Chemistry was pretty fine. Minus all the correct answers that I canceled away plus all those theories that I'm not so sure of plus all the careless mistakes here and there. Okay, this sounds like plentiful already.

O'level chemistry must be the best exam ever compared to the past year papers and stupid AHS papers that I do.

It's the best, no doubt. I love you chem. I wish you would let me add an A1 in my collection of good and lousy results.

I seriously hope that even after moderation, I would still get a B3.

Okay, physics. I totally do not know you at all. But I will make friends with you, like how I made friends with stoichiometry, electrolysis, metals and the list goes on.

I know that these newly made friends of mine would not be of much help in my working life, but at least they will get me the key to open the door to my future.

I want a master key. One that unlocks everything.

But it's impossible to craft it in such a short time. So just a silver key would be enough. Better than that of steel, copper or bronze.

I realised that there is more to life than what I see now. I can't put this feeling into words because I suck at describing stuff and making myself clear.

Maybe sometimes letting go is better than holding on. Amaths, goodbye. I will still try my best but I know I would fail you. Because I am not worthy of a pass considering my standards right now.

Just give me a chance, let me be enlightened. Untangle the web of confusions in my mind. Let me do my best, just for this once.

I know you reap what you sow. I'm not too hopeful.

It's the amount that you invest in that makes the day. Not fairytales.

There might be miracles.

Ironic, ain't I?

Do you really know me?

Leave your thoughts

Goodbye

But it's a part of me

Nerve wrecking ain't it?