And I said, Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.

I guess I got enlightened somehow or somewhat.

I just can't cry like I used to no matter how sad I feel. I thought I would just sob nonstop but I can't. Maybe it's because I heard baby saying that he has changed thats why I changed too. But when we went out, we did the same things we used to do. So I guess it's still pretty much the same for us.

I cannot get used to a life that's different from what I used to. For example, my nails -.-

I should look on the bright side. Poor baby was hurting because that stupid sharp edge of the chair was poking him but he knew I was comfortable in that position so he didn't say.

Even when I ask him if it hurts, he wouldn't say. I only knew when I put my hand behind him to try out -.- What a stupid baby. He say he's willing to make sacrifices for me. And I told him not till that extent. Then he went on to pretend like he didn't hear me.

And baby still feeds me so I guess we're the same still considering nothing much has changed except that we still end up fighting over stupid stuff that I do.

Well sometimes I really feel like being together forever but due to circumstances, things will always happen. Right now, I'm trying to not stick myself into messy situations. No more dumb huiyi.

Look on the bright side baby.

Went to collect our miserly pay yesterday at Dhoby Ghaut. The person says he still wants to hire us after CNY. Seriously, the pay and thing we've to sell sucks shit. Must think of valid reason to run away from that job.

Hexian's cousin wants me to work this sunday eve, if I tell my parents, they'll make me go because they think I'm a lazy bum and that all I do is slack at home.

Siewchen and I are considering different types of jobs, from stupid low paying jobs to okay okay ones. Angela just asked me to go interview with her for some job. KJC says to give out flyers. Everyone is working hard to earn money. Too bad for the JC people to be as they are starting school soon.

I'm like stuck at home.

My brother is putting on braces, good for him. He'll lose weight!

18 January was my dajie's birthday, I love her alot and I would really miss her as she'll be going to JC and me poly. Well, guess I can still catch up with all of them. Shall arrange for once in a month meeting!

Today's KJC's birthday. And he's working, hahaha!

Tomorrow will be a hectic day. Morning will be going shopping at Jurong Point with my aunt and mum. Then maybe at 12pm, go for the interview. Don't know if timing can be changed because it's an interview. Then 7pm will have to meet up with the darlings for dinner, actually it's just meet up because we never celebrate our dajie's birthday!

Hope my family comes back soon. So I won't be bored out of my shit!

Yay, they're back!