Sunday, March 9
10:49:00 PM
I've a stupid life with myself being dumb.
I don't know why it's like this,
you try your best without any results,
and I only disappoint you everytime.
This sucks eh?
You're probably wondering why I can't tell those lies?
Why they can always be with them without fail,
and why can't I?
I don't want this to ever happen again,
I hate this feeling.
I don't want to lie anymore.
I feel useless.
This game of pretence will lead us nowhere,
will you teach me how to stop?
I can't go on and on to disappoint you,
I can't make it.
One last time, one last time,
how many last times do you want me to try?
I can't and I really can't.
I want to but I just can't.
I just do not have control of some things,
why don't you save me instead?