Put a lock on the cookie jar

Monday, September 29
9:28:00 PM

Hahaha, hope Yeap's gastric get better and angela had better stop counting down.

I touched my brother to tears today. As in he cried as my talk or speech or godknowhat. Hahaha, I inherited the pro-talker-talk-till-people-will-cry genes from my daddy. Anyway, it's to motivate him to study, hope he does too.

Sunday, September 28
2:19:00 PM

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I actually told dearest that he shouldn't contact me till after Os. Well, maybe it would be better for both of us since we're not that close now and we like have nothing to say. Let's just hope that it'll be normal once again after Os. Studying.....

Stupid hams, I hate commenting for you because you don't have a tagboard. Please get one soon. Thanks :D

And des actually said that the Darlie toothpaste works, not bad eh?

Thursday, September 25
10:32:00 PM

I'm feeling a sudden bout of sadness. Okay, it's not sudden. It has been on-going since yesterday. And I'm like down here crying just now, tears just keep flowing. I wiped my tears all over my face. Now I'm scared that pimples will grow out. Shit.

But now as I'm typing, I feel so much better and relieved. Yes, the stress that I mentioned earlier on in the recent post has kicked in. Don't feel like talking much, would rather go sleep and not think.

My current L1R5 is like 19 which totally sucks. I aim for around 10 for Os. I will start working hard now. Life is such a miserable thing, ain't it?

Didn't know that it was late thursday and ended up waiting for little ant and even grumbled to myself about her being late then wanted to call her so I checked my phone and saw an sms from wenxin saying something like how are you going to school later? I saw the later and realised what a big blubber I've made so went to school by myself -.- Sorry ant!

Recently I've been advertising Darlie toothpaste -.- Rechelle told me toothpaste cures pimples, so I tried and it does a super good job, so told the people around me and all of them wants darlie toothpaste because they claim that Colgate doesn't work. I can just go and sell Darlie toothpaste in a cute bottle, say what it's a special remedy to cure pimples. Already gave some to hams and des to try, maybe it works differently on different people but I hope it helps them too :D

Shall go sleep now because I feel happier!

And some person has been sending me emails to buy viagra to make her happy, like hello I'm a girl -.- and it's some admin from viagra.com or something. Crazy lah omg. So many each day. Spam like shit in my inbox lah omg. I'm even happier now after blocking that stupid admin@viagra.com. FUCK YOU STUPID ADMIN OF VIAGRA.COM! I'M IN A BAD MOOD TODAY.

Tuesday, September 23
10:00:00 PM

Haven't been studying much lately, yes I know I'm guilty. But I did study. I even wrote and marked pages on my chem textbook to tell myself where I need to study over and over again. Revision not really done since studying is incomplete.

I have stuff to be done:
Studying everyday
Mediation for 20minutes a day
Exercise every week for three times, badminton I guess
Learn to put on makeup and experiment stuff

Studying is supposed to be done everyday as promised and revising too. But I figured that studying before sleeping is good because Mr.Poh was saying that when you sleep, your brain weeds out the useless happenings and remembers those that you think is important when it happens. And I think my brain will be malfunctioning in the morning so night time is the best to study since I would be more clear headed. NIGHT TIME STUDY TO BE DONE!

They say that if you meditate everyday for at least 20minutes, your way of thinking and skin and everything would change for the better. Worthed a try, it's just like 20minutes of sitting there trying to focus on a word or phrase to make my brain relaxed.

Exercise is to lose some weight and I suppose it helps my brains release some neurons for better memory and endorphins that helps me combat stress. I don't have stress now but I think it'll all start coming in since I don't see dar like every two days or so. Hahaha, he just told me he really miss me. To release endorphins, I can also eat dark chocolate, spicy food, be happy and to laugh.

The makeup and stuff is just for fun. Need to learn how to draw a perfect line with the eyeliner! And putting mascara is difficult cause my lashes are like very thick as in each lash is thick and dark but it's quite short according to me.

Such a wordy post. AND BORING LIFE.

Hey chiayiting, yes it'll be pushed back till after Os! I LOVE YOU!!! Can't wait to go out with you!

P.S. Dar says reward for studying would come after Os but I don't take his word for it because it would never come knowing him, hahaha.

Sunday, September 21
8:50:00 PM

Maple, now runescape.

Anyway studying's gonna be hardcore soon, so won't be going out with anyone at all.

I've THE 12 of november to motivate me to not go out and study.

Bye life. Hello books;

Thursday, September 18
6:40:00 AM

Yesterday you came over but didn't dare to come over kind of stuff because my daddy was there and you stuttered in a funny way that made me laugh non-stop when I think of it. I love you dar. Even though it was a short 15 minute meeting which I felt like it was only 5minutes, thankyou for being here.

Today;s the 18 already. Tomorrow will be our 1year. How time flies, if I didn't keep track of the date, I wouldn't even know that 1 year has flown pass.

We learnt about each other's habits and way of life through this 1 year and I'm glad to say that there's still more to be learnt. I'm happy that you're not sick of me always not telling you about the stuff that I think is not important. Lying to you, you say. I wouldn't do it again. I promise.

It's always so easy to love you.

Yesterday I was touched to tears by your last sms that I didn't expect will come in. As in literally touched to tears. "I would try the best to make it good. I don't want my dearest to be sad on our 1 year" Thanks darling :D

I know our 1 year wouldn't be shitty at all although we may not be able to celebrate it this year. Because we've many beautiful memories. But there would be many more to come.

Happy early 1 year anniversary dearest. ILUMU :D

I feel like crying because I'm too happy again... HAHAHA, why am I so happy when you're trapped and cannot go out with me at all -.-

"Girls in a relationship are so..."
-little ant

OMG I HAVEN'T MADE ANYTHING FOR YOU, NOW I AM PANICKING, lol! Like our don't know how many months I would make something but this time it's 1 year leh, more important right, omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.

I AM SO STUPID THAT I FORGOT IT'S LATE THURSDAY TODAY, but at least I got to update because I think I've to spend like lots of time later trying to make something for a special someone :D

And yay, think my neck doesn't hurt so much anymore :D

Wednesday, September 17
10:18:00 PM

I don't know how I hurt my neck but it hurts like whathefag now.

AND IM GONNA DIE SOON.

Tuesday, September 16
12:02:00 AM

THIS PHOTO LOOKS VERY NICE RIGHT? So that's why it's here at the start, HAHAHA! Good things always have top priority to me!

OMG I THINK I SPRAINED MY NECK A LITTLE SINCE LIKE SUNDAY, IT HURTS WHEN I TURN MY HEAD TOO QUICKLY. It really hurts lah, think my life sucks, gonna do the MIA scan or something tomorrow, some magnetic thingy then YOU LIE THERE FOR A BLOODY 20mins and have to pay $150-$460. I know I'm a money waster! -.-

VANESSA YEAP SAYS I DO NOT UPDATE MY BLOG -.- So here I am :D

AND NOW I CAN'T MEET DAR ANYMORE, SUCKER LAH HIS MUM! HATE HER, okay I don't because she's just doing her own job as a mum. But how can she be like that lah omg, that guy shes love, I love him too okay! She should understand and share him with me!!!

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After physics went to yeap's house to bath and wear all her clothes :D

I look damn fat, yeo and tan came soon, took some photos, lol! We got ready and cabbed down to Habourfront :D
That's sunblock on our noses, yes I know we look funny, hahaha.

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Went to sentosa with the class today but was slacking around because I realised I've sand-phobia. I'm scared of sand although I like running and walking on it. HATE ANGELA YEO's SANDY HANDS WHICH ALWAYS GRAB ME!

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What am I doing man? Look like I cut bangs right, scroll down to the end for the ultimate~
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YEAP THE RELUCTANT FACE FOR ONCE, OMG SO DAMNIT RARE!
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Okay everyone, I AM A POTENTIAL PHOTOGRAPHER OKAY> Look at the last photo before this paragraph of the fat woman angela yeo, hahaha okay lah she not that fat :D THE PHOTOS I TAKE ALL SO NICE, THE ANGELA YEO SUCKS AT TAKING PHOTOS LAH OMG!

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Me and cheryl tan, one of my loves.
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Okay, these photos got contaminated by sunblock, if you want a cool, misty effect for your photos right? Put sunblock at the pinhole there!

LOVE TAN'S GARY, hahaha. It entertains me by doing stunts like flipping. So cute lah omg, it has eyeballs, we even talked to it! Okay I spent like damn long trying to find gary's photo because I've too many photos in the phone, then got two folders.

Now I'm sunburnt, I've two shades on me. AND MY STUPID SKIN FEELS HOT AND IT HURTS IF I SCRATCH IT!

I'm FAT.

MY NECK HURTS, FAG.

THE LAKSA PRAWN MEE!
My mummy accidentally added the prawn mee conditioning thing to that of the laksa, quite a tasty combination. Okay, it was super yummy!

Pretty anot?

These are some food I ate last week or so, just thought they taste really nice or the arrangement look nice so must remember :D

Introducing the mini ice pop! LOOK AT THE WHITE COLOUR ONE! The purple one is the normal ones we get at minimarts.

Okay, this photo is upside down but I'm lazy to change it omg, it's damn tasty, please buy it back home to eat if you people see it :D

HAHAHA, my brother has BANGS! He went to cut it because he was afraid that his DM will catch then he wanted to try cutting his own fringe, cute right?

Tuesday, September 9
9:58:00 PM

Hmm, my dearest wants me to update on my boring life.

Let's see.

Monday was chem and geog paper, and I DIED FOR BOTH PAPERS. I officially announce that my chem sucks shit.
Went to hams house after school where she showed me 'her stuffs'. Found out that people sell weird stuff that nobody will buy on their blogshops. We talked alot and laughed like crazy. Collected my boots from her, was damn scared that her mummy will come home and like kill me. She told me she plan to hide me in the storeroom if her mummy comes back then smuggle me out when she in the toilet. Went home around 5.
At night mapled with parents till 2am.

Today luckily I never fall asleep during the english paper but I dozed off immediately when it ended.
Went to tampines mall with little ant where I ate macs at Long John's. Saw certain groups of people that I don't like. I think I'm just biased against them. Typical of a huiyi.
We talked about sec1 and sce2 life, guess I frightened alot of people then and I was an idiot. So if anyone who got scared by me sees this, I'm sorry for freaking you people out. I didn't mean to. I find it good to reflect on my life once in awhile, especially with little ant. Although she seems blur but at least I find her interesting to talk to, hahaha.
Went home soon after and slept from 2 to 7 while my dearest was having his tutions. Met dar for awhile and we talked. He said my pimples cleared off somehow, and I told him cause my friend tell me try to use toothpaste to wash face, lol!
And I realised that he undoubtedly grow fatter, okay I did too -.- I AM VERY SAD BUT LIKE WHATEVER LAH, HE'S FAT TOO :D

Thursday, September 4
7:21:00 PM

Does anyone wants to guess what this lime green blob is?

Look at the baby pretending to sleep on my lap, that is my brother okay! And he, is sec2 now -.-
We took alot of photos that day, but realised I look damn sickly and IDK why, so not posting them up, HAHAHA! MY BROTHER IS A CAMWHORE LIKE SERIOUSLY!

Chips and hams one day after school. We both look spastic but we're happy :D

Tuesday, September 2
10:46:00 PM

Guess what, my eye is disgusting right now, got yellowish stuff coming out in the afternoon then now it looks like it got cut when you look at it on the surface. Wanted to take a photo of it but I feel feverish now so I'm just online to talk gibberish and go to sleep later.

Studying with the CO people was fun today, didn't really accomplish much but guess we gain insights on other people's life, yes we gossiped but gossiping with them is just so different, guess there's not much of bitching but just info-sharing. I MISS THEM ALREADY, especially ngwenxin and chiayiting. Not to say vivien and dear guiyue too! Wish I can just spend everyday in laughter. Went home at 5, so early right? On the way home, dar called me and while talking to him, I fell down and scraped a little of my hand and knee, serve me right for wearing my brother's shoes because they're too big. It was drizzling and I reached home the second it rained. I don't know whether I'm unlucky or lucky. Oh and no photos today :(

I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTOS? Or maybe its cause I am looking like shit recently because of the weight gain, dar says I do look like shit everyday -.-

Maybe the fever should just burn everything away, those bittersweet memories ♥

AND HOW CAN I BE HAPPY DURING THIS HOLIDAYS WHEN I'VE PRELIMS TO STUDY FOR, TO TOP THAT HEYMATHS BENCHMARK ASSIGNMENTS/TESTS!