I've got a thinking that it wouldn't matter as much when you've it
Everyone has been mugging and mugging non-stop, I need to be just like them. Studied with vanessa and cheryl on saturday, just a little part of Amaths that I already know how to do. The rest of saturday was wasted on oral and a BBQ at night, the host was being totally selfish, zzz. While driving there, my aunt who rented a car got lost while following my daddy a million times, so we ended up being one and a half hour late at our destination. How great right? I sat in the seat till my butt became jelly, zzz.
Today's a sunday which means a few more hours to EOYs, haha. I just started on social studies and fell asleep two times after reading about five pages of the ss textbook.
Therefore, I can conclude that I'm practically screwed(:
Not a good day, zzz
and everyone else just proves me right

No, I'm not going to feel.

This entry is for yesterday
Today is yiting dearest the birthday, HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY GIRL(:
We went to pizza hut to eat and a few of us pretended to go toilet to buy the cake for yiting, she obviously knew we were going to do that, how no fun, LOL~
So we sang the happy birthday song in pizza hut, felt AA but who cares? We love yiting yes?!
Yiting the blur dropped her ez-link card while crossing the road and I picked it up and let her panick for quite some time till I told her the truth, haha cute yiting(:
Went home at 4 and reached home at 4.10. Bathed till like 4.45 and at 5.30 went studying with my piggy till around 6plus near 7 and went to buy just vegetables for dinner, LOL!
There's physics test tomorrow, and I've to conclude that I'm screwed because all the studying got nothing into my puny brain. And the ice-cream didn't make my head clearer, haha(: But it was nice and I just couldn't finish it, so more than half of it is currently a permanent resident in the fridge!
I've just got to thank everyone who was nice! I felt really touched yes? And I know I've got a happy family(:
And I've got to also say that nobody knows me too well except you, haha I'm going to poke you one day~

I'm not going to feel till I've to.

Nothing ventured,

Friday was mid-autumn celebrations at school, I'm feeling kind of honoured because four pretty girls followed us all around school, how fun(: I've got to like thank Dr.Boon for this fun experience and all the attention we recieved on that day from those girls who got some fun from our so very interesting life. So yes, we went home after the whole thing and reached home near ten. Had a funny idea which was to take the MRT from pasir ris to boonlay and back again one day when we're free. And four donuts were attacked by three pigs on this fateful day at around ten plus.

Yesterday was studying at vanessa's house. I realised that I;ve changed drastically, for the better or the worse, I don't really know. Vanessa's daddy made sushi and half way through eating I realised that I do not like sushi and stopped eating. Guess sushi eating depends on my mood, LOL! Went home around like 6plus. And no, I'm not going to be a evil friend again. Slept pretty late last night thanks to my daddy who forced us to watch some drama series with him.

Don't be jealous because vanessa and angela got their photoshoot, act like human beings please? Be more matured and grown up in your actions and words. I mean, the mouth is yours and nobody can help you except for yourself.

nothing gained.

It's nice to know we had it all, thanks for watching as I fall

Blogging is not fun because I've got a Amaths common test tomorrow & the thing is my blog is dead. Nobody tags at all. My mum says to drink milk to grow taller before I get out of puberty stage, haiyah, being short is that bad meh? Recently, have been back to slacking, my resolution to study kind of floated away like clouds. Fluffy cotton candy should taste very nice yeah?
The sweetest people on the world are wenxin, vanessa and angela(:
Aloha dearest dead blog! HELLO Amaths textbook!

You were all the things I thought I knew

It's been five days since I posted, guess my life has been that boring till I didn't post. Someone could actually fall asleep while talking to me on the phone, guess I'm that boring? Was talking during midnight when everyone's asleep, and my brother playing maple. That person made a big sacrifice because its actually kind of tiring considering the time that idiot woke up, LOL!
I can conclude that my mummy is a oheya and maple freak now. She plays maple daily, like every morning before I go to school, I see her mapling and oheya? She eats it daily after dinner I guess.
EOY is just mugging&mugging, kind of kills yeah? I've only started on Amaths which is bad news because I totally suck in Amaths because my logarithms is like shit =.= I need help in log yeah! I need to study hard&MUGMUGMUG!
Crapshit, I need to bath and do my zuowen now~

I just called to say I love you(:

BIG STACK OF HOMEWORK WAITING FOR ME yo!
I'm supposed to be doing homework, guess I'll be going off soon
HOMEWORK KILLS!
ohmygod, I better get going now!

THE DOCTOR says that I;ve got shiny and clean eardrums, so why am I hearing that ring in my right ear? Can't really hear anything properly with it so I'm kind of grateful that I've got my left ear(:
the above sounds like a dying patient =.=

physics and geog test was screwed, but I didn't study, so I shan't complain(:

I don't get why I'm turning into another person, I can't fit into that mould that I used to be in anymore. I don't want to be the new me, I just want to be me, but it seems so hard, so hard. I'll let you fade away but I'll remember you forever. You probably don't care or don't remember but it's fine with me because we've got to move on, move on(:

From today onwards, I shall only make one man proud of me. My daddy. Why didn't I listen to him? I made my mistakes, crying or hiding wouldn't make up for them. I wished I didn't choose this path. I regret doing whatever I've done to make my daddy sad. I solemnly swear that I wouldn't repeat my mistakes anymore and that I'll think before doing anything. I'll try to study for tests, but doing homework is just out of the question. At least I'll copy homework. I don't want to think of the past anymore. I shall get out of that box I was in and see the beautiful world outside(:

I shall make one woman and many more proud of me. My dearest mummy and friends. Feel like thanking my mummy for always being there, for always laughing at me when I cried because she always says "Go on, cry it out, you've got a long way to go and so many to cry about". Yes, I understand how she wants me to feel. I was stupid, wanting to prove to them that they're wrong. Telling them that my bond is strong. Now, I know that mummy's the best.

I won't forget that I'm still young and not ready again. I know that family's the best and that only they'll be there when I really need them the most.

This is such a FEELING post. Wanted to put up a picture, but realised that I looked idiotic and fake in all that I took so yeah? I just had to rant. I'll smile for myself(:

it's a sunny yellow banana day(:
how tiring, okay here's the done things for today(:
woke up at 8.30 and called yiting,
it was my teddybear who encouraged me to go for CIP,
wenxin forgot about our CIP, how dare you pok!
did CIP at the library and talked to some librarians today,
making some friends with the aunties over there doesn't seem like a bad idea to me,
if they;re not so strict, it lightens my workload(:
went home for lunch and fell asleep while watching how PRINCESS DIANA died yeah,
no biggy to me(:
so I missed the date with my VACH girls, so sorry yeah(:
woke up at 4 and coincidentally jemimah called?
so we talked for sometime and we decided that she;ll come to my house to study,
guess she's just too bored at home yeah?
studied some crappy subjects and decided to skip through alot,
a fruitless study pair but we ended up talking about lots of stuff(:
she had dinner at my house and left at 8.30
watched the show that my family watches everyday together, family time is the best(:
daddy went to work and now I'm online yeah(:
today, I also cleared up a small misunderstanding with a person, it doesn't really matter much to me but yeah, mistakes shouldn't be repeated again?
my left, right, okay its right ear has some problem yeah, can't really hear anything with it, kind of depressing and irritating because there's a sort of sound, like the sound of something spinning in my ear, the right ear! I'm feeling a little unbalanced yeah? I'm like unbalanced, that's it!
ARGH, I NEED TO KILL MY RIGHT EAR!
going off to bath and hmm, maybe sleep now(:
okay, not a sunny yellow banana day, forgot that it rained yeah =.=

It's my sixth post and somehow this feels a little BORING?
Amaths is a total killer and I understand why cosec and sec wouldn't be my friends, because I don;t know them well ):
I'm supposed to be sleeping now or else someone will be angry, okay I'm not going to say no one reads because I know someone does(:
There's CIP at whitesands library tomorrow and I think I'll just die doing it, a few hours of boring shelving just KILLS practically everyone, okay maybe I'm just exaggerating, it only kills me because I hate shelving and I'm only doing it for the sake of my lovely poks yeah(:
The whole week has been a stay home week because I don't really feel like going anywhere, home is just too cosy or is it cozy? And yes, I've been a lazy bum. I did not study much or whatsoever =.=
MY POST SHALL BE LONG!
















Now, look at this my dearest friends?(:

Congratulations to my mummy for her long waited level up(:

Finally a post that's not in the morning yo(:
Now I get the feeling most bloggers feel, what's the point of updating when no one reads? Somehow I've lost the only person who would read yeah? So no one would read this post now, how boring.
Ratatouille was cute and kind of touching commented by my brother, LOL(:
Now there's this pungent smell that makes my heart beat faster and my brain, compressed. Who knows? I might just like die the next moment so I'll take this chance to post a entry(:
Was supposed to go buy lunch but some nice soul help me buy, now I owe that nice soul a treat, doubt I'll get to treat that nice soul back, haha(:
I'm supposed to like hang the clothes out and take down the curtains for washing, but I'm feeling kind of lazy(: So these things can wait, GRINS
The buzzing in my ear is back, so I'll be going off now!

Yes, I realise that I'm always posting in the morning. It's boring to read precisely because nothing much happens in the morning and the rest of the day haven't happened. So yeah, today shall go and watch RATATOUILLE with my brother and lamer2(:
Did I mention something, I'm always helping my mummy to train her maple, and my brother is always helping her die, I tell you, one day, I shall go into his account and die a million times for him yes(:
3HOURS to movie screening(:
I still feel like stabbing my brother now(:

Now this post shall be dedicated to lamer2, yeah lamer2 is a great person(:
THANKYOU for helping me take my books from school to my house,
THANKYOU for breaking into my classroom just to take small stuff, LOL!
THANKYOU for carrying them to my house just for a drink.
THANKYOU for being so helpful!
See, I'm superduper grateful to lamer2(: And I hope lamer2 will see this post! Or I will ask him if he sees it, LOL(:
Ohmygod, I said I wouldn't be online! I said I wouldn't touch the keyboard. And I said I would do my homework!
CCA;s cancelled for the whole holidays, so yeah I'm going to be stuck at home. Partly because my daddy;s being cranky and doesn't allow me to go out. Partly also because going out seems a little boring. Guess staying home is worse, because I'll be online the whole day):
Will be studying soon, because I shall not waste lamer2's effort, hoho(:
It's amazing how a person erase a person from their memory completely so fast, LOL(:

HO yes, now I'm kind of hohoho-ing around to anyone that I'm talking to right now. Probably cause that's my surname, used to hate it. Now I think I love my surname, HOHO(:
It's late now, yet I'm still online. Guess I'm just bored yeah? Resolved to study Amaths today, but somehow just quite stuck to slacking(:
I shall study tomorrow yes! By myself, I shall not come online or even touch the keyboard, like real, LOL(:
Need to catch up with my dearest pokks soon, especially that wenxin girl, so long never talk to her already!
Going to eat oats that my brother will be cooking soon, hope that it will taste real great(:
Talking about food. MY MUM COOKED DELICIOUS CURRY CHICKEN for lunch TODAY! THE LADY FINGERS ROCKS! It was like extremely heavenly, haha yes I'm not exaggerating here(:

one last thing, I think seemui should get a tagboard, haha(:

Okay, my millionth attempt at creating a blog, just kidding :D
I think this blog will be permanent from today onwards.
Ohmygod, I need to pee, ah!
Venecia's first but somehow the tags were brought over from the old blog, how cool?
And hello lamer2!
Homework's not done yet, Amaths can kill yeah?

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Goodbye

But it's a part of me

Nerve wrecking ain't it?