sure that he knows that I purposely want to fucking owe him somemore?

I don't fucking owe anyone anything.

You even told me, 'stuff we talked about are supposed to be secrets, I can't tell you.'

At that point of time, I was thinking 'wah fuck, you think that one your boyfriend ah?'

I called you when it was all over.

You acted like you knew him very well.

Again I thought 'Fuck lah, why don't you be his girlfriend then.'

You even told me 'you bought this on yourself, if only you could have waited then the outcome would have been different.'

You didn't even sounded the least sorry.

In fact, you sounded like you're happy that you did it.

You were always unhappy that I'd a good family, better studies than you even when I don't fucking study, a boyfriend you think I don't deserve because you think I don't fucking appreciate him, good luck even when I'm fucking gambling with no money involved.

And you told me, 'since this is happening, move on.'

Yes I will move on.

Well, what I'm telling you now is fuck you.

I'm not saying that I'm extremely upset that you did this.

Yes I cried when I called you on the phone,

but it was because I lost a friend called angela.

It wasn't because you fucked up my life like that.

I was upset that we can be friends no more.

But at the very most,

thankyou for ending my draggy relationship that has no outcome.

Even if we stayed together,

we would have ended one fine day because of all these flaws that a relationship has.

Before I shall start this post, I shall take a deep breath.

I'M SINGLE, WTF WTF!!!

Hahaha, okay you all must be thinking that I'm gonna emo and kill myself in 5minutes.

No, I won't, lol!

I am damn happy today and even a breakup with my closest and dearest ex-boyfriend won't make me sad.

Firstly, I sold two freaking keyboards.

I've discovered that the way to go is to be confident and just keep saying that one model is the best even though you know it's not and you think it can't be sold.

Just psycho yourself to think that it's the best and viola!

It's sold instantly when you say, so do you want to get it now?

Second, so many people helped me.

Yesterday at Takashimaya's Best Denki.

4 to 5 people were helping me to set up my keyboards..

Actually I think I was supposed to do it myself, lol!

Then when I sold one yesterday, so many people help me again.

People help me take out from store.

Carry it.

Tie it and the blah.

Today, the same thing happen.

Then some guy I think like the supervisor or team manager come and tell me,

you know that fat guy seldom help people one leh and he help you.

THE BEST THING!

Both the team managers and supervisors asked me to go back there and work, lol!

You know why?

It's because if I sell something then they get commission.

So many times more of mine.

I sell two freaking keyboards, I get less than $10. WTF!

Okay now for my relationship shit.

Hahaha, I have been waiting for him to end it actually.

So I was like kind of prepared, lol!

Don't worry my dears, I am not that sad.

I miss you all too :(

I know I always rant.

But now my life is freaking nice.

So I'm gonna post this up and go off!

Wait, did I mention that people praised me?

HAHAHA, WTF EVERYONE START PRAISING ME WHEN I GET DUMPED, THANKS AH!

I SOLD A KEYBOARD TODAY!

Freaking big achievement okay!!!

I LOVE TAKASHIMAYA'S BEST DENKI!

CUSTOMER FLOW IS GOOD!

PLUS GOT FUNNY COLLEAGUES.

I'm so gonna need to open up more and talk.

I shall be high forever!

That's what my senior said HTM is about.

But omg, I'm going back to Parkway Best Denki again tomorrow.

Damn sad.

I WISH UPON A MILLION STARS THAT I WILL HAVE SALES TOMORROW!

People, if you see me.

Please don't hide like juwel, come and say hi. I am friendly actually and I won't bite.

EVERYONE IN THE WORLD SHOULD HIRE ME BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY THINGS THAT I WANT TO BUY!!!

And I need $$ to buy them, lol!

Baby, please dial up my number.

I am at Parkway Parade's Best Denki now.

Staff outnumber the customers.

So you can tell how boring it is..

I am so not gonna look for a job anymore.

I feel lazy.

I shall just grow fat and be happy in my lalaland.

I will not be sad anymore.

It's all over now.

Thank you for making me grow up once again.

Nobody in this world can promise forever.

And same for you.











Going out with little ant to lavender.

If any one has jobs for me then SMS me!

Slept through today, yes I know too much sleeping isn't good for health.

And that I should go and take a stroll or something but taking a stroll by myself is like the most boring shit on earth.

Should be going for some interviews with doreen tomorrow. $5 an hour is still money so I should not look down on that.

Life is boring if you don't get out of the house.

I see everyone camping on facebook.

That's why I know they're bored.

Jobs, jobs and more jobs.

Alot of people are working now.

I still need a job -.-

See the difference..

I should just have a good cry and forget everything.

I'm not in the mood anymore.

F you.

F everything.

F your stupid orientation plus stupid mixed school.

On a lighter note.

I pray that wenxin wouldn't have chicken pox.

And yiting of course you too! We'll be inseparable forever!

Am gonna go down to aunt's house to bai nian plus today is her birthday so yeah.

Have been doing odd jobs.

Today gave out flyers door to door.

Quite sucks because it was boring and took damn long.

Little ant is working too.

Maybe I should go and work with her.

At least it's a proper job.

Well it all depends.

I don't feel like working actually.

I don't even feel like earning money, lol!

Okay, ohmygod.

I just saw zilian photos of someone that I thought I would never ever see.

Working is damn boring.

But it's income.

Considering that I've no pocket money and that people owe me money.

Maybe he just wants to leave good first impressions.

Or he just wants to impress some people.

Yeah it's true.

I say I don't care.

But I do care, in fact I care alot.

Okay, I would rather live life as a retard.

Wenxin.

I'll always stand by you even if you're in the wrong one day.

I will always be your best friend.

Feel free to tell me anything from now on.

Work yesterday was quite fun.

Shall update later, because the stupid macbook keep restarting -.-

So my 2 recent updates disappeared. F it.

Good luck to baby and my dears who are starting school tomorrow. Have fun! :D