the tests are piling up,
boxhead is fun to play with especially if my brother's the partner,
i would love to taste you if you were food ^^
okay, update done in half a minute,
cool right?
bye!
i love everyone ^^

I'm at little ant's house now with Doreen and we're shopping online, hahaha. Guess my taste is different from cardigan and skinnys girls because maybe I don't want to be common, hahaha. So anyway, I talked to the computer and they thought I was talking to them, lol! Someone who added me msn actually bothered to ask me why my email was huiyi442, super funny ohmygod.
I have no life now, it's all about studying and nothing else. I feel so sad, lol! My L1R5 is super depressing, it's like high. My two maths are already both C5s, so you can guess my average score, lol! Seems hopeless man! I feel super sad. Sad.
Okay, bye because I shall go see and buy more things, lol! Oh, and they are both very fair people, how unfair, hahaha!

Have been too tired to update this blog, lol! My life is slack, eat, sleep like what dearest said it is, hahaha. Huiyi's life is more about worrying about failing her tests now, rather than hey let's go out and have fun.

Entertained the people sitting around me on monday during CO by making lame jokes out of the chinese idioms and sayings, lol! They laughed till they cried and even needed some tissue, am I that funny? CO was rather fun, but I think I need to keep it up so that everyone doesn't fall asleep. I think all the juniors thought that we were like mad or something, lol! 亡羊补牢，the hanyu pinyin is wang yang bu lao, and i read it as 亡羊不老，then I said of course lah, dead goat how can grow old? Okay, I bet no one who reads this get it anyway, so it's not funny. Met piggy dar for like around 20mins or so, then went home. Oh, and I didn't mention that life was sad for a moment, I hope it'll not be like that again seriously, because I know that's when I'll fail. I fail as a daughter.

Today's tuesday I guess, lost count of days. I just hope that this week will pass fast and that weekend will come soon. Went to whitesands just now with little ant and my brother, we laughed, talked and whacked. Had loads of fun, hahaha. My brother was like telling me, hey jie, you want anything tell me hor, I buy for you. Then I was like you got alot of money ah? Then he say, no but I can buy for you. I think he's damn cute lah! There was a coax sale at the empty space near macdonalds. I only saw one thing that I liked that I picked out of the hanger. I left it as a display and a woman immediately snatched it up as soon as I left it there for like a few minutes. I was considering whether to buy it, but it seems like it's not fated to mine, hahaha.

I don't want anymore tests. I don't want to study. I don't want mid-years to come.

I talked to dearest online and now am chatting with my CO friends.

Hahaha, does dearest want to update this blog too? Then it'll be super duper cool, because I like to read, lol! HELLO PIGGY DAR, when you see this post, you'd better already finish studying your maths and physics!

Haven't been updating for days right now, and I;ve got to go soon because the maple freaks are taking over my usage of the computer T_T

Yesterday went to school for CO's performance and our dearest doctor boon gave a long long speech on "now our school is not a band1 school, and stop blaming things on me" to the alumnis, it was freaking funny considering that they cannot help in making the school band1 again.
Followed piggy dar for his cip while slacking, yah that kind of people cannot be expected to do real cip. So we went to the library after cip, read some children's book from the kiddy section and the most interesting book was the Big pig and Little pig book, big pig always wants to do stuff and little pig will say me too, little pig is more productive than big pig, hahaha. So anyway, I went home after that.

Today was sleeping day because I slept on my brother;s bed yesterday and didn't sleep well. Studied a tiny weeny bit of redox and social studies.

To my dearest beloved piggy dar,
I love you and those pictures don;t make me think of anything at all.
I've forgotten because I don't care,
the past is the past forever.
It doesn't affect me in any way.
All i know now is that I love you,
and isn't that all that matters?
You said it was okay if I don't want to delete them,
but you indirectly forced me to later by saying could you at least delete them.
If one day, someone asked you to forget me completely, would you?
Hahaha, if you read this post tonight, I wish you loads and loads of luck for tomorrow's exam.
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU ^^

Have been only having one meal which is dinner for two consecutive days, I don't know what's wrong with me but I know I still love food, hahaha. I just don't feel hungry. Like food is not appealing to me, yet sometimes my stomach growls, not many times, just once or twice. I'm beginning to wonder what happens to a person if there is no intake of food.

Need to do elit and ss homework right now, tomorrow shall be dedicated to just Amaths because there's a test on thursday and I can't afford to fail, hahaha. Because I failed my chem test pathetically and passed my emath by one freaking mark cause I'm careless, not bad eh? Oh no, this sounds like my life is all about school and work. I hate this kind of life man. I don't even have time to just slack around like I used to do, maybe I still slack around, but lesser.

I hate maple. I hate bugs too, okay no I am scared of bugs, hahaha. This is totally irrelevant, back to the topic. I want to study but some people just don't let me, I wonder what is wrong with his brain. He screams when I want to sleep, and screams when I am sleeping.

JIAYOU HARDWORKING TEAM! Hahahaha, bet no one has any idea about why this is here, lol!

Okay, my head is itchy and I have no idea why, I did bath okay, lol! Shall go wash my head again later. Maybe there are ants on my head instead of in my food, hahaha.

PIGGY DARRRRR!

It's CNY for all and sleeping day for me.
Slept till like 8pm, hahahahaha!
Other people's life may be so so so eventful,
yet for me, it's just resting day.
So currently I'm mapling for my daddy,
going to Chinatown for the reunion lunch, lol!
I want to go sleep again, lolol!
Some stupid mosquito bit me, ohmygoddd.

Okay, I'm sensitive.
But aren't you too?

This relationship is built with no faith, or weak faith.
It's built on something, maybe just how at ease I feel when I'm with you.
You can't trust me completely because I liked you so fast after I'm over with him.
I'm always scared that you won't talk to me one day,
I used to not be scared of what you think of me.
But ever since your mother appeared in the picture, I've been scared.
The fear disappears slowly but not fully.
I felt the tears streaming down my face again today.
I know how it is like to fear once again.
My heart rises when you're happy,
and it sinks when you're doubting me.
This is not a mental attack or whatever she tells you it is.
This is what I feel.
You can say that we shouldn't be together if I don't trust you.
Should I infer that we shouldn't be together because you don't really trust me?
I kept that sms to remind myself that we came a long way.
That it was a tough journey, and that there is more to come.
But I know that I can't say the same thing you did because I like you. I love you.
Even if you do not trust me completely, I will love you.
I'm beginning to hate the way I am.
Sometimes you don't know how much I'm affected by your non-presence,
I will just hope that you'll sms me or whatever.

I haven't stopped crying.

Yesterday:
Had chinese and physics test. Dearest wished me luck ^^
Ponned rehearsal and went to Bugis with little ant and wenxin,
we walked there from City Hall in an attempt to find haji lane.
Walked in Bugis Street and got pushed around by the crowd there.
People met there are all weird, some glare, some smile.
Little ant bought stuff from the face shop,
I guess shiny white eyeliner is super cool.
BHG was up next to shop for wenxin's clothes,
she didn't buy anything which was a big disappointment.
We made the barrier at MUJI ring when we walk through it together.
Bought similar watches, hahahahaha.
Little ant's taste is super changeable, like mine!
Cool thing was dearest and friends were shopping for clothes at Bugis too.

RED CO-TEE DAY for us CO members and home clothes day today for the rest, fun right?
Today I didn't know that preparation for the stupid performance starts at like 8.30am,
but luckily SallyLai is smart enough to tell me that I'm supposed to go, hahahaha.
So we went and there was air-con in the hall, I fell asleep while waiting,
because it's like freaking cozy there with the spotlights and lights off.
There were so many people practicing the songs and shouting here and there,
yet I just slept on till I heard CaiLaoShi's voice booming across the stage, lol!
Guess the shoe I wore was nice but I conclude that it's seriously too big for me,
somehow it got more comfortable after school, lol!
I met gaoyan, ohmygoddd, I can tell you that I love her, hahahaha!
I walked down the hill with little ant, stephanie, jingying, teddybear and expensive moon,
reached the mrt station round 11plus near 12pm.

Met dearest and we took the mrt to Vivocity,
I attempted to make dearest litter but he was being a good citizen,
okay, I'm a good citizen too okay. I don't litter.
Walked around and stopped at toy'r'us.
Dearest made me hula hoop for him to see and laugh at, zzzzzzzzzzz.
And he refused to hula hoop and say he don't know how, excuses.
We played with all the baby and children learning stuff,
all the nursery rhymes changed tone and they all became more serious and adult-like,
where did all the childish happiness go to? Sad life children nowadays have.
The learning stuff were pretty much the same as when I was a child,
and I liked the alphabet town or something like that.
We went on a food hunt,
and soon settled down at SuperDog.
The sausage is super salty, but the hotdog bun was seriously nice!
Hmm, we bought grass jelly next and I sucked up all the sugary part without knowing,
so the grass jelly drink was tasteless thanks to me.
So took the mrt home and my sense of balance was super good okay,
I didn't fall but only hopped around when the train jerked.
Dearest believes that I'll just fall one day, roll around and knocked everyone down, lol!
Dearest died looking at my old photos in my old phone, hahahaha.

Okay, so I reached home and had to wash the oil out of my fringe.
Actually, I just slept and woke up and wash my fringe and face.
Packing the living room was horrendous, dust everywhere.
Dust makes huiyi itch and her mummy says shes a qian1 jin1 xiao3 jie1
I was super irritated because I wanted to make my sherbet,
and my mummy refuses to let me do so just because she wants me to tidy up.
I tidied up both living rooms and I was freaking tired.
Luckily I had a short nap before tidying up, I slept on the floor FYI.
The people arrived at 6plus and they bought some food to my house,
dinner was set up by my daddy and mummy,
daddy's abalone was nice,
and everything that mummy cooks is nice too!
Like the ketchup prawn, the hong2 zhao1 ji1, the potato and carrots + meat, lotus soup.
It's like all very yummy but I eat those frequently, hahahaha.
My cousin brought one friend along and she thought I was 11 or 12years old, like zzzzzzzz.
But her friend was super cute,
she likes cooking so much that she keep asking for tips on how to cook.
Cousin the lazybum made me do her chinese thingy again.
Watched some tv and talked about lame stuff,
I conclude that old people like my cousin are super lame.
They got a ride from my father and went home.

I quarreled with my brother because I refused to play maple, hahahaha.
Shall go check on my sherbet now ^^

I have stress.
I need stress management.
No, I need time management.
There are so many things to do,
yet so little time.
Can I just split myself into half?
To just satisfy everyone.
It's sometimes hard to ask for something I want,
without feeling bad.
I need to do something that's not against me.
I need to find a way out of all this.
It's holding me down,
all this not enough time thing.
I like to judge people,
yet I dislike people judging me.
I hate the way I am.

Such a fine day it is today,

Woke up at 10am I think.
Think I scared dearest with a cappy, skirt and boots, lol!
Do I look that scary?
Walked around suntec city and marina square,
talked about lame stuff and had fun.
Visited Action City and the blah.
Dearest bought MUJI sweets for me.
Went one round round the fountain of wealth.
Was being fed uncooked veggies, hahahaha~
and pepper and lunch food by the aeroplane way.
Watched the fishes, lol!
Bookshop and HMV walks.
Dearest, do you know that your sticker fell onto my hair,
and stick itself there, ohmygoddddd like some kind of transfer.
Scenery watching is fun with dearest,
I like taking the mrt with dearest alot alot((((((((:

Went to little ant's house,
bought some rojak and felt like puking after eating it,
because there was too much cucumber and too little pineapple and youtiao.
Waited for her to dress up so we could go out,
she took very long I tell you.
Bugis was the place of boredom,
but quite fun when it's little ant, hahahaha~
Some girl called us act chio when she was act sexy herself,
I laughed my ass off.
She was like hopping or bouncing while looking at us,
and saying 'act chio act chio' to her boyfriend.
Did I tell you about the size of her tummy? Pfft.
Ate pizza at Delifrance and discovered it was nice.
Did aimless walking, hahahaha!
Went into various shops and looked at all the stuff,
I whacked her head with a roll of translucent wrapping paper, muahahaha~
Okay, we took neoprints,
I think the last time I took with her was ehhhhhhhhhh....
And the neoprints turned out quite nice,
but me and little ant only liked one particular one, lol!
BHG trip,
bought jumper socks.
Took mrt home next, I think?
Photo-taking session was up next, hahahahaha~
There was the sheepish little ant with a happy huiyi,
a worried little ant with a happy huiyi,
a funny little ant with a happy huiyi.
Overall result is that we look childish.
HAHAHAHA, it was so funny ohmygoddd.
Anyway reached home at round 9.35pm.
Conclusion is that today is really a nice day,
and that I need to study and work hard tomorrow.
No more fun.
No more slack.
I am so sad, sadddddd.
BYEEEEEEEEEE,
I hate powder kegs.
And I like holding the key down watching the alphabets appear.
Sorry dearest that I forgot your rose due to my pro-ness, hahahaha~
Will fold you more as compensation!

You are worth exactly $1,757,034

From Humanforsale.com, seems like I'm worthless, hahahahahaha!

I have just learnt how to make roses from ribbons, does that give me more worth?(((:
Shall give the first one I made to piggy although its not very pretty cause it's a first attempt and I don't know how long the ribbon must be, it's a small rose, lol!

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