I just called to say I love you(:

BIG STACK OF HOMEWORK WAITING FOR ME yo!
I'm supposed to be doing homework, guess I'll be going off soon
HOMEWORK KILLS!
ohmygod, I better get going now!

THE DOCTOR says that I;ve got shiny and clean eardrums, so why am I hearing that ring in my right ear? Can't really hear anything properly with it so I'm kind of grateful that I've got my left ear(:
the above sounds like a dying patient =.=

physics and geog test was screwed, but I didn't study, so I shan't complain(:

I don't get why I'm turning into another person, I can't fit into that mould that I used to be in anymore. I don't want to be the new me, I just want to be me, but it seems so hard, so hard. I'll let you fade away but I'll remember you forever. You probably don't care or don't remember but it's fine with me because we've got to move on, move on(:

From today onwards, I shall only make one man proud of me. My daddy. Why didn't I listen to him? I made my mistakes, crying or hiding wouldn't make up for them. I wished I didn't choose this path. I regret doing whatever I've done to make my daddy sad. I solemnly swear that I wouldn't repeat my mistakes anymore and that I'll think before doing anything. I'll try to study for tests, but doing homework is just out of the question. At least I'll copy homework. I don't want to think of the past anymore. I shall get out of that box I was in and see the beautiful world outside(:

I shall make one woman and many more proud of me. My dearest mummy and friends. Feel like thanking my mummy for always being there, for always laughing at me when I cried because she always says "Go on, cry it out, you've got a long way to go and so many to cry about". Yes, I understand how she wants me to feel. I was stupid, wanting to prove to them that they're wrong. Telling them that my bond is strong. Now, I know that mummy's the best.

I won't forget that I'm still young and not ready again. I know that family's the best and that only they'll be there when I really need them the most.

This is such a FEELING post. Wanted to put up a picture, but realised that I looked idiotic and fake in all that I took so yeah? I just had to rant. I'll smile for myself(:

Do you really know me?

Leave your thoughts

Goodbye

But it's a part of me

Nerve wrecking ain't it?