This relationship is built with no faith, or weak faith.
It's built on something, maybe just how at ease I feel when I'm with you.
You can't trust me completely because I liked you so fast after I'm over with him.
I'm always scared that you won't talk to me one day,
I used to not be scared of what you think of me.
But ever since your mother appeared in the picture, I've been scared.
The fear disappears slowly but not fully.
I felt the tears streaming down my face again today.
I know how it is like to fear once again.
My heart rises when you're happy,
and it sinks when you're doubting me.
This is not a mental attack or whatever she tells you it is.
This is what I feel.
You can say that we shouldn't be together if I don't trust you.
Should I infer that we shouldn't be together because you don't really trust me?
I kept that sms to remind myself that we came a long way.
That it was a tough journey, and that there is more to come.
But I know that I can't say the same thing you did because I like you. I love you.
Even if you do not trust me completely, I will love you.
I'm beginning to hate the way I am.
Sometimes you don't know how much I'm affected by your non-presence,
I will just hope that you'll sms me or whatever.

I haven't stopped crying.

Do you really know me?

Leave your thoughts

Goodbye

But it's a part of me

Nerve wrecking ain't it?