Saturday, January 19
10:45:00 PM
This marks the 60th post of my blog, I feel like I'm 60years old or something. You know, the people in the past all celebrate their 50th or 60th birthday and make it very grand. I want to make my post very grand, muahahahaha~ like real!
I wanted to update on saturday but it seems like I can only publish this post on Sunday I guess? I don't really know what will happen to the published post, lol!
I went to
Dhoby Ghaut with little ant to collect shoes, guess what? The boots that I like the most was out of stock! And one pair of shoes which were supposed to be ballet flats turned into some short heeled thingy, haha. We went to
Queenstown and found our way to Queensway. I must say that
Queensway has alot of guy clothes and 90percent of them are super duper nice, how I wished I was a guy.
We saw this magnetic felt toy thingy that listens to the seller's command. She was like sleep, and the thingy fell flat on it's face. She said wake up, and the thingy stood up. She said sit and it sat. She said dance and it jumped around. It is cool and that's all. Me and little ant stood around for quite some time trying to figure it out but we didn't manage to do so anyway. Spent most of our time looking for shoes, because the shops don't have my size, like whathe? Bought one pair in the end and chionged to City Plaza just to buy hats or caps you called it, whatsoever.
Will be going to
BLK34 in chinatown tomorrow to help my cousin do her chinese stuff, her chinese suck, muahahaha~ I am so lazy to go lah, I hate bribery because it makes me feel like a lowly being. I'm just going to help her because
her chinese is pathetic and I won't want to see her fail her job. She wanted me reach there 10am in the morning and eat breakfast, follow her go gym and spa. I rejected her offer because I'm lazy, lol! I just want to get this over and done with because I've chem homework, I did emaths, amazing right?
Someone told me crying is bad for the eyes, lol! Yah, but I only cry when I feel emo, lol! I think I will not feel emo again.
Emo-ness is once in a blue moon. I need to forget now that I've forgiven. Memories will fade and there wasn't much to start with. Letting go of stuff is really hard but I felt like I could do it, but just let me think of what I used to have in the past once in awhile, it'll be quite fun, lol!
Do you really think that I'm sympathetic and need your sympathy? No, I'm not. Yes, you are important to me. But that something that I am waiting for never existed from the start.
It's happily never after. I don't need you to come and make me miss you. Because you don't, you don't give a damn.
Nothing you can do will make him love you more, and nothing you've done could make him close the door.
