Hahaha, today's wasted again. Nonono, I cannot revert back to the slacking huiyi self!
I shall go sleep now, lol! Tomorrow's geog test on weather studies, don't know if it's the whole chapter or just the part we learnt, anyway I only learnt the part we learnt, lol!

STUPID PIGGY DAR AND HIS FEMALE GHOST, RAWR!

&i've been slacking, slacking my life away

Let's talk about today, the other days shall not be recorded. Today was quite a boring day, but it's a slack day, actually I've nothing to say. Dar came and left. Homework not done, alot of tests to study for, like 5 or 4 or 3? I don't know.

I WANT TO GO TO ANCHORPOINT! AND I NEED TO EARN SOME MONEY, lol!

Heard that little ant rushed out of the class halfway then she went to vomit or something, sent her some smses but she hasn't replied, I hope she's okay >< Or maybe she replied but the phone isn't with me now :(
Have to run now, I WISH LITTLE ANT IS OKAY!

Today has been a rainy day, I can remember my brother saying that it pours when I cry because the weather changes according to my mood, he's sweet eh?
So anyway I've been slacking away today, woke up at around 1, lol! Then I bathed and played some maple because my daddy was nagging for his level up, now my brother is training for him, lol! My brother is a professional smuggler! Had a talk with teddy bear and little ant about sprees on msn and we all agree that we love sprees, hahaha. They want to go to far east someday to buy accessories, thinking of it, I need some too >< Guiyue came into our convo and left even before I could say hi, because I was eating, lol! Now I'm still talking to teddy bear on msn, loves! Smsed a little with wenxin today, she cheered me up, lol! I really really like wenxin, no I love her ^^ Talked to lamer2 on msn yesterday, talking to him was like doing a survey, hahaha and he was pissed off because of the seal email that I sent, I hate those people too! People kept asking about the seal on my display picture and I had to send them the email on the poor poor seal. It's like how can they enjoy doing that to those poor cute and fluffy little animals. Oh no, now I've to go and check some more toto and 4D for my mummy >< Haven't studied, feel like sleeping already, ohmygod, how can life be so so so slack?
Now my brother singing I raped him upside down, I think he's mad, okay going to add some colours then I'm going to go sleep, hahaha. I am not xiaotou, you girls measure wrongly, lol!

Dar came to my house and he was scared at first, hahaha, my daddy is fierce looking and he sounds fierce too but he doesn't lashes at people for no reason lah ><><><>< Had dinner after that, and slacked on the com until now, if dar is reading this, I so did not sleep okay!

I suddenly miss all my CO friends and little ant, hahaha.

I feel like eating pizza.

I feel happy and blissed.

Was reading through my emails and I realised how I felt last time, I have no self control kind of >< I really hate myself for being so so so weak, why did I give in to temptation even though I'm feeling really really REALLY loved now.

Today is good friday, I don't think it's a good friday at all.
Planned to go out with dar but in the end parents don't allow of various dumb reasons.
Woke up at 7.17am today by dar's sms, and have been waiting for dar's grand arrival since 9am, lol!
Okay, so no more about today because it's a BADDD friday!

Yesterday, went to little ant's house.
Wenxin and me went to Long John's at simei, it was only the two of us and we'd a long nice talk. It feels so good to talk to wenxin again, it feels as if I can always trust her kind of thing and like it's interesting to talk to her. Her inner cheeks are swollen then she bit it then now infected or something, hope she's feeling better, and that she really did go and put loads of salt on her wound, hahaha~ Oh yah, yiting, jingying and guiyue went to the airport while waiting for little ant's important cca meeting to end, lol! Little ant and her cca mates were at Starbucks, therefore wenxin and I could spy on them, hahaha. Dar came and left. Met up with all of them around 5.30pm and went to little ant's house, we had a little gossip session, lol! And we looked through all her photos, I'm so honoured that I've my photo stuck on her mirror even though I think I look funny in it because I was like squeezing all my face together or something, lol! We did some online shopping, hahaha. It was pretty fun and all, yiting is a quiet teddybear. You know we measured the circumference of our heads? It was dumb, but fun, hahaha. I bought some stuff but scared the quality sucks and so on, blahblah. Dar came for awhile and he left again, hahaha. Left little ant's house at 10pm and reached home at 10.27pm. See I chionged home okay! I was hoping that I could go out with dar today >< Nevermind, will be studying with him later, hahaha. He's taking so long to come lor, I realised that while waiting for a person time crawls.

Okay, this post has no colours because I'm depressed. Why do I study and not get to go out or whatever? People are like copying homework from me and I didn't copy a single homework lor, but life sucks. Well, I shouldn't revert to not doing homework again just because of this, I shall be a good good kid. Then I can score a good good L1R5 then I'll be happy and accomplished~ Yay~ Okay, why am I being so random? ><

Hahaha, today's a special day.
I know I haven't been saying this at all but today's happy piggy day,
unknowingly 6months have crept by ever since we got together again.
I'm feeling so loved even though piggy said he'll get no money from selling me,
and even have to pay to sell me off, lol!
I'm worthless eh? Hahaha, this sounds depressing to me.
Sometimes when the goings get depressing, I know you'll always be there.
I think it's cool that this relationship is surviving though it has been through alot,
and it's thanks to the 2piggies like you said, sounds like powerpuff girls eh?
I feel as if I'm a light-headed marshmallow, lol!
Is this the feeling of being loved by someone that you really love?
I like the way piggy does topic X and tells stories even though I can't really stand them at times and feel like punching him or something.

But anyway, happy piggy day my adored piggy ^^

Have to go now, will update on some other stuff the next time,
it's chem test tomorrow and amaths the next,
I'm so going to fail amaths, if only dar could take it for me >< By the way, I love the people in my life now, they're like so great ^^

Today is dar's birthday, more specifically yesterday. I folded him roses and wrote a thousand word essay, lol! But they seem insignificant compared to a star, hahaha, I hope dar likes the roses that are arranged horribly and the ant-like scribbles on the letter >< Brought wenxin, yiting and jingying to cut their hair, oh and I forgot to eat lunch because dar came to my house >< I'd the impulse to just cut my hair short but little ant and dar both disagreed with my thinking so I didn't, anyway I didn't really want to cut my hair short, but sometime, you know you'll have this impulse to do something but people usually wake you up and bring you to your senses kind of thing?
Completed chem, emaths, social studies, and completing chinese soon ^^ And I'm talking about completing homework okay? Emaths was the crappiest with all the graph copying, I'm like chionging homework last minute and some stuff are left blank because I've no graph paper or because I'm lazy to do because the question seems tough. Still have the english story ending thingy, my life is so over. Tomorrow have to study the whole of chapter3 of geography and like one chapter of chemistry for monday's test >< But did I mention that there is no CO on monday? Hahaha, this is like the saddest and happiest day of my life, what a day of mixed feelings >< Okay, I'm done slacking and updating, back to chinese compo writing, how exciting!
And blogger decided to be crazy and added >< behind my first line, lol! So I'd to edit this dumb dumb post.

Yesterday was little ant's birthday ^^
Belated happy birthday on my blog even though I did wish you already ^^

Want to dedicate this first part of the post to you.
Congratulations for joining the 16club, hahaha.
Been through alot with you,
since I know you when I was sec1 up till now ^^
you are the friend who sticks through thick and thin with me,
for seeing me cry and laugh,
being there for me no matter rain or shine,
always not failing to go to school with me.
Spree-ing with you is most fun.
You share different tastes from me.
You are a unique friend to me,
always changing your tastes in clothes but never food.
Crapping me with when I'm feeling crappish,
sharing with me your opinions on a million things that we don't agree on,
for being the bestest friend I ever had,
for standing up for me when things happen,
I just want to say three simple words to you: I love you.




Tomorrow will be piggy dar's birthday,
Happy birthday dar when you see this when you reach home, if you ever read ^^
The second part of the post will be dedicated to you.
There may be times that we do not trust each other,
but I hope that there will be this faith that bonds us together forever,
I've known you when I was primary3,
been whacking your head since then till pinching and whacking you now.
You've always let me have my way since then,
being a real gentleman who doesn't curse infront of me,
you cursing sounds really funny,
it's like some angmoh guy trying to say nabei, hahaha,
Though I don't really know about how your life is like when you're with friends,
but I guess I'm learning.
I admit that I'm not really doing alot of small stuff for you anymore,
but that doesn't mean that I don't really love you.
I guess it was infatuation the last time,
and now I know it's really love.
I'll try my best to put aside some time to make little things for you.
I've been owing you the roses since before valentines till now,
and I guess you'll be really sick of reminding me to fold them.
Thank you for being patient with me,
thank you for being understanding at times,
thank you for rescheduling your timings to fit mine,
thank you for visiting the library with me even though you don't really like books,
thank you for listening to me talk about stuff that you abhor listening,
thank you for being you.
There are so many thank yous that I won't know when I'll stop, so yah!
I have hated and loved you,
but now I love you.

Dar,
I
L O V E
Y O U

MY NOSE HURTS, OKAY MY DADDY SMOKED AND NOW THE SMELL IS LINGERING IN THE WHOLE HOUSE, OUCH! EVEN MY STOMACH HURTS, MAYBE I'M HUNGRY ><

TIME FLIES, HOMEWORK PILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Completed quite alot today ^^ and mapled abit and psped alot ^^

BYE ALL ^^

I've a stupid life with myself being dumb.
I don't know why it's like this,
you try your best without any results,
and I only disappoint you everytime.
This sucks eh?
You're probably wondering why I can't tell those lies?
Why they can always be with them without fail,
and why can't I?
I don't want this to ever happen again,
I hate this feeling.
I don't want to lie anymore.
I feel useless.
This game of pretence will lead us nowhere,
will you teach me how to stop?
I can't go on and on to disappoint you,
I can't make it.
One last time, one last time,
how many last times do you want me to try?
I can't and I really can't.
I want to but I just can't.
I just do not have control of some things,
why don't you save me instead?

Read a post that I'm damn pissed off with, like what the shit is wrong with that person?

You think you're behaving accordingly to our actions, so that you can keep us as friends last time. You think we were wrong to tell you those things, don't you? You want to be yourself right? Knowing people off friendster, steading with them after two weeks or so, hooking up with so and so, I do not care at all. Do you know that I thought you were a good friend even though we weren't friends anymore? Do you know that I still get pissed off when you don't change, not that I want you to change to suit our liking, or to suit whoever thinks whatever of you, but you do not at all know how to behave properly! Take a good hard look at your friendster photos, why does those poses look so inviting, like hello I'm sexy or something. Why do you need this type of attention? I said I won't give a damn about you anymore and we are not protecting Cheryl from any evil forces, we just don't want Cheryl to waste her time. This friendship is a total failure from the start and I've to say that I'm guilty of the failure. I've been wanting to change a person, that is so totally wrong. To change a person is impossible, to educate a person of what is right and to expect her to listen to me is just wrong. You were a nice friend and I never regretted befriending you. I've been the worse friend you ever had, I'm sorry. That's all I've to say. I trusted you and all you did was lie to me and trick me again and again. I'm really sorry for even being your friend, complicating stuff and making things turn out like what are today, I'll never interfere in your businesses again, for I'm so sorry that I ever did. Even teddy bear thinks you're hopeless, I've been a bad friend to try to change you or to think that I'm even helping you. I'm utterly sorry.

Don't bother to even care the next time I meet your kind, I'll just shun your kind, if there are any others at all.

Hahaha, Huiyi has been failing tests that she's dropping to combined sciences, no lah, she wants to drop because her sec3 physics can't make it and her mole concept is goners >< style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">hello all the little bookworms and highlighters.

I'm starting to relax, shall relax for a few days and mug like madness, I hope to improve next term or during the O'levels. Improvement cannot be seen in a day or two, so I'll start working now.

Hahaha, might be bringing teddy bear and JingYing to 707 to cut their hair some day, lol!

Thanks piggy dar for waking me up always and reminding me to take medicine >< I think you'll be so annoyed with me one day, lol!

Here's a chinese question, lol! I think it's rather interesting somewhat, so I'm posting it here. I don't really know the answer but I have a rough idea of what the answer is, think hard folks ^^

一道3年级数学题，此题10人做9人错！不信试试
一天，有个年轻人来到小米步童鞋店里买了一双鞋子。 这双鞋子成本是15元，标价是21元。 结果是这个年轻人掏出50元要买这双鞋子。 小米步童鞋店当时没有零钱，用那50元向街坊换了50元的零钱，找给年轻人29元。 但是街坊后来发现那50元是假钞，小米步童鞋店无奈之下，还了街坊50元。 现在问题是：小米步童鞋店在这次交易中到底损失了多少钱 ? 每人只许发帖答一次！！！

大家可以情景再现 ，用真正的人民币来做实验。


Haven't been updating for about a week I think, lol! I'm not too busy, just that I didn't feel like coming online and my daddy is irritated with spyware and adware, and he insists that visiting blogspots would only increase the number of these spyware, adware and the blah.

Facebook and friendster is boring ><><> because I know my sciences aren't going to make it unless I study like a maniac. And Zarinah is like super lazy to help me to drop, whatever, I shall make her know that I can drop to combined sciences without her help >< I don't even know what I am going to be when I grow up. I see the people around me knowing their goals and what they are sure they are going to accomplish, but me? I know nothing about my future. I shall see what the future has in hold for me and I think I will gladly accept anything life throws at me and do my best.

Been sick since I felt the pain in my nose when the air con in CO room got the air a little dry. I somewhat twisted my ankle while sleeping, lol! Pro eh?

Smiling is infectious and you catch it like the flu, so start smiling today ^^
This line is from a email jolynn sent me and I thought it was meaningful.

It's cold sitting in the direction where the fan is blowing in this cold weather.

I like the way we seem to know each other for very long,
I like the way we tease each other knowing that the other one wouldn't be pissed.
I like so many things that if I make a list, my blog will just be full of them.

I wonder when piggy dar will read this, but yah, I am studying and I am just taking a break okay ^^ Thanks for saying goodnight and goodmorning to me everyday after my request, I will make the effort to do the same, lol! Sorry for the non-existence of the roses I promised, will give them to you one day, lol!

*had to edit the post because I was too dumb and forget to put in one of my favourite things in the world, colours ^^

There's a crazy show showing on Channel 8 right now, and I'm going to watch it, lol!

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Leave your thoughts

Goodbye

But it's a part of me

Nerve wrecking ain't it?