Thursday, November 22
7:53:00 PM
I've been reading some chinese book about ghost stories, some of them are rather cool. I think I'll love to finish it as they're all nothing but short stories. I need to get hooked up on homework soon, heard that there's a great big pile. December's coming real soon, it'll catch me in no time, then the school monster!
I hate the way life throws bricks at me instead of cotton candy. If I don't think, I wouldn't hurt
. If I don't hurt, I wouldn't cry. If I don't cry, I'll be much happier. I feel like taking a shower then go to bed without dinner, maybe things would be better if I die of starvation. I think my thinkings are absurd. Come to think of it, she's not wrong to want you to do well, to protect you. But I've been telling myself that I'm not wrong. Can someone just shoot me? You really do belong to her after all, your blood, your life, your everything. This just sucks, sucks big time.
I guess after this episode, I'll hear no more from you or from her.