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Do I really look like a Geisha?

2011-02-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Look at the wonders of instagram. It turned the image above to this below.

Anyway, for those who have no idea. I am blogging at http://ikill7humans.tumblr.com right now.

SSM.

2010-04-23T23:39:00.001+08:00

The image of sleek gelled bun hairdo, apron, tie and red lipstick sounds very appealing doesn’t it?

Had some help from Fionne in the morning when I was late and all. Kind of weird how we can like help each other now because we used to be in the same class but we never ever talked at all.

Ask me anything about TCA!! Okay now I only know that it’s H-U-G-E.

Ate disgusting food at Engine school. Didn’t touch the rice at all. Downed one can of coke.

Back to where “all hell will break loose”. Learnt some stuff. Damn difficult to memorise all the different equipment though. Like got 100+ kinds, then they only ask you to copy down the name. Then tell you where it is found and you are supposed to know.

Tooty sent me messages telling me to text him whenever I can and to jiayou for carry bricks haha. I couldn’t reply him because there was no signal in TCA. Yes I know FML much. But I felt happy and encouraged by those messages. He says he loves me hahahahah. ♥

Carried some bricks. Bathed and downed another can of coke.

I think I kind of like SSM. It might be the high from caffeine. But then again I might just change my mind next week. My tutor’s Mr.Goh. FML.

On a lighter note, I’ll be able to see my bestfriend next friday!! I. Can’t. Wait.

2010-04-20T18:23:00.002+08:00

It'll be really long till we can all get together like this, well almost all of us.

It's been so long since I actually really blogged. I don't know what I'm going to talk about because there are so many things going on in my mind right now.

I want to talk about Thursday's registration but it's too boring. But then there's Seoul Garden. Where Boss cooked so much food for us. Where Gwen K.O. after one hour. Where Sammy steamed egg. Where Ele just had some fun cooking and asking lots of questions. Where Tooty and I played snake while resting. And the rest of us just kept eating. But then again it seems so long ago. Then about Friday's swimming at Sammy's house but it seems blurry to me. I remember we had awesome food at some Bishan marketplace then SUPER DUPER GOOD MANGO SNOW ICE at Junction 8. I love the tang yuans too. Must. Need. Tang Yuans soon.

My nanny came over on Saturday, been so long since I last saw her. I still remember the times that I used to cling on to her and cry nonstop everytime she leaves my house when I was a kid. But now I hardly know what to say to her, I could do was to sit around and listen to her talk to my mum and occasionally adding a few lines to the conversation. Guess you lose some ties as you grow up but the feelings would always be there.

Sunday was out with my most favourite Tooty. We first walked to Suntec City to get Shinlin's XXL Chicken and mee sua. Then made a trip to Marina Square where I contemplated getting a robot earring thing from Fourskin because I wanted to make them into a pair of keychains. Gave that idea up and went to have Carl's Jr instead haha. Bummed around because we didn't know where to go and went back to Whitesands library where I got my books.

Skipped school on Monday because I was really lazy. Went to Seoul Garden with Tooty because we felt like it hahah. Then off to Bugis while we smell like Seoul Garden and all. Although I didn't wear makeup at all. But Tooty will say I look fine enough so why makeup. And that even though I smell like Seoul Garden, I smell delicious to him. It's only at times like this when I feel the safest. We shopped at Bugis Street and our shopping trip was quite fruitful. Went back to Tamp1 to have the shui jian baos and we both bought some home for our families. I bought mee sua too.

School today was boring to the max but lucky I had Emma, Ele, Linghui and Kelly or I would really die of boredom. Was reading my vampire book during lecture. Had some disgusting Vietname Hot(something not Hot Plate). Don't buy it!! It looks damn good and I had always wanted to try it so I bought one today. Immediately regret when I tried it. I want Tom Yam soup.. Met up with Tooty to go home together though we came to school together already. Went to Whitesands to get my Japanese food because I was starving. Bought a bar of Cadbury Boost and went to look at hamsters.

Am really tempted to get pet hamsters. But look at the state of my room. Don't think I deserve hamsters at all. I can't even take care of myself..

Fuck, my post fucking incoherent. Fuck. SMLJ is this?

2010-04-10T21:21:00.005+08:00

Hi so it's me again. Duh who else?

Breakfast at Macdonald's before we go to work at IT Fair. I love breakfast with Tooty heheh. Okay I love eating with Tooty because he won't ever hurry me to finish my food.

That's us after working at IT Fair one day. This above is my Tooty's favourite big eye face. And now he keeps making the one raised eyebrow face, I swear it's fucking funny but I haven't got a chance to capture it yet.

Mind's cafe with my dear H12 family. Finally got to see mama after like ten light years. I was late for 2 hours because I took the wrong bus and went all the way to Changi Airport from Tampines Mall. Fucking loser I know. At least I cabbed to Safra to try and make up for my mistake, besides it was pouring.. Sammy was totally ownage at Ugly Dolls because she was like banging on every card that could be made into a pair.

Hmm my birthday. Tooty tried to surprise me with the Tampines1's baos and it kind of worked except that I expected it haha. Yum I love Tampines1's baos!! And and and he bought me this huge sunflower. He told me that he chose the biggest and prettiest in the shop. I love yellow flowers! Thanks dear!!

We went to Sentosa. It was my idea. I have no fucking idea why I wanted to go there at all. I didn't get suntanned though because it was kind of like drizzling haha. Guess I got lucky because it was my birthday. We went to VivoCity and had Carl's Jr again heheh. Tooty bought me this mini cactus on a keychain there. Hope it stays healthy and die like ten years later haha.

Look at that photo, I think that's almost how Tooty looks like with the one raised eyebrow face. It's seriously fucking funny. Okay I look funny too but well that's not the point haha.

I like beautiful sunsets.

Way overdue post.

2010-04-10T21:05:00.004+08:00

Managed to retrieve all the photos and stuff from my old phone.. The stupid Sony Ericsson W980 that fell into the sea. Okay stop laughing Tooty!! And everyone else that read that previous line..

It still works fine except that my own battery is dead and that there is no backlight >:( Can't wait for July or something to come!!

Am going to Genting tomorrow night, sucks to be me. I hate Genting.. Plus I'm quite sick now so I hate it even more.

Sushi buffet today with Tooty heheh. Another one with the H12 girls when I come back from Genting. Think I will die of fats. Anyway Suki Sushi wasn't that bad but their unagi wasn't that tasty!! But hey the salmon is damn good so who gives a crap about unagi?

Tooty kept saying ewww to whatever I was eating and I felt that it was quite sick after sometime. Imagine munching on your favourite food with someone making gagging sounds and puking expressions right next to you. It is sick to the max.

Decided to buy a new tent cause our last tent was on the verge of collasping and we threw it away. Oh crap, no photos of our new tent. Next time okay! Tooty and I both love our new tent very much cause it allows alot of air ventilation!! Super cooling and nice. Just the type we both like. And and and it's stable so it's not a flyaway tent anymore!! Went camping at Pasir Ris Park. Saw alot of Tooty's riding friends on the way back.

WANNA GO CAMPING ANYONE?

Oh well this is just one of those old posts that I didn't post up. See the lack of posting? HAHAHHA JOKE THIS IS BEFORE I WENT TO GENTING WHICH IS 16 OF MARCH. Epic fail to the max.

One of the baking days at Gwen's house. I love to decorate with icing though I like fail only. But practice makes perfect!!

The above was done by Sammy Lim!!

Wanleng's!

Mine, duh with the Tooty and Tooty's face lol.

WHO DOESN'T LOVE ICING?

And I just crossed my post out before the photos uploaded. FML.

I'm so lazy to blog.. Shit. Maybe another post soon. I wanna dota though I suck at it.

It's 4th April today!!

2010-04-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

You all might wonder what 4th April is because April's Fool is over and so is Good Friday. Well 4th April to me marks my six monthsary with Tooty :)

Here's a video to remember what happened in the past six months, well more of like a recap.

It seems like it has been a long time, but trust me we both felt like it was just yesterday when we got together. I love you dear dear :)

Okay I'm lazy to type, so bye for now. I rather talk to Tooty instead. He's waiting for me haha. I lied to him. I said I was bathing ahhahaha.

2010-03-30T11:37:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. I know I didn't touch this space for a very long time. It's just cause whenever I use the laptop which is like a few hours a day or not at all, I would be dota-ing with my most favourite person on Earth. If I'm not doing this, I'm probably embarking on the journey of a 5000 word essay.. Besides this I'm always going out with Tooty and the girls.

Okay I'm going to have lunch with Tooty now then bowling and whatsoever with the girls haha. Oh well I think I have so much to blog about. Abrupt end for now.

2010-03-26T00:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!!! <3 <3 <3

Fruit flies grow from bacteria and mushrooms are plants =)

Ps. I love you tooty!! =D

My stupid brother

2010-03-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

I've been giving in to my stupid fucked up brother my whole life. Giving in because I thought he'll be happier that way. Actually it's just that I'll feel bad about arguing with my brother all the time. Ain't families supposed to be happy and loving? Anyway I think I spoilt him. So now I'm stuck in a fucked up situation. Maybe it was my fault from the start. If only I didn't spoil him.

He kept wanting to watch Just Another Pandora Box with me and I kept refusing because the showtimes were always around 2300++ when I was supposed to be online talking to my most favourite person on Earth. So today is the second day here and the tickets for the 2100 tickets were sold out. He suggested watching Alice in Wonderland but I already watched that and I knew my mum would want to watch it with us. And it was at 2315. So I rejected his offer yet again. Just as we were leaving the cinema area, on the escalator, he threw a tantrum. I wanted to go to Macdonald's to buy their porridge because I didn't have dinner and I was craving for it. Instead he passed 10 bucks to me and asked me to make my own way there and come back after that. The fact that he was already ignoring me before that just because I kept showing that I loved Tooty more didn't help. I was pissed off and I just walked away from him towards Macdonald's.

As you know, chinese people are always very superstitious. They believe that if their family wasn't happy and loving. They wouldn't win money when they bet. Besides my dad was on a winning streak. He had 6k RM stored away and he already spent around 1k plus on us and his friends. He kept treating them to lunch, dinner and all that. Well I don't mind sharing the joy. So anyway I went back to the hotel room before my dad left because I wanted to let him know that my stupid brother and I weren't on good terms for now. At least I caught him just as he was leaving the hotel room and walking down the corridor.

I told him the whole story and like me, he tried to please my brother by saying "Let's go watch Just Another Pandora Box at 0130 or Alice in Wonderland at 1115. To his dismay, my brother said that he was angry and didn't want to watch any. See, I think we all spoilt him. My dad sat around for awhile and after my brother started talking to him peacefully, he wanted to leave for gambling. He was saying "Don't angry already okay? Have a nice talk you two, don't fight". My reply was obviously yes. I for one cannot stay angry at my brother. He went on to say "Oh don't need to speak better".

He was blaming me for the fact that he can't watch his movie together with me. Oh well this part here will be for another day if you really want to know. He is freaky and I had a dream when I knocked out about three hours ago before all this happened. Maybe it was a sign. That dream was scary enough though. All this involves Tooty, my brother and me.

So maybe from now on I wouldn't talk to him ever again. This is a very tough decision to make and I know I always fail because I said it a thousand times and didn't do it.

Typing all this out makes me feel so much better. Actually I just want to go talk to Tooty online but I think he'll still be riding now so I'm not going down. I'm really hungry now because its 2100 now and I still don't have dinner. I need food. I'm upset.

I'm still as upset as ever. Maybe I'm just stupid. Shrink shrink shrink..

Chunks of words yet again.

2010-03-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

I am always typing out whatever I feel like blogging on notepad nowadays when I have no internet connection. Actually I do have internet connection now but I'm too lazy to walk out to Starbucks. I know it's just a 100m walk or less than but I'm so lazy. Tooty is offline anyway.

Was supposed to be "celebrating my birthday" with VACH today at Angela's house but I couldn't go because my dad refused to let me leave the house. Could tell that he was rather pissed off. He scrreamed at me to pack my stuff and keep the clothes in. And I screamed right back at him that I would. Oh well life's like that. I'll just have to suck it up.

This reminds me that I'm going to be 18 soon. In about 1 week and 1 day more. I have always wanted to be 18. You know? That feeling that you have when you're a kid. You always wanted to be 16 because it seems like a milestone in life. Then when you are 16, you look forward to being 18. Don't really feel like being 18 now when it's really approaching. Makes me feel older than ever.

I've been looking back into the past for quite some time now ever since Tooty went offline at 0545. Oh he came online just to accompany me though he was sleepy and all. Gave me e-squishes and e-kisses haha. Told me that I will always be his baby forever. Yes he does treat me like his baby, he's forever caring about how my clothes are out of place or whether is there something on my face and all that. Then he'll adjust them for me and wipe the stuff away if any. Isn't he the best boyfriend ever?

So anyway, back to the looking back into the past thing. I realised that everyone looks back in time once in awhile at some point of their life. To look at the things they have done. Most people probably just regret but for me, I think I'm different. I don't regret. Instead I try to learn from whatever mistakes I made. For example, I am taking it in my stride about the fact that Tooty can't remember whether my birthday is on the 20-27 March or what. Or the fact that he can't remember the tiniest details that matters to me. The real fact is that he is trying real hard to make me the happiest girlfriend ever. And I want to thank him for that. For trying to be the best ever. Yes you are good enough Tooty.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't growing more practical as I grow older. When I was young let's say about 14, the rough idea that I remember about me was that I was happy just thinking about getting married to my then boyfriend one day and all that other simple stuff in life. But now I have more wants than ever. Not that I can't fulfill them but I'm too lazy to do so. I can't be bothered to work really hard for something I want. I am totally dependent on Tooty now. It's like he always tries to get me whatever I want. Don't think this sort of reliance is healthy but it's okay because I know he'll always be there.

Like for example, I would always worry about whether he truely loves me or that he will be with me forever last time. But now I can confirm that he truely loves me and will always be there for me till forever. It's the feeling of assurance I never really had. I'm quite a worrywart at times. But from the last squabble we had, I knew that we had to built our relationship on faith and trust or we might as well ... like Tooty said. He never thought I would say that I thought we were walking down the same path in a different way. Well I didn't really mean that, I guess my phrasing was wrong. I'm sorry that I hurt you Tooty. And probably caused you to hate Twitter forever. I don't tweet anymore too anyway.

Let me ask you a question. Which guy would call you every night for at least half an hour? Which guy would try and fulfill every of your want? Which guy would randomly tell you about how much he loves you? Which guy would wake up early in the morning just to see you? Which guy would try and pick you up from any place that you're at? Which guy would buy you random food because he knows you would want some? Which guy would try and surprise you with little but sweet thoughtful things? Well my boyfriend would. But he's mine!!

I am in fact totally happy with that we decided to be together again. As the chinese saying goes, "好马不吃回头草", I would beg to differ. My mum wrote that on a note and she also wrote "不要 get too close with Stefan okay?" with that. Maybe it's true that people should know wiser than to walk down the same path again when they had failed last time. But this path may just lead somewhere else after sometime.

It has almost been half a year already and everything felt like it just happened. That windy day at the beach. That day in the library with the strange old man that seemed like our matchmaker. That day where we sat outside Plaza Singapura to wear our rings. Those days at the chalet. Those days at my house. Those days at the school hostel. Those days of going out to nowhere but just that we felt like having each other's company. Those days at your house. I loved each and every single day and will continue to do so.

Wonder why this blog entry is never ending? And that it is probably fucking long. Okay it is fucking long. Actually I just feel like typing. Because I have short nails now and I like typing alot. I think most of it is probably my thoughts and how I am feeling right now. Nobody would read it anyway. But if you manage to survive till this line over here. Congratulations.

I feel like having a sushi buffet again. H12 girls!!

13 more minutes to breakfast. I can't wait. It's 0647 now anyway.

Sometimes I wished I was good at a certain something.

2010-03-16T00:34:00.004+08:00

How do they make cookies this amazingly beautiful? Anyway I have no skills at decorating..

The IT Fair was rather disappointing for almost alot of the promoters for all brands. Sales was bad.

My company the sales representative was a wonderful guy but there was some branding problem. Nobody seems to know what kind of brand Axioo is.

I had some personal issues at the start and I refused to sell any because I thought the laptops were faulty. I would feel really bad selling faulty products to people because I'm also a consumer myself. You wouldn't like to get cheated would you?

So anyway on the third day in the evening, some repeat customers came back and told me that this brand is really value for money and it doesn't have much problems. Technically I only started selling on the fourth day. Hahahaha so loser right? IT Fair only 4 days okay!!

I get to go to work and come home with Tooty everyday. That was the part I looked forward to the most. The rest of the time, I would be wishing that it will be going home soon!! Tooty got me and my friends donuts from Donut Factory which is quite far from the convention hall. He's so nice!! And he got me popcorn on a different day from HP or some other brand. Heheh he's like my source of motivation to stay on at the IT Fair or I would have already quit on the second day..

Working with Angela and Vanessa was quite fun. We get our girl's talk and all that crap whenever we are free and slacking heheh. I think I'll be seeing them on Wednesday.

Okay I don't wanna blog anymore. Shall upload the photos from baking at Gwen's house another day. Maybe tomorrow or something then you can see how good Sammy, Wanleng and I am at decorating with icing haha.

One long chunk of words. I want to type cannot isit!!

2010-03-09T23:39:00.005+08:00

I'm smelling burnt stuff now, I think it's the haze >:(

It's super irritating when all that smell blocks up your nose and then you can't smell anything for a long after that because all you smell is burnt stuff.. And it makes you break out in cold sweat and yet feel fucking warm at the same time for no reason.

OMFG!!

Did I ever mention how much I hate thinking about how this kind of food or that kind of food will make people fat? Went for IT fair job briefing today with two of my girls today and found out that they are really obsessed with fats so much so that it freaks me out. I don't care how fat it will make you because I think you only have one life. Live it the way you want to.

Besides obsessing about fats, I think they didn't change much. Still pretty much the same people that I know from secondary school. Loud and crazy. Can't wait to work with them :)

Anyone wanting to buy laptops can come to me okay!! I'm selling Axioo laptops, I can assure you it's not a China brand nor is it made in China. It's produced in Singapore!! The price range is from $499 to $999. Lai lai lai buy laptop from me!! Got Nvidia graphic card so you can play Dota somemore :)

Or you can go look for my Tooty at Dell. Yes we are both working at the IT fair which means that we can go to work and come back home together everyday heheh.

I seriously believe the world is ending pretty soon. I still smell the haze now. Fuck I hate the haze, it's fucking smelly and people like me who have a strong sense of smell will feel fucked up. But my Tooty just told me something. He was saying that he wish he can bring me to his room and on the aircon so there won't be the smell and we can sleep. He's really lovely. Makes me smile when I'm feeling very irritated or upset.

On a random note I just realised that me and Tooty are back to this contrast of skin colour again, he's fucking black again!! I peeled off all his cracking and flaking skin hahah. Sounds disgusting right?

A miscalculation of time ended up in me waiting for my Tooty for 2 hours on Sunday. I sat by Kallang MRT station's staircase staring blankly at all the passerbys. But it was worthed the wait because all good things are worthed waiting for. Went to VivoCity, we got some sushi from Giant upon arriving cause I was awfully hungry. That stupid boy is addicted to tempura sushi because that's the only sushi he will want to buy.

Walked around abit before buying "One Long Stick for $3.50". It's a chewy sweet with a soft centre. Tooty loves it alot that he kept sneaking pieces into his mouth on the way back because he says that we cannot eat on trains or we wll get caught and have to pay fines. Then he didn't let me drink my water cause I cannot sneak a sip of water from the bottle..

Tooty's house on Monday heheh. We were supposed to go swim but I reached close to 0900 so we just lazed around. I am afraid of the sun cause I don't want to be black like my Tooty!! Anyway we bathed and then ordered KFC and played Dota while waiting for it to arrive.

Tooty was so amazed because it only took 10minutes for KFC to come. We kept encountering critical/fatal error and after we switched to another computer. The computer just blacked out and died. Tooty was left in control of my Ursa and he kena the critical/fatal error after the some time lol. We kept arguing about the critical/fatal error because I kept saying it was critical error then he kept saying that it was fatal error only to realise that its both kinds of error..

Okay abrupt end cause I still smell the fucking haze and I want to sleep now. Baking at Gwen's tomorrow. Yes!!

2010-03-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

I haven't blogged for such a long time. I really love the holidays!! Being able to do what I like best at anytime of the day. So up till now, I have been to Tooty's house millions of times, went out with Tooty millions of times, been to my grandmother's house (I shall blog about my grandmother's house someday I guess), been to work, been watching shows, been Dota-ing with my favourite person on Earth!

Blogging is like keeping some form of diary. Helps you look back and think, doesn't it? Maybe I should start blogging more often. My memories are really so mixed up..

I have pictures but I'm lazy to upload them. Sorry too bad.

Everyone should play Dota :)

Hi Tooty I love you!! <3

I am so lazy..

2010-02-27T18:48:00.008+08:00

Overdue overdue..

I don't know which day of chinese new year this is. My brother looks relaxed here though haha.

Some stupid red eye that I tried to capture. I swear my eyeball was squishy.. You can see the vein no? Kind of disgusting right? Was heading over to Tooty's place to bai nian. He fell asleep while I was using his laptop. Then when I moved away from his bed, he woke up like minutes later. Idiot!! Headed over to airport to have dinner with his family. The atmosphere was really really awkward at first and it eased after sometime haha.

This is my Tooty who refuses to take photos with me because he says his hair is messy so I can take photos of his shirt if I want to. He says he can go be model. Heheh I am not really sure what we did or went on that day. Oh I remember we went to his house then came back out to Ehub to get sushi and bubbletea. I love eating. Now Tooty has cravings too heheh I'm so influential at times.

On the bus back home after going to Parkway for lunch and "work". We had Carl's Jr. I think I blogged about this before or didn't I? My memories are so mixed up right now because it happened quite some time ago. Tooty came just to take the bus there and back with me haha so nice right? Thanks dear dear!!

One fine morning after we both studied online together. We were webcamming for 5 hours plus. Went to Changi Village for breakfast at 0800. Yes I know we are crazy people. I copied him because he was wearing a white singlet so I decided to wear one too. I know I'm so gay right? But that's only because my boyfriend is so cute and he was choosing a shirt that will match my dress on some certain day when his parents treated me to Popeyes haha.

All the poly kids are free for now, 7 weeks of nothingness. No school, no projects, no test!!

Anyway school officially ended at 11am on Wednesday for me. All of them wanted Sakae Sushi super badly but I kept protesting because I had sushi two days in a row already. Sorry for being the bitch that I am and thanks for going to Swensen's instead girls. Had a long talk as usual and went to Vivian's house where Gwen, Sammy, Vivian and I were gambling for cheap thrills. I used their money to bet haha. I was like donate 10cents to meeeeeee!! Wanleng and Eleanor ended up sleeping while Kelly was using the laptop and Laury was watching tv. Emma left early. Eleanor tied our hair up in pretty braids and almost everyone had the same hairstyle. Forgot to take photos as usual..

Bowling with Gwen, Eleanor, Vivian, Kelly and Wanleng on Thursday. Started out at Ehub's bowling place. I totally sucked at it. The last time I went bowling was when I was in primary school. Probably early primary and I remembered that I was squatting on the floor then rolling the bowling ball hoping that it'll probably knock some pins down.

Took bus 5 and ended up at Salvation Army because we were so impromptu and our phones had no reception. We ran across half the road because we saw a bus 5 and we were so afraid Wanleng was on it. Went to Safra to see if it was cheaper over there but the Ehub bowling place was sooooooo much better.

They tried out some massage chair thing at Safra and we walked over to wait for Tooty to come meet us at the bus stop. It was such a long wait. We were all dying of thirst.. I felt kind of bad because I remembered that I said I would go collect his tyres and eat Carl's Jr with him after he ends his papers. He was so gloomy at first and I thought it was the wrong choice to ask him along. It turns out that he felt disappointed because he knew he'll fail the paper.. Went to Ikea for dinner. Tooty was telling me that he'll sacrifice the meal and cake for his tempura sushi haha.

Kind of felt isolated from the rest haha. But it wasn't that bad because there was still some communication! Walked around the whole of Ikea and Tooty was telling me that we should get our future furniture from Ikea because they're so colourful and so me haha. We saw some quilt cover set thingy and he wanted to get that for me, thing is I got no quilt lol. Okay ended up walking over to the bus stop before Ikea to take bus back. Tooty sent me all the way up to my floor, heheh thanks love love :)

Swimming with Tooty at his condo. He's so scared of the cold haha so I kept splashing water on him when he's all dried up. He would go sit at one corner of the pool and try to suntan while I float around on the other end where there is no sun. I refuse to get into the sun so he tried to pull me when I was floating and he made me float in the part of the pool that has sun. He made me bake in the sun so I think I'm darker now or am I? I hate sun!!

Went back to Tooty's place and cuddled up till around 1330 and we left for Tamp1's Carl Jr. Got a burger and beef chilli cheese fries that Tooty was craving for. He gave me all the beef in the fries and I had to force him to eat some. Tooty fetched me home soon and I watched my dramas happily for the rest of the day while Tooty was helping out with his cousin's birthday celebration thingy that took place at his condo.

Only good kids deserved to get rewarded. Sorry that I screwed up yet again.

Went to Tooty's house on Monday because his friend cancelled on him at the last minute and he called me at 0700 hoping that I'll pick up and roll over. We were supposed to go swimming but I decided that we'll just slack around instead haha. Century Square for Pepper Lunch. Tooty and I really do have telepathy. Just as I was thinking of having Pepper Lunch for lunch then he asked me if I wanted Pepper Lunch. And I was thinking of Slurpee because the weather is fucking hot then he was like you want Slurpee dear? I kept telling him to stop stealing my lines lol.

My brother made strawberry coffins. I named them I think. Cause it looks like the strawberry is in a coffin doesn't it? Oh well he was telling me to blog about this I don't know why too..

Tooty's house again haha. We were supposed to plan what to do on Thursday and we failed yet again because we ended up sleeping and lazing around. Tooty's leg looks like a recorder now because he has so many holes on it. Went out to Macdonalds to eat. Did I mention that you don't have to bring your books along to renew your loan?

2010-02-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

So how is everyone feeling right now? I don't know about you but I can say that I am not at all stressed now. Tomorrow's the paper. Then the next on the day after. All I'm feeling is that "YES!! IT'S GONNA BE OVER!!" and Tooty says: Stupid girlfriend, your papers haven't even started.

Anyway I stubbed my toe twice on the same kind of bump while trying to rush to the bus stop. I was trying to get there before the bus that Tooty is on comes so that I can scare him. Ended up looking at the road and tripping on the bump twice on the same toe. So now my toe is like aching. Plus I didn't get to scare Tooty because he already realised that I was hiding there when the bus pulled into the stop. Stop laughing now!!

Ehub to satisfy our sushi craving haha. Okay more of like to sastify my Tooty's fried tempura sushi craving.

EVERYONE STUDY HARD FOR TOMORROW'S PAPER!! GOODLUCK :)

Pictures another day, I'm sorry.

2010-02-20T01:15:00.003+08:00

Did not touch my blog for days. I was just too lazy to type.. Yes I was too lazy to even move my fingers. I guess this explains why I'm this size now..

Okay I can't remember what exactly happened and all in the past I don't know how many days, I know the Valentine's Day post doesn't count.. Time flies doesn't it?

Tooty's house at around 0900. We lazed around together till around 1030 and took a bath. I was like putting on my make up and everything while the water for the noodles boiled. Tooty was feeding me bread because he knows that I'm hungry haha. Cooked the korea kimchi maggie mee that comes from china for Tooty haha. I'm so sorry love love because that's the only thing I know how to cook at the moment! I promise I will learn how to cook and cook a proper meal for you one day. Wait for me okay dear! Had our very delicious noodles and Tooty sent me to Simei. Heheh thanks Tooty!! He went home to study then ride after that. A typical Tooty right?

By the way, my Tooty has so many wounds on him. Scars, blood bubbles, forever bleeding cuts and everything. Poor Tooty dear.. I know I'm not the type to whine and complain because I support him in riding. Not that I don't bother about him okay!! Sometimes I will feel sad for him haha but I know he's very happy riding so I guess there's no need to emo over it :)

Caught Valentine's Day with my H12 girls today. The movie wasn't too bad, but guess what? There was a freaking lion dance at the ticketing area of the cinema and I swear that I'm even more deaf now. I hate lion dances.. Hate the gongs and cymbals more than anything. Okay I don't know if there's any difference between that two.

Bought Enoki mushrooms and headed over to Gwen's place where Eleanor said Happy Birthday instead of Happy New Year to Gwen's mum haha. We started to feast on the steamboat almost immediately because all of us were starving. There was some silence but that's because everyone was too busy eating to even talk. Started to talk when everyone's stomach was pretty filled haha. Gwen had this mini flea where she was selling her clothes for $5 each haha. Bought some dress from her.

Blackjacked with some people after that. I swear that Sammy won alot of $$ from us then she kept saying that her luck will change tomorrow haha. Emma banluck and banban quite some times. I don't think I have luck today too. I don't know what's wrong with me this year >:(

Home at around 12. We missed the last bus and had to cab home. Luckily there was three people haha. Had this "WHAT AM I GOING TO DO AFTER POLY" talk with Wanleng and Kelly, it freaked me out totally. Quite stressed now because I know that my GPA will confirm be even worse this semester. What to do. I'm so screwed.

2010-02-14T11:27:00.003+08:00

For the guy who

would shield me from the sun with whatever
would buy me lunch and send it to my doorstep
is always concerned about whether i'm happy or hungry
give me random calls throughout the day
says he loves me more than 15 times a day
values me over anything else
would buy me my favourite food
would spend money on me when he's not that rich
copies me just because he likes it
would wait to call me
would let me hide in his shadow
fetch me to and from my block
would let me have his jacket even when he's feeling cold himself

I know there's still alot more that this guy does for me. But I guess it's too much to list out haha.

I love you Tooty!! Happy Valentine's and thanks for the card and rose :)

Hi Tooty!!

2010-02-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

Ever wonder how people count the specific days that they have been together with a particular person? Fret not, there are count up counters that let you count the hours, minutes and seconds. I can even get the time I got together with Tooty because he posted a post on his blog back then haha. Okay I met up with Tooty for awhile today because he bought me and my brother lunch :) OMG I HAVENT PAID HIM YET!! I think I'm like taking it for granted that he always pays then I forget all about paying him..

Anyway there's GTT test and Commfuckingskills interview tomorrow then I'm done with all the assessments and craps. I can't wait!! Think I'll screw both up but I can't be bothered anymore. It's the last lap. Just chill and relax people!!

Oh fuck I have to wash my presentation clothes.. NOOOOOOOOO!!

Tooty ♥♥♥♥

2010-02-04T00:09:00.010+08:00

Happy 4 Monthsary Tooty dear!! ♥ It's amazing how 4 months just crept by like that without us knowing. I know you were saying huh we haven't 3 months yet ah when it was our 2nd month and now it's our 4 month together already.

Remember that we first took photos together on my laptop's webcam? It was the day before our 1st month together. You were so reluctant back then haha. And I had to tell you why I wanted the photos for before you would take them with me. Stupid boyfriend!! ♥

This is our second time taking photos together, with my laptop's webcam yet again. But this time, you were less reluctant and you had fun with all that teddy bear and Mona Lisa thingy going on haha. We took alot of freaky warped photos but I knew that you my dear enjoyed yourself because you were laughing and smiling throughout and you wanted to be in the screen ♥

I remember on how easy it then became to get you to take photos with me haha. I just had to stick you in the webcam viewer and you would smile. Super cute!! ♥

You don't run away from the camera even when you know I'm secretly snapping a photo thus your ahbeng face haha.

And then you would proceed to snatch the camera away from me because you say I always cut people out haha.
And how you would bend all the way down because I'm so short haha ♥

And let me do stupid things like putting a bow on your head just because I feel like it ♥

We then went on to eat our favourite food together, chalet together, camp together, swim together and everything else under the sun together. I just want to say thank you for always remembering what you said, always giving me random calls every day whenever you feel like it, for being my everything. I will always love you and stay true to you ♥

I love you Tooty and nothing will ever change my love for you ♥

It's funny how time flies when I'm with you.

You said that our anniversary was no different from any other days because we still do the same things and say the same stuff and I totally agree with you. So we are practically celebrating our daysaries together haha. Today is just another day in our Tooty journey haha. It's not as if we would be sweeter to each other or nicer because we don't ever fight. I'm actually smiling as I type this, gay or what I don't know. I only know that I'm a happy girl :)

Decent job introductions anyone?

2010-02-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

Those on top of my head are flies FYI.

This is what I'm doing at the moment. Rotting at home. I hate rotting at home. I know I used to love rotting at home so much. To just sleep my days away or do nothing at all. But as of now, I don't want to be that lazy anymore. I want to go and work and earn some money or something like that. I don't want to keep taking money from my mummy though she will give me even if I don't ask at random times since she doesn't give me pocket money anymore.

I posted an advertisement online and 50% of the people asking me for my resume are from decent companies but is all those flyer distribution like what $6/hour then I don't like giving out flyers because I hate rejection more than anything else in this world.

You might ask what about the other 50%? 45% is personal requests from people asking me to work for those kind of accompanying jobs. Like you accompany them then they pay you hourly rate of $30-$50. There's even this person telling me that he will provide generous financial support if I watch movie or dine with him once every week.

Sounds tempting doesn't it? But there is no easy money in this world. I rather take on my cousin's assignment and go to work but it's so hard to find a job. So just introduce me to new jobs if you have any. Thank you.

By the way, I did nothing but to watch Cruel Temptation today. What a waste of time. I didn't study for BCS or Commfuckingskills or memorise my japanese script. Oh no..

TweetDeck for you?

2010-01-31T21:45:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, I like this gadget very much haha. It's like ease of access like what Vivian said. Oh well I'm like playing around with it and I'm bored now so I shall go back to reading all those illuminati symbolism stuff. Like Lady Gaga's music videos, Rihanna, Kerli's Walking On Air and all that stuff. Even Alice in Wonderland, Wizard of Oz is also part of mind control and satanism.. It's really freaky but it catches my attention at the same time.

My Tooty is a super cute Tooty and I miss him alot already though I saw him just this afternoon. He looks so much younger now though he thinks he looks the same haha. I love you Tooty dear :)

Nom nom, is your life eaten away by school work too?

2010-01-30T22:23:00.009+08:00

Reached school at 0930 in the morning to finish up BCS. But I ended up doing GTT instead and only Vivian was doing up the BCS for all of us. She's seriously the best ever haha. Oh well GTT is not really done yet so I guess I have to stay up late tonight :(

Met up with Tooty at Tampines1 because he wanted to cut his hair. Got lunch from Pepper Lunch at Century square first and we bought double unagi and double beef set meals, both with cheese haha. Then Tooty got a free egg and free extra rice haha he was really grinning away at that time. Went to some shop at Tampines 1 for Tooty's haircut and ended up at Century Square's Hair Inn after 1 hour because that shop at Tampines 1 was fully booked wtf and we waited somemore.. Oh well Tooty looks more like a little boy now cause his hair is shorter but it's still long haha. Wait for his new hair if you see him in real life haha.

The sun is too bright thus our faces haha.

Tooty's house up next where he helped me with GTT for abit and we just slacked around, ate abit of dinner

Tooty made me wear his riding helmet and he was like I wanna take a photo!!

Then he wanted a few more photos so I was like eff!!

I made him wear it too since he's selling it away so he should get some photos to remember it by and he was rather reluctant because he has many photos of him with the helmet haha.

But look, here's a happy Tooty :)

And his parents sent me to Simei's 18Chef where I met up with the 8aypokks. He was like dear dear!! Then he kissed me and his mum was like saying no kissing at the bus stop haha. And she says no kissing on the lips and we just did so she's like why are you two so intimate. Oh well lucky it's only Tooty getting to hear all that haha.

There's two missing today but I think attendance was great haha. Ate onion rings there and went off to Tampines1 again. I know right!! Tooty dear was there too but I didn't see him, not fated haha. Walked around aimlessly but talked quite abit so it was still pretty enjoyable.For now I'll let pictures do the talking because I have to go and bathe and do GTT soon. Projects, presentations and tests are taking over my life. Plus I got work tomorrow at Toa Payoh. Come visit me okay :)

I don't know what's with my face but yeah this is the only proper small group shot.

I like this photo alot actually haha.
I don't know what I'm doing. Stupid burst mode that I set accidentally haha.

I personally like the shot above haha.

Some multihand buddha fail haha.

The writing of cards since the surprise for Guiyue failed haha.

Recap recap!!

2010-01-29T23:51:00.004+08:00

I haven't been updating for five days. During these five days alot of stuff happened but I can't really remember them at all.. Sorry for the bad english if any. Did this up in a hurry. Leave me alone for this once okay!!

I only remember that I went to cut my hair on monday at Far East Plaza with my mummy and had the wanton mee there. I cut like 5/8 of my hair away, more of my hair was on the floor in a mountain rather than on my head. I felt like I was balding and that I had very little hair. Can you see how many locks were chopped away!! Anyway nobody could tell that I cut my hair so I guess its fine cause that's the way I want it.

Went back to school on tuesday for lecture and SSM talk. Met up with Tooty finally after what seems like forever. Had lunch at Macdonalds with his classmate and wasted a trip to the Polyclinic at Pasir Ris. If you ever visit the Polyclinic there, don't ever let the doctor by the name of Christoper Chang diagnose your illness. He's fucking weird and sissy at the same time, doesn't it creep you out? Went to Novena with my H12 Family and our butts did burn on the 45 minute bus ride to Toa Payoh. Burger King for dinner and I realised that I kind of like mushroom swiss after all. Went to Cotton On then Udders after that for icecream!! Had some heart to heart talk. I always love talking to this bunch of people :)

My failed attempt at getting a shot of my feather earringsVivian helped me take this picture, guess what when I showed him this photo Tooty says that he did ask me to get feather earrings before but I refused haha.

Went to find Tooty after school on Wednesday and stayed with him till we went to get dinner at Whitesands. Yay I like the Japanese food from the Level 4 Foodcourt very much haha. Thanks Tooty dear for the treat :)

There was no Econs on Thursday cause there's no presentation. Went over with the H12 girls to eat Macdonalds breakfast. Decided not to get Big Breakfast cause you can save more by not buying egg and hashbrown haha. Went back to school to sit around with family till our CDS. Japanese test kind of sucked.. Went to find Tooty again for awhile after school. And he claims that the pebbles were screaming: "Get the fuck off me" because I stepped on them, stupid boyfriend!!

Took 39 then changed to bus 8 but the whole journey to school took me 40minutes, WTF right? Anyway my stupid Tooty bought me sandwich for breakfast but didn't tell me and only wanted to give it to me when I see him before school which I didn't so he shared it with Redhead haha. Okay then I was in BCS lab chionging BCS group project and feeling irritated because the pictures won't load on other computers. Finally solved the problem and went to Mensa with the girls. They ate lunch while I waited for Tooty to end lessons. Skipped Commfuckingskills to go eat the Yuki Yaki buffet with Tooty at Marina Square.

I am number one at cutting other people out.
Tooty didn't cut either of us out but he was taking the photo from the down to up angle!! This is what happens when you add too much butter.
Icecream making!! This is Tooty's attempt at yam icecream. Sorry about the lack of pictures of normal looking icecream because we ate those up. Tried all the flavours like green tea, rum and raisin, tiramisu, raspberry, passionfruit, peppermint and chocolate. Didn't try durian because Tooty doesn't like durian stuff except durian puffs haha. Think that's all the flavours haha.By the way coming up are some photos of creativity icecream, maybe I could do this as a living one day haha.
Decided that the icecream us was too far apart and moved them closer haha. Anyway we ate each other up haha. I chopped off his hair and showed him how he would look like when he's in NS haha.

Walked around after that. We are always dragging each other along to make each other trip then end up looking like drunkards cause we keep playing around nonstop. The clothes at Fourskin was quite nice and Tooty's considering getting them if he doesn't see any nicer ones. I like the material though!! Went to Suntec City to see if there are any more clothes there. Walked around alot and took bus 36 back. Changed to bus 53 at Changi Airport. The whole journey took more than 2 hours. I don't know what's up with me and buses!!

Doesn't it pain your heart?

2010-01-24T23:22:00.003+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=104786470334

Go to the above link to read about Junko Furuta. I shan't say anything more about it because it evokes too much feelings.

I can't get started on projects because I'm so easily sidetracked. Maybe I'll do them all at one shot when I'm with the girls on tuesday :)

Buffet anyone?

2010-01-23T00:43:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone. I came across this during research for projects. Yes I know it is just another excuse to get fat haha. But the reviews for Yuki Yaki were pretty okay. It's probably something like a cheaper version of Seoul Garden. I mean you would have to try it yourself to know what it is like. Does steamboat and D.I.Y. cold pan fried ice cream sound appealing to you? If you don't mind smelling like teppanyaki that is.

Tooty and I have this one buffet a month idea. I know we're both gonna grow super duper fat one day. But I guess buffets are good for wasting time and spending quality time at the same time. Ironic, isn't it?

Anyway I'm really bored right now. Wanted to do GTT or BCS but both seems so complicated. Shall get started on it soon.

Was sick yesterday and today. Tooty fetched me to the polyclinic. He ponned school for that and he had to pay $9 for MC just because he's 18 now haha. He was like "WTF, my birthday was yesterday" We went to have some chwee kueh while Tooty had his lunch haha. Home after that and slept till this morning's 1100. Okay that's all for now.

2010-01-20T22:35:00.007+08:00

Today is Tooty's birthday!

I went to school early for Commfuckingskills meeting which was really unproductive. It ended in the time that I took to eat my glutinous rice haha. Went over to meet up with Wanleng and Vivian who were waiting for their Commfuckingskills meeting. Some people are really really inconsiderate. I mean even if you don't think about the project, think of how your group mates will feel. Anyway as I'm typing this, I keep feeling as if there is a blister on my thumb or something like that.

Sammy Lim is damn nice to me today, she waited with me for Tooty's class to end when she could have left early. Thank you number 4!! Tooty said WTF to me when he saw me because he was expecting me to be sleeping at home. Sometimes I think that my boyfriend is really gullible because he believes everything I say haha. I deliberately never reply to his text and everything haha.

Back to Tooty's house to put the brownie and present. His dad was asking him why I don't want to enter the house and he was like oh she lazy to take out her sandals which was exactly what I told Tooty. Stupid boyfriend!! The weather was so hot when we left that we were both sweating and hoping to get onto the bus so there will be air con.

Ate at Simei's Long John Silver and Tooty treated me again though it was his birthday. I know right, poor Tooty birthday also no privilege haha. Left for Marina Barrage and we reached there at around 1700.

That's Tooty saying ewww to whatever face I was making. He says ewww dear alot to me.

I don't know why he gave this face so we decided to give it another shot in the next picture together.

Act cute much?

How dare you pout huh dear!!

I cut myself out 70% of the times, guess I love Tooty more than myself haha.

That's Tooty trying to fit into my sandals cause he saw how huge his slippers were on me.

Look at Tooty's hair all mashed up on the mat haha!!

I seriously don't know what happened because time really flew today and we sat around for abit and left for home around 1800+ because I was sick. Loser much right? I was telling Tooty that I wanted ice cream and he got us ice cream from the shop beneath my block. We went up to sit around and eat our ice cream. Home at 2100.

Words can never tell you what I feel about you because it cannot be describe by them. You have been my happy pill for the past 3 months plus and I know you will continue to be.

Happy pill :)

2010-01-19T23:08:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be my Tooty dear's birthday tomorrow which is coming soon in like what 50minutes? So here's Happy Birthday in advance because I know that I will be too lazy to update until I'm back tomorrow.

Happy 18 Birthday stupid after NS lookalike black ahbeng rocker sheep boyfriend though you look like you're 20+!!

I know he will confirm kill me after seeing that haha. Maybe Tooty really looks matured while I look like some kid. But it's not my fault right!

Anyway I'm done with MicroEcons and Commfuckingskills reflective journal. I cheated for the journal, I put Times New Roman 12 and then double line plus some more lines inbetween each paragraph haha. I know I'm such a lazy bum but it's to make it look like I did alot of work when its all spaces. Besides wide white spaces make it easier for reading right!!

Just had honeydew and a banana. Tooty says he thinks I'm really serious about losing weight haha. But thats just because I'm really fat now and I hate that. I guess being too happy makes you really fat. Oh well thats the consequences of having nothing to worry about. Because even if I had something to worry about, Tooty would be there worrrying about it with me haha.

In the wee hours of the night, you tend to look back.

2010-01-19T01:44:00.005+08:00

I know my rainbow isn't exactly all that pretty and it is in fact really really ugly but let me take the chance to say that behind every beautiful rainbow, there's a thunderstorm. I always used to say this phrase every now and then because I believe that every sad thing that happens to you will get you something good in return.

Everyone knows how much my Tooty dotes on, cares for, pampers and loves me. I always say that he owes me in his previous life, that's why we are together again so he can repay his debts. Because we still have unfinished business with each other. He always says that I'm lazy, unreasonable, irritating and stupid but that's the way he loves me. Because that's who I am from the start and that he loves me for being me.

Back to the rainbow story. Tooty and I went through alot to get here. To be what we are today. To be termed as us. We used to have countless of fights every single day. We used to get so angry with each other. We used to suspect each other. We had alot of misunderstandings. But now, we are what we are today. Without fights, and only love. This time round I will never let anyone get in our way.

Sometimes its amazing how the same person could play different roles in your life at different times. I love you dear ♥

I'll always be your bestfriend :)

2010-01-18T22:34:00.005+08:00

I'm finally done with Commskills peer teaching. I don't care what happens. If she really hates me and my work so be it. I still have other work to be done. I can't be doing Commskills the whole night right? OB presentation was really light hearted today.

Tooty kept checking whether I did my work so I finally did Commskills haha. He wanted to send me to the busstop after my presentation, so nice right? It didn't happen because I chionged there with Gwen and Linghui. We just wanted to go home badly. Though it's just a less than five minute walk but I appreciate the thought.

Oh well my bestfriend is really really cute.

Shall tell you why. Vivian sent me a message saying:

Best message of the week, just read this and understand. They love you but they are not your lover. They care for you but they are not from your family. They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation. They are FRIENDS. True friend scolds like a dad, cares like a mum, teases like a sister, irritates like a brother and finally loves you more than a lover. Do you know the relation between your two eyes? They blink together, move together, cry together, see things together and sleep together. Though they never see each other, friendship should just be like that. Life is hell without friends.

I forwarded the above message to her and this below is what I got:

To my best friend, Best message of the best week you must read all of this and understand. I love you but I am not your lover. I care for you and integrated myself into your family. I'm ready to share your pain but will never let you feel sad by my problems because I want to protect the smile on your face. I'm not in your blood relation but I'm BEST FRIEND. A young but naggy true friend that nags like your dad, cares about your room like your mum, tease you like what I always do and get my payback from you and finally love you more than all your boyfriends because its a genuine and sincere love for a friendship that expects no returns. Do you know the relation between our two eyes? Don't blink, move, cry, see things and sleep together, instead we compliment each other. Friendship should just be like that. Life is best with BFF, thanks for being here.

Isn't she the sweetest friend ever? She customised the message to fit our situation!! By the way, my bestfriend is Siewchen!

This is us a year back.

On a random note, Hi My Sweetheart Ep12 is out so I'm watching it now haha. And and I don't know which idiot keeps requesting to change my windows live password so they keep sending me emails. Ah stop it thank you!

A pictures speak a thousand words, don't they?

2010-01-17T22:18:00.009+08:00

This is for thursday when we were playing around outside the library while waiting for CDS to start. Thursday was a really boring day as I can recall with the endless stomach aches. Got back Japanese test results. I was at the lower end of the whole cohort but I don't really care because I really dislike Japanese.. Sammy said my blog is filled with Tooty's face so here is hers haha.

This is for yesterday when I went camping with Tooty dear. He came and picked me up and we went to Whitesands to buy some bread, drinks and snacks haha. Went back to our old camping site. Took some photos of our tent because we were going to throw it away. As you can see, the seams were all ripped and the tent was almost collasping with broken frames and all. That's Tooty in the tent holding his can of Pringles, caught in the act huh dear? He just doesn't want to be in the picture but I managed to snap him when he was trying to hide in the corners haha.

Tooty came to pick me up as usual for today and off to Bugis we went to get my presentation heels. My heels are patent but I can't be bothered anymore haha. We bought mineral water at the ValueDollar shop instead of sweet drinks. My dieting plan is starting from now on. I am seriously too fat. Too too fat. Got fried chicken anyway, what happened to dieting I don't really know haha. Walked around trying to find Tooty's new year clothes and we decided to go to VivoCity haha.

Got Tooty's favourite tempura sushi from Cold storage and went to sit around outside. He looks like some ahbeng kid right? Daiso to get Caramel Corn then settled down at the rooftop to slack for awhile before we went back in to look at Tooty's clothes. Dear really does make himself at home haha. He got a blue T-shirt from Pull&Bear, oh well he finally has some colour in his black and white life. Tooty dear was even thinking about getting pink haha but he was too scared that he doesn't dare to wear it to school. Went back to Whitesands after that to get Ramli Burger, Takoyaki balls and tea leaf eggs. They taste normal, not as nice as last time one. So we were not full at all and I really wanted Subway and we had Subway. What happened to dieting right?!!

Tooty keeps telling me that we'll have this and that in our house so now I can't wait to get our house haha. He even said he'll give up his commando dream because commandos don't get to go home often and he wants to be with me always so he's giving that up haha.

I have so so so much to do.
OB presentation.
Commfuckingskills peer teaching.
MicroEcons news article.
MicroEcons group project.
GTT attractions.
BCS Restaurants.
What else?!

You'll always be in my heart ♥

2010-01-13T22:10:00.005+08:00

You might wonder what this is and well it's fried banana. It is really really delicious :)

This is my failed attempt at a photo because Tooty is too tall for me or rather I'm too short haha. I think I was tiptoeing in this photo but I still fail badly hahaha.

Tooty bent down alot cause he wanted to be in the photo properly instead of being cut off haha. I was telling him to not bend so much and he's like I want to be in the photo!!

Can see our shadows right?! Can right!! Oh well if you look carefully.

Had Commfuckingskills at noon and she was really demanding. The whole thing was just really weird and I didn't even feel like talking. Maybe she thinks that I'm better than writing than communicating orally but its just that I don't like talking infront of her. Shitley just really has this freaky aura.

Slacked around in the lab after Commfuckingskills while waiting for GTT online to start. The rest of my family came and we started delegating work and doing different projects at the same time for each other and with each other. Guess we really do look out for everyone in the group and help each other out. It would be really weird when next semester starts and I won't be with them anymore.

Got some food at Bizpark before taking 15 to Pasir Ris MRT with Gwen. Met up with Tooty. So we went to Changi Village today because the pasar malam at Pasir Ris MRT wasn't ready. Got ourselves Nasi Lemak, fried banana and coconut water and went to sit around the BBQ pits by the beach to eat. And if you're wondering why we didn't eat at the hawker centre, it's because I didn't want my hair to smell like hawker centre haha. Went to sit around by the beach after that. Then got ourselves some fried carrot cake. I found out another function that Tooty has which is to be my tissue paper haha. Ate then Tooty brought me home.

Tooty always treats me to everything nowadays. Sometimes I really wonder if I'm draining all his money but he says it's okay because we spend on food and he doesn't mind spending on food. Oh well thank you Tooty!!

Bought the Garlic Bread snack thing for mama and I will remember to bring the popcorn for my No.1 and No.4 haha. Hi Gwen, hope your head isn't spinning after visiting my blog due to the black background and white text haha.

2010-01-13T00:12:00.004+08:00

Okay this is the very yummy chocolate my mum bought from I-don't-know-where. The label says Witor's Bianco Cuore con cereali. Anyway stop looking at my pyjamas will you? It's my only pyjamas, not the long kind though. Now for new updates of my project deadlines. I need more reminders. Really. So for now I'm a free girl. No more rushing of projects and forgetting to do projects.

OB presentation on next monday. Commfuckingskills research by next tuesday. MicroEcons by next thursday. GTT by next next friday.
Anything else? Please tell me if there is.

I keep getting bitten by mosquitoes, so much so that I wanna bite them back if possible.

Tooty dear is addicted to the flying dog application on facebook. He says that for every sentence he types, he will go blast the dog once. Oh well what a tooty haha.

Count your blessings;

2010-01-12T20:44:00.007+08:00

I snapped a picture secretly when he was using the computer and guess he does look like an ahbeng haha.

Poor dear in an awkward position, guess I'm too short. It's alot easier to get a picture because he would come into the camera instead of me trying to snap a photo of him haha.

Met up with Tooty at Tampines for lunch because I was late again so he took the bus to Tampines to meet me, we had Carl's JR and Tooty dumbdumb poured alot of sugar syrup into the ice lemon tea so it ended up like syrup water which was really really sweet. Tooty would drink the drink, then kiss me and ask if he's really sweet. When I told him that he's really cute, he said and really sweet too. We had alot of fun getting people to try the drink because we wanted to see their reaction haha.

Went back to school to do Commfuckingskills with my group minus Sammy. It went pretty okay and I was rather happy till I realised that I didn't do my GTT blog critique. I panicked and mailed her and was doing it halfway till she said that the submission will not be graded. Oh well there goes 10percent. Trust myself to let 10percent go. What a joke I am sometimes. I should really get started on work soon. There's the OB article due tomorrow. Good luck to everyone who's rushing their projects :)

It's a small world after all. Everyone's connected in their own way. I kind of hate this sometimes. It makes you seem like you stalk people when you don't. Oh well just give it up. I hate connections.

Tooty fetched me home and he was late for his training. Sometimes we just take things for granted, and I don't want to do this. So dear I just want to thank you for taking the extra time to bring me home though I could have gone home by myself because it's only a 15 minutes bus ride. I love you Tooty ♥

Thank you Tooty love love for the camera :)

2010-01-12T00:27:00.012+08:00

Here are the overdue photos haha. I only took like 16photos there and only like 3 has my face in it. I am totally not a camwhore okay. Anyway I never liked that word, who likes to call themselves whore? Not me.

This is my favourite Garlic Bread snack thing that Tooty introduced me to. The air inside expanded. Oops, sorry my bad for bringing it up to Genting.

My extremely messy inside of my bag.

The place is not on fire, it's just the mist. Yes I got a photo of it.

When we were on the cable car.

Isn't the landscape beautiful? I wish we had mountains of trees like that in Singapore like in Avatar haha.

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Okay end of photos for now because I took the rest when we were packing up haha. Got my ass back in Singapore today. I miss the weather in Genting though I keep having flu. But I love Singapore because back here I have the people and things I'm familar with. Even Tooty was happy because he was waiting to call me and he even sent me a text saying that he was happy because he finally got to hear my voice after three days, so cute right?

I taught Tooty how to do this and he kept doing it till his fingers became retarded and they made odd shapes that looked abit like a heart. I print screened it secretly haha. He's really so cute. I love you dear. I really do, see you tomorrow for lunch Tooty love love ♥

Just keep smiling :)

2010-01-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

Am webcamming with Tooty love love right now, and this is what is happening.

huiyi says:
*i see your face then i will smile one haha
*okay love love
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*i also right!
huiyi says:
*so its like i cant stop smiling
*haha
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*i see you smile then i also wanna smile!
*effffffffff
*but its good to smile!
huiyi says:
*yay its a smiley cycle!!
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*uh huh!!
*okokok we should stop
huiyi says:
*i look super retarded now cause got people looking at me
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*i think everyone will think we're retarded right
*haha
*LOL!!
*can tell
huiyi says:
*i know right
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*so cute!!!
huiyi says:
*but i cant help myself you know
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*okok stop smiling!!
*then i wont smile =P
*EFFFF!
*hiding doesnt help dear!
huiyi says:
*its like i cant stop
*but im trying
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*effff!!!
*shit you make me cant stop also!

So when I smiled again..

Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*uh huh!
*stop it!!!
*oh shit
huiyi says:
*you stop it!!
Personally it's not God I dislike, It's his fan club I can't stand. says:
*the cycle repeating
*efff
*ok stop looking at me!
*control
*effff
*stop it!!

Anyway about today. Woke up early in the morning to cable car down to the bus station and we missed a bus because we were too slow. Fell asleep on the bus haha too tired I think. Ate some RM55 durian along the way to Times Square. Didn't get to catch AVATAR 3D because the tickets were sold out, fff! Caught Old Dogs instead. It was a g-o-o-d show, okay wait more of funny. The people in the cinema were roaring away. The shopping centre was huge built with a indoor theme park and it is 11 storeys high. But all the shops were selling the same stuff all over and my mum kept complaining that I keep buying dresses so I only bought one. And she kept saying that I was an ahlian. Oh well time flew and it was time to go back to the hotel haha. Had the Zinger Tower burger at KFC and it was really nice. Too bad they don't sell that back in Singapore.

I hate how the whole of Genting is filled with secondhand smoke, it's as if I'm gonna have a sore throat or something soon. I only breathe fresh air in the hotel okay wtf.

Stupid Tooty kept asking me if I wear my ring haha. And he'll be like eh dear I see our ring!! Of course I'll wear it right, I hardly take it off nowadays. Even when I bath I leave it on. It's a wonder how I can get used to the presence of the ring when I used to feel that it was so awkward. Now it feels kind of uneasy when I don't wear it. Guess some stuff just grows on you ♥

I don't ever wanna go to Genting again!!

2010-01-09T23:40:00.003+08:00

Reached Genting around 0450. It was fucking freezing cold and water droplets condensed on us everywhere. Took a photo of the misty place haha. Shall post it up another day when I have both the camera and internet haha. We were waiting outside Starbucks because you cannot sit on the chairs in the lobby or sleep in the lobby. Yes I know right? What is the lobby for then? Had to wait till 1200 to get a hotel room. The wait is really horrible. Isn't it funny how time crawls when you're waiting for something to happen? It's as if it knows that you want it to come badly therefore it goes slower. Slept till 1800 once we got a room. Had dinner in the room and went out to walk around. I kept eating. I think I'm gonna hit 50kj soon, wtf.

Tomorrow's shopping day at KL. Gonna cable car down. I'm feeling so drained.

Am webcamming with Tooty at the moment. I miss him haha. I know right, it has only been one day. But we're sticky tootys what!! Tooty + Being able to see Tooty = Happy face :)

Maybe I should start doing my work haha. I don't know why the hell I'm at Genting when I have so much work to be done next week. But I didn't bring the freaking books so how am I gonna start work. Guess I'll do mine on tuesday when there's no school haha. I think I can chiong my projects, hope it'll be quality work though it certainly won't be quantity work.

To be done:
OB article by wednesday
2 MicroEcons articles by thursday
GTT attractions by next next friday
Jap? I don't care and don't know.

2010-01-09T21:20:00.001+08:00

Tooty! <3

Together forever

2010-01-08T19:35:00.004+08:00

My favourite bottled drink in the world except that it has water instead of coke now.

Met up with Tooty after Commfuckingskills today. Oh by the way Commfuckingskills went well for once, she didn't flare up for nothing this time round. I like Dreamweaver lessons somehow, maybe I'm really gay or just that I like customising my own stuff. But the teacher, i-don't-know-what-her-name-is, teaches really slowly haha.

Tooty passed me his other camera today. He passed me one yesterday but it didn't work because it apparently has some defect. So he passed me the one his dad bought this year or so. We just tried taking random photos of each other and the above are one of the more normal ones haha. The rest are really funny. I like cameras but I prefer taking photos of places or objects haha.

Met Tooty's mum at Whitesands and she was asking me whether he eats vegetables and drinks water and that I must tell him to eat more vegetables and drink water and no Macdonalds and stuff like that. When Tooty heard no Macdonalds, he was like fff cause he just had Macdonalds haha. She also said to go over to their place when I'm free. Guess she's the first mum who doesn't hate me at all, thank goodness for that!!

I cut my nails really short, they are now as short as Tooty's nails (aka no nails) in the first picture. Oh well I just wanted to see if my skin will tear less this way. So now I have short pink nails and I don't have to repaint them cause the chipped parts all got chopped off haha, maybe I cut them short because I'm so lazy. Off to genting in a few hours. I am really tired now.

Some other people's clique chalet

2010-01-08T09:51:00.004+08:00

So about yesterday? I was too lazy to get out of bed for MicroEcons haha sorry Neetat, not like you'll ever see this anyway. Was too tired because I kept waking up in the middle of the night for god-knows-what reasons. Even woke up to give Tooty a morning call at 0730 haha. Then I went back to sleep and I couldn't get out of bed.

Tooty came to pick me up after his classes and I woke up at 1145. We rushed to Ehub where we got Tooty's favourite Tempura Sushi and tickets for Fourth Kind. The movie really sucks though Tooty doesn't think it does. He kept telling me about abduction after that. Don't ever watch the movie or you'll waste your six bucks haha. Went to the arcade for abit to spend the money in my TAPZ card. Played around till we got bored of it. Found out that we both suck at arcade games.

Met up with Hexian and his class clique plus Roy. Saw many AHS people at Ehub like Wenxin, Cheryl, Yeap, Jem and so much more. Oh well guess it's a weird gathering of sorts. Like everyone was there. Bought the BBQ food and they were really unplanned, everything was last minute and all. Hexian passed the chalet keys to Tooty and we were both like WTF because we don't even know the rest that we were supposed to go with. So anyway, we just went to their chalet and hung out for abit. Wanted to go to the beach but it was drizzling then it started to rain. Met Lisa then she wanted Tooty to buy cigarettes for her and he did. Who ask him to look so old!!

I think people are really scared of seeing me and Tooty because it's as if we come as a pair. We are together everywhere. Now we're known as Huiyi and Stefan or Stefan and Huiyi. Yeah either way works huh?

We had the BBQ and Tooty helped abit while I didn't, just sat around and ate their food. I know right, I'm a typical girl who's lazy and all. Hexian's friends were not that bad but I found them not really interesting. Maybe it's because we don't really know them but they're all quite friendly. Met some of the guys from Tooty's old class and he talked to them for awhile and came back to me. I was like telling him that he only meets his friends once in a while and that we see each other everyday so he should go talk to them and he was like why are you chasing me away, I want to talk to you. Then he went on to play Bomberman on my psp. Stupid right?

BCS right now. I am just typing to keep awake because it's really so boring as she's going at such a slow slow slow pace. WOLS you know? This is such a stupid joke that I can't even laugh at it. Ah well I'm sick of typing and I bet everyone is sick of reading haha. All words and no pictures today. See you.

In a perfect world

2010-01-06T15:47:00.002+08:00

Am at Whitesands library with Tooty love love now. Yes I know we're always together haha. He's reading his bike magazines, what else right? I guess I got him out of his camera shy disease haha because it's so much easier to get him to take photos with me now! Waiting for GTT to start, I don't even know if it's really online haha. I don't really care though.

Project over at Gwen's yesterday. We just delegated the work and all was done in less than an hour. More of slacking around and laughing at random stuff. And they cannot stop bitching on facebook haha. We reached at 1300 after buying food and waiting for Wanleng haha. Ate till around 1500 for me and the rest were already baking when I was eating. They kept complaining that I don't do anything but they also can't stop volunteering to do this and that what. Okay maybe I'm just lazy haha. Our project officially started at 1700 and ended before 1800. Took the bus with Wanleng back to Tampines to meet Tooty. I know I'm a retard at taking buses so much so that Gwen Chia keep nagging and she even went to find my old blog post to show how stupid I was. Went to eat the beef noodles and Pepper Lunch at Century Square. Gave some of the brownie cheesecake to Tooty and he kept exclaiming that it was really nice haha. I didn't help at all except for the swirling part.

Tooty is still reading his bike magazine. He's in his own own world haha. Super cute lor that stupid Tooty ♥

Always the same..

2010-01-04T23:12:00.004+08:00

I'm friends with my brother again. Guess I'm too soft hearted. Or maybe I just don't do certain things that I say I would. Like hating someone or never talking to them again. That sort of thing you get it?
Shall go print this out, guess the prints will come out wallet sized haha. Cause I put it 3 by 3 by a software, then copy to paint because it refuse to let me save and resize at picnik. Yes I know I'm very free but I did my online Commfuckingskills already so why not?

Got back the papers. I did okay, guess I'm motivated to do work when I'm with Tooty while he becomes meaner haha. He's good influence on me while I'm bad influence to him, what a joke. I keep having alot to say but I don't really want to type now. Anyway people recognise me because of my eyes, I don't know if this is good or bad. I mean so I'm unique or that is really my only feature that they really like.

Have been to work at Toa Payoh Courts the other two days and Tooty dear fetched me to and fro. He's such a sweet Tooty, he only knows how to make me rely more on him instead of being independent. But oh well I don't have to be independent because he'll always be here for me haha.

Oh and I shocked myself when I visited my blog. Okay wait I visit my own blog not because I'm a narcissist. But I use my own blog to go to other people's blog like the H12 girls and my own friends. Anyway back to shocking myself. I didn't remember posting that up because I saw the picture first lol. Then I realised that it's my stupid Tooty who did that after I read the message. He even said Hello Tooty, who says Hello to other people on their own blog? But I love my stupid Tooty so much anyway! He even posted on 12am sharp, how cute!

Happy 3 months Tooty dear, we don't have to celebrate our monthsaries because every day is a celebration ♥ It's your unconditional love that you always give, you give without expecting me to give the same amount. I love you so so so so much dear ♥

Project at Gwen's tomorrow. Hope I'll wake up on time haha. If not they will kill me. Punctuality hahahahahahahhaha. Makes me laugh huh Vivian?

2010-01-04T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy 3 months when you see this!!!

Haha I know I should be sleeping but oh well..

I love you so much tooty!!! <3

HELLO TOOTY!!!

I have a good boyfriend :)

2010-01-03T01:08:00.004+08:00

Tooty dear spoils me way too much, he will pick me up to and from work haha. He got me MARS bar cause he knows I'll be bored and hungry. And he will always feed me and buy my favourite food (food which I feel like eating at the moment). Okay I'm too lazy to update today but just know that I love my Tooty loads haha. I've got so much to say but I'm so l-a-z-y right now. Maybe tomorrow. Am watching 海派甜心 right now. Yes I know it's gonna be retarded but I think it should be funny.

New Year Resolutions?

2010-01-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

To be less negative.

Tooty told me that I'm very negative since young. From when we were together last time round I was already negative. Like I see things in a negative light and always think about how bad things are going to turn out. That I give off negative vibes and that it affects everyone else around. I guess it's true. Sometimes I'm a pessimist you can't expect me to be happy all the times. I'm only human and I have emotions. But thing is I'm happy most of the times and there are moments when I do feel down and out. But one thing about it? It hardly happens but even if it does like it did yesterday before 2010 came and kicked 2009's ass. I will always make an effort to see things in a positive light from now on. I think the glass is half full all the times though.

Save up more money.

I know I don't really need money but I'm just saving it for when I really need it. I don't know when but I have a feeling that I might need money. I think I'm thinking too much haha. My mum thought that I was going to work because I don't have money to go out. She came and asked me if I always pay for myself when I go out with Tooty and I'm like he does treat me!! And she's like I thought he not very rich? I almost wanted to tell her that he does dote on me alot but I didn't because she would be able to see it for herself one day. Soon enough.

Be more ambitious and have some goals.

This I will think about it another day, I hate new year resolutions but hey it's a new year so I guess I should start thinking about what I want for this year. I'm so sick of goals and plans because I never ever stick to them but my 1k in the bank goal is still running.

Be less naggy on my blog and stop typing.

I'm just very post crazy nowadays and I keep blogging. I know it's a personal space and all. But I don't know why the hell I keep typing and updating when it's all about the same anywhere and everywhere. I love my life. Even if you think its boring. Being able to be in my little world is enough. I don't need bitch fights/dramas to make me happy.

Guess I'm word crazy. I keep typing. Ohno..

2010-01-01T23:35:00.005+08:00

Look at that, it's the ear hairband that will light up and blink nonstop. I secretly wanted one and I told Tooty about it. So Tooty got it for me yesterday during countdown. He bought one for himself too but its not round ears but pointed ones like the devil's horn. We wanted to wear it together but it was too bright for our eyes cause we always stick together so we didn't get a chance to use it. What a pity, I thought it was really pretty and cute. And Tooty spent $10 on them. I know right, he does spoil me and gets me anything I want. He spends his money on useless stuff like on a hairband with ears that will light up. It's money that he could have saved but didn't. Thanks Tooty for being the best boyfriend on Earth! ♥

Met up with Siewchen in school at noon because she came to fetch me. Had lunch and all and Doreen came along flustered and worried because of her lost EZ-link card. Went to look for it at Pasir Ris interchange and control station but it didn't work. So she still doesn't have her EZ-link I think.

Went off with only Siewchen to Clarke Quay, the countdown gathering she planned failed totally because there was only us left. Oh plus Tooty cause he came along at night to come find me. We were sitting at Macdonalds chatting before Tooty came along, it was great catching up and all. I totally love talking to her. I remember on how we used to walk to school together everyday and talk on the way up. It was the best thing to start the day with.

Okay anyway back to my day, we went to sit by the river before Tooty came along. Watched people walk pass us and all and tried to spot hot girls/guys. Fetched Tooty from Clarke Quay's control station, he bought Subway and he bought an extra cookie for Siewchen which I think is really sweet of him. Went back to sit by the river and everything.

Countdown wasn't all that bad except that we got bored at 2310 while waiting for 0000 to come which kind of sucked. Cause we were having fun till then. Went to Macdonald's again because we thought it was gonna rain. So ended up counting down at Macdonald's because we were too lazy and no mood to move back to where everyone was. Tooty was like Happy New Year dear when I flashed my phone at him when it was displaying the clock.

Reached home at 2am after all that. This year I didn't stay out when I could. I think I'm kind of retarded. When I couldn't stay out last time, I would want to stay out. But this year I went home. Everyone says 2010 is a better year but to me it's just another day.

Spent the whole of today with Tooty. We met up at 2pm because I was too lazy to rush out of the house and all. Tooty got ready at 1245 though so cute right!! He even went to Whitesands to buy snacks all by himself when we were supposed to do it together. Took 403 to Pasir Ris Park. We ended up at Pasir Ris Interchange and guess why? Because I insisted that 403 at my bus stop goes to the park instead of that across the road and Tooty wanted to prove that I'm really wrong and stupid so he gave in to me. Okay actually he doesn't really know too haha. We got stuck in the bus because the uncle didn't realised we were still onboard. He gave the huh WTF face when we walked up to him as he was about to leave the bus. Didn't get to tap our cards since the bus was off service already. We took another 403, we tapped our cards and when we alighted it displayed the EXIT OK indicator and both of us realised that we got a free ride. Go figure this out if you don't understand what I'm talking about haha.

Bought icecream from the icecream truck at Pasir Ris Park. It was freaking thin. Tooty and I both remember that the uncle outside AHS sold huge slices of ice cream for $1. Had to pass Tooty the icecream after I bit it because he has a chipped tooth and it hurts whenever he bites onto something cold. Stupid Tooty refuses to fix his tooth so my new found function is to pass the food to him in small bites so it doesn't touch his chipped tooth. Finished the icecream and walked to almost the end of the park to set up camp. It worked but there was totally no wind in our tent. Got too stuffy and we shifted abit but to no avail.

Packed up and moved to another site in the park. There was wind there and I fell asleep. Woke up seeing 3 blangahs staring into our tent. Tooty was sleeping too but he kept fidgeting and waking up. We zipped up the tent afterwards because people wouldn't stop looking in. The walls of the tent was wet after that. Now that is sick right? Had to air it at home. Tooty brought me to Elias Mall where I had my ban mian while he watched because he had dinner at home. Tooty walked me home after that. I left my keys with him. Called him and cause my phone that he was using sucked so he couldn't hear properly. He kept saying I can't hear you dear and I was behind him by then and he was like WTF haha that was fun. Home at 2230.

Think I brought home an ant from the park cause an ant that doesn't look like a house ant just walked across my laptop screen. I flicked it off. I don't kill ants because I don't want to be an ant in my next life. Okay that's all for yesterday and today. Hell loads of words, I wonder who actually read up till here.

CHEER UP WENXIN!! ♥

OMFFFFFFFG this is utterly shocking :0

2009-12-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

This is the first time ever that I'm looking at my phone bills ever since I'm with Tooty. Take a look at the charges for the incoming calls. This is as far as I could retrieve. It is really scary. I'm still staring at the numbers right now. I'm at a loss for words. Still in utter shock. And the amount keeps increasing as the months go by. I don't know what to say. I know you all are thinking how we have so much to talk about. I don't know too, guess it has always been like that. But now the bill is shocking me. Not like I don't have free incoming call but I don't know how his parents are paying for their house phone bill. Will they hate me? It's like sky high and still rocketing each month. Are there such things as free outgoing calls for your house phone? Please tell me there is and that Tooty has it..

Happy hair day + AVATAR :)

2009-12-30T20:31:00.006+08:00

I feel as if I love myself alot today. I don't know why. No I'm just kidding. The spam of photos is just because I went back to how I always drew my eyeliner when I was more ahlian haha. I still think it is nicer somehow. I know that you can't see any difference from these photos but in real life I'm sure you can tell because it's thicker and more wingggggg!! But but but maybe you can see that my eyes are bigger, right?! Right anot!! Now you all know that I secretly like my ahlian self more. I love bows too. Oh no I should fucking kill myself now. I don't know what's wrong with me. Stop acting cute Huiyi or go die. I like my hair today and I like how it smells and feels haha. Okay I think I sound a little bimbo right now. But WTF I am totally not bimbo. Now less people would read my blog because I spam it with my face haha.

Caught Avatar with Gwen Chia after school today. We only had Commfuckingskills for school and it was only 1 hour. By the way, I loathe Shitley more day by day. Oh back to Avatar, it was really good. Alot of emotions were involved and Gwen Chia was practically screaming noooooo, killlllll and stuff like that throughout the movie. Guess she's those kind of people I would wanna tell fuck off to if I don't know her but she's my friend so I found her entertaining. See how biased human beings can be? There's only one word for this movie that took 15 years to make, B-R-E-A-T-H-T-A-K-I-N-G. You really feel for it somehow. I thought it would be those kiddy movies like cartoon ones but it wasn't. I know I'm lag in catching it but what to do, life's like that now. I came to the realisation that I really like watching movies. Sherlock Holmes anyone?

Today's the last second day of the year and yet I don't feel anything. Guess this whole new year thing is just another day to me. Well let's talk about something else then. I used to hate people who plan everything out for me from today till like one week later or something. Where to go and what time and do what and all. Now I realise that I don't like people with no initiative or opinions too. Guess I'm just really hard to please and am a bitch. But oh well life's like that, you either like both sides of the coin or hate both. I guess that's for me haha.

Tooty's having his training now. I haven't seen him since swimming, it has already been 2 days. I miss sticking to him haha. Oh well will see him tomorrow in the evening after he finish riding I guess. I love Tooty so much ♥

As you all can see, I support SANA :)

2009-12-30T00:32:00.003+08:00

That's my new foundation, eyeliner, blusher and facial cleanser. All from SANA. Yes I'm their loyal supporter. I hate how brands like Loreal, Maybelline and Silkygirl and all that crap smudges or falls off your skin easily. She bought blusher for me too, yay! I finally have blusher and it is really really pretty but I won't apply thick makeup. No change to my life but thank you mum. She spent like $90 on me. All these has 20% discount now because it's from John Little and I guess they are having some sales. Will use them when my old ones run out, they lasted for a year already haha. It might be more expensive than Silkygirl but it's good investment. Just like $2/3 per month for each product? But the blusher costs almost as much as the foundation.

Yes their products always have that sakura flower thing. I know I keep telling people SANA but they have no idea what that is cause it's not Maybelline, Loreal or etc. No it's not Singapore Anti Narcotics Assiociation but it's my favourite makeup brand. It's not that expensive and it's good for asian skin. A pity is that it's not that well known by many people. Okay enough of my raving.

I've stopped being vain since I'm with Tooty haha. Oh well guess life's like that. When you have a boyfriend you would just not really care about how you look or what because he's supposed to love you for who you are haha.

I'm finally done with Commfuckingskills. If Shitley says it's not good tomorrow. I swear I would fucking kill her. Okay I only spent 1 hour on it but I hate the subject. It drains the life out of you because it's sooooooooooooo boring.

Thank you Wenxin!! ♥

2009-12-29T18:45:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone, this is drawn by my artistic and beloved Wenxin. I mean you can tell that I didn't draw this because it's not that kiddy and all right! She spent one hour plus on this haha. Told her to go draw because she was too bored and she wanted a 8aypokks family photo too. I was too lazy to draw everyone because there's too many of us and we all look the same in cartoon. Thanks alot Wenxin. I really like this photo! Isn't it nice?!

Stayed home today because I overslept and was sick. Found out that out of everyone in my group, only Gwen Chia went for BCS. Sorry for pangsehing you haha. Gonna continue doing my Commfuckingskills later. I hate the subject alot. Like alot.

Mum bought my make up stuff for me. Yay for new year because you always get new stuff when new year comes. Anyway she buys my stuff for me even when its not new year so yay for my mum.

Tooty's working right now. He says he needs the money. Think I spend too much of his money haha. I shall go start working soon too. I need the money I guess. A hundred per week for pocket money sounds nice to me though. I love Tooty, really. Really okay dear!! Alot alot alot alot alot alot, you get the point right Tooty dear? Dumb boyfriend! ♥

Swimming or freezing?

2009-12-29T00:19:00.005+08:00

Finally done with BCS submission. Doing Commfuckingskills right now but I'm too tired to continue.

Anyway I am really thankful to my cute mama and sister who got me stuff when they went overseas. Shall take photos and edit this post when I get them from mama on wednesday. I am such a fail because I left them in school and mama had to help me keep first.

Went to Tooty's place to swim in the evening. Reached there around 1800. Drew some stuff there and my Tooty only filled in the colours. He has bad colour combination I swear, no wonder he always wears black and white only. Then waited till 1920 when his parents came back and off we went to the pool.

I splashed Tooty with water so he got his revenge. We were both freezing from the start. We were like ice cubes with goosebumps, gross? So we huddled around and Tooty carried me and walked all around the pool. He was like saying that he was carrying a fat and oversized baby. Then after that he went to hold me in those position like those parents teaching their kids to swim kind. So I was paddling and floating without effort at all. Tooty kept hiding at corners of the pool because he thinks it's warmer there, stupid much!! It doesn't make any difference when the wind blows. He also thinks that by staying by the lights it'll be warmer but its just a tiny little light haha. See the orange lights at the poolside? It gives off electrical shocks, yes WTF. I even got it on my chin. Oh and see Tooty dear still wearing his specs? He swims with specs, wtf right? He's the first person I see that does this. Left the pool at 2045. Bathed and left his place at 2145. Had a double cheeseburger at Macdonalds while Tooty dear got two and went home.

Okay I'm really tired and my arm is aching so goodbye for now.

Saw this from Christina's blog so I decided to do one too.

2009-12-28T16:36:00.002+08:00

Another photo of the outing haha. I miss them already that's why..

Bold the things you did in 2009

Did something you said you would never do. To fall in love again?

Paid for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.

Lied about where you were.

Discovered a new musician.

Made something for a friend.

Got a new phone.

Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player. Does Tooty's count?

Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.

Made fun of someone.

Created a tumblr. And never ever used it..

Flew on a plane for the first time.

Spoke in front of 15 people or more.

Met someone in real life that you originally met online. My first and last.

Done something illegal. Yet again.

Did your siblings chores for money.

Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to later find out that you worried for nothing.

Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.

Hugged your mom or dad.

Baked a cake.

Made a new friend.

Lost an old friend.

Changed your views on society.

Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.

Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.

Had a horrible birthday.

Got a facebook.

Deleted your myspace.

Cried because you missed old times. No more crying!

Cleaned your room.

Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.

Told someone you love them.

Told someone you hate them.

Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.

Received a gift.

Gave a gift.

Read a book that wasn’t for school.

Ate a lollipop.

Threw away something by accident.

Smoked a cigarette.

Ran a mile.

Switched schools.

Aced a test.

Wished you were in the past.

Got scared about the future.

Got yelled at by your parents.

Lost a family member.

Saw an old friend.

Went to church/synagogue.

Hugged a stuffed animal. Doggy!

Said you’re going to make next year better.

So what have you done in 2009? I know this post came abit too early because it's still 4 days to 2010. But I don't really care because the start of a new year is just another day to me. 2010 sounds more promising and exciting though, maybe that's because my bestfriend Siewchen told me that the first decade of the year is boring.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! WTF TO ME.

2009-12-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

1.1 Final Phase

· Final submission of MS Excel 2007 softcopy file in VBUS is due on Monday, 28 Dec 2009 at 9am sharp. Late submissions will not be graded.

· You are also required to print out and submit in an envelope hardcopies of the following:

· All worksheets, displaying formulas in cells

· A table showing, for each worksheet, the cell locations where formulas or special features of the software are used.

· The envelope is to be submitted to the tutor separately on Monday, 28 Dec 2009 at 9am sharp with the following information clearly written:

· Student’s Full-name

· Matriculation card number

· Tutor’s name

· Tutorial class number (e.g. P01)

My sweet and lovely Tooty ♥

2009-12-27T15:36:00.006+08:00

Got this from Angela's blog haha, she wanted Tooty dear to hold my phone that he's using at the moment and pose with it but he refuse to let his face be taken cause then nobody will know it's really him. Stupid huh? She wanted to say that he's gay for using my pink and white phone with bling at the back but I think it's really sweet of him to put up with that haha. His 21 year old cousin went to ask his dad why he's using a pink and white phone and his dad was like oh girlfriend one lor.

Went to Tampines Mall with my family to settle the Singtel stuff. Dinner at Century Square, I ate the beef noodles and it was quite good so I'm happier after all that queueing and waiting. But at the same time I wanted Pepper Lunch cause my brother had that haha. Went to Ehub next to buy sushi because theirs is the best. We bought like 4 packets. I think it's my craziness because I picked them and my mummy went to pay. Also got the wafer thingy that the fat bitch introduced us to.

Am home now. Tooty volunteered to go to school with me because I have project submission at 9am. My Tooty has no school yet he's going with me. Super sweet!! Was supposed to spend today with him as mentioned but I failed. He said it was okay because we have our whole lives together and one day not spent together doesn't matter and that at least we got to see each other. I like being termed us ♥♥

It's been so long

2009-12-27T15:01:00.002+08:00

Here's two photos of the gathering, I couldn't upload them so I had to take them from facebook haha. Photo size too big also no good. Anyway was supposed to go over to Tooty's house to do our stuff and slack till the sun is half gone before we go swimming. Tooty even came over from his house to pick me up. But its a pity because once we boarded bus 3, my dad called me and said that I didn't get permission to go out so I have to go back home. And all this is because my brother ratted on me for something a few days ago. WTF I kind of hate him now. Major hate my brother at the moment. He is not cute at all I swear. HATE HIM!!

I like to type, you don't have to read if you don't like

2009-12-25T23:36:00.007+08:00

Hello people, this is really nice. It might have some alcoholic taste at the start when you sip it but after that it tastes super sweet and nice!!

I didn't update my blog yesterday and since then I felt as if alot of things happened and I haven't been online for a long long time. Yes I know I got my gauging of time is weird and useless because it has only been 2 days or less. From the night before yesterday, I have been worrying about the TNS journal because I was really lazy to go do it and hand it up in school the next day. All of a sudden, Tooty offered to go with me. And he also offered to brainstorm for what to write in the journal. Such a nice Tooty dear right!!

So about yesterday haha I bet you are thinking WTF she typed so many words but haven't even talk about yesterday. Tooty came over at 0900 at pick me up from my house to go to school together. Then we walked to IIT school to print because my Tooty insisted that there's thumbdrive printing there. Back to Design school to print after that and we walked all the way back to IIT school again because my Tooty said that HSS General Office should be at IIT school because the school is there. Unfortunately it was all wrong and we had to walk back to Engineering school. Dumb boyfriend right?

Went to eat at Bizpark after all that school nonsense. He bought pancake and chee chiong fun for me, thanks Tooty dear!! Checked out the school library for Commfuckingskill books for peer teaching. When you see this, remember to do your peer teaching everyone. Off to Bedok Library since we could not find any. Found alot of books there and I took 3 out of the many many books. We stoned around for a little while deciding what to do and finally settled on camping at Pasir Ris Park. This time our tent did not fly away and the pegs worked. Tooty dear was carrying all the stuff and he told me he feels like a camel with alot of stuff hanging all over him haha. My poor camel fetched me home after he ate at Macdonalds.

Tooty dear came to look for me this morning before I went out with my friends. He had KFC alone because Siewchen came and I was supposed to accompany him but he was nice enough to let me go choose the cake with her. He wanted to buy me this super nice bear wallet but inside not very nice. I really liked it though. Maybe I'll go buy it if I go Whitesands again haha. He also gave me this Christmas card that he made. Here's a photo of it! He's so sweet right? My Tooty not wearing pants, guess he lost them haha.

He then went home alone cause I left with Siewchen. By the way, I am still really shocked about her chopping half of her hair short because I totally regretted it the other time I did that to my hair. We met up with Wenxin at Tanah Merah and chatted abit before we went to Changi Airport to meet the rest. Had lunch at TCC at Terminal 3. The serving was just nice, not too filling but not too little too. Got discount because Siewchen had the membership card. Took some photos. Bought my swimming stuff and left for Bugis. Went to walk around abit and Siewchen got her Charles and Keith bag because I had the membership card. Yes I know right, she's totally into memberships right now. Wenxin left followed by Christina. Had a good talk with them at Macdonalds. I totally miss all those long talks and sharing when we were back in AHS.

I kept hiccuping after that and felt like vomitting, guess I hiccuped too much till I wanted to vomit. So I rushed home only to find Tooty waiting for me at Pasir Ris MRT. When I saw him, I was like EFF!! Cause I totally didn't expect him to be there. Was super surprised to see him and that silly boy says he came because he wanted to see me badly, so cute!! He walked me home and rode home himself after that.

By the way, I hiccuped for like 3 hours straight and the only way to stop it was to put a bowl on your head and start knocking while chanting stop hiccuping. I really did stop immediately, it is totally freaky. Maybe you all could try it when you can't stop hiccuping!

By the way, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

P.S. The photos of the gathering is taking ffffing long to upload because it's a freaking 4MB. WTF?! So I am not uploading them today. Wait till I get the link from facebook haha.

2009-12-23T18:21:00.002+08:00

You don't really have to be at your desk to do this. Just try it out if your leg is not constraint to a small area where you can't move it. I think it's really cool.

I'm doing my TNS reflective journal now because it's due tomorrow noon. Hardcopy of the journal to be submitted at HSS tomorrow. Luckily I reminded Sammy or she would be dead after she comes back from BKK. I'm just updating because I'm really sick of typing the journal entry. Yeah but I like typing on my blog so suck on that.

If the door is locked. It is locked for a reason. You might open it but you definitely wouldn't like what you're going to see. Because that is why the door is locked. So a word of advice from me to you, okay whoever is reading this. Don't try to force open a locked door, I mean even if you had keys to the locked door. It might open when the reason for it being locked is gone. So just wait patiently.

Tooty came over in the morning and we just slacked around till 1500 and he left. I actually fell asleep and had a dream after I texted him in the morning. I thought he was still sleeping so I slept okay. The dream was about this school with like scanner sensors, much like those surveillance cameras, except that they detect whenever a student swears and records down the exact moment as a image which in turn leads to the students being punished and many parents would come to check if their kids were swearing and cursing. Okay sorry for the random add on of one part of my dream. Back to about Tooty, he bought me my favourite food in the world, chwee kueh one of the stalls at the hawker centre at Blk442, I swear that it's the best chwee kueh in the world. Okay chwee kueh is not my favourite food but it's one of my favourites out of the many thousands as quoted from my Tooty.

No matter what happens, I know we will always love each other and that's all that matters okay tooty? Because it doesn't matter if we fail, because we fail together ♥

Were you really right about it?

2009-12-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

And so Sammy is saying that I'm a biased toot because I didn't post about the sleepover. I'm so sorry people. It's because I failed at sleeping over that's why I didn't want to talk about it. It just pretty much gets on your nerves when you could have done something but couldn't. Me and Sammy went there early because we're enthusiastic kids. Did some grocery shopping with Gwen, I think I'm pretty good at pushing the trolley after all. Sammy told us this very funny theory of hers. She says that she knows how to tell if a girl was fucked by someone before. If she is, she would walk with her legs wider apart. I don't think it's true. I told her what about pornstars? Went back to wait for the other two to come and I received this phonecall from my parents saying that I have to go home. That was really such a killjoy, depressing news. Tooty came and fetched me home though, he's so sweet don't you think so? ♥♥♥

Went over to Gwen's again to do BCS project. It was such a failure too. We don't even understand what was on the project brief. I feel like such a failure in life now. Sigh I can't stop sighing. I don't know what's up with all the negativity but I'm feeling kind of negative right now. But at least we completed GTT so it wasn't all that bad. Sigh. I'm still feeling :( at the moment. Oh well I took the right bus home after I took 372 or something like that, but I took it on the wrong side, I forgot to cross the road again. I only realised when bus 89 terminated at Hougang interchange. Yes I know I'm a retard.

So about today.. Tooty came over at 1400. Then we slacked around for abit before going out at 1630. Tooty got himself two double cheeseburgers and I ate the pickles for him. Yeah that's one of my functions, to eat his pickles in his cheeseburgers. We went to Suntec City after that to walk around and kill some time, ended up buying the XXL Chicken thing from Shinlin or something, I can't spell sorry. But hey I can spell masquerade!! Okay that was totally random. Met up with the VACH girls and their boyfriends. They looked really pathetic sitting in that little corner, all squished up. We soon joined them in looking pathetic after awhile. It was a hard time deciding what to eat and we ended up at some HongKong Cafe. Tooty treated me to the food there and some retarded guy from our school was the icebreaker topic, how nice. Home after that. We didn't really do much of a catch up but meeting up was nice.

Okay bye for now, I need to bathe and get rid of all that negativity. I hate how I'm feeling..

Time flies when I'm with Tooty, and so does our tent.

2009-12-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

The tent seriously flew when we let go of it. Tooty had to chase after it!! We bought food and a tent today, amounts up to $35 and our tent only costs $17. We killed the tent after quite some time, actually the wind at Changi Beach did it. Okay I'm so tired right now and I just want to tell you all how much I love Tooty haha. That does it right? Everyone's like going WTF now because you all see this everyday. I WANT TO GO BATHE NOW SO GOODBYE. Oh anyway sorry for that sudden outburst, I think I am a little crazy today.

So did you change much too?

2009-12-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

I found this really act cute photo in my dell computer, this was taken like 3 years back. I bet if everyone looks back at their old photos, they will start laughing too. So stop laughing at mine.

This was taken 9 months back. I don't know if I did change much from then but I know the way to act cute definitely did change from 3 years back compared to now.

Wednesday was out with my mum. Went to Chinatown too to exchange her chinese costume thing. We had dinner at some place by the street. All of a sudden, this china guy sat down at the table to my right. And guess what? He had like FIVE FLIES hovering around the left side of his head which is the left side of mine since he is sitting with his back towards my table. I freaked out and kept checking whether the flies are flying towards me with every mouth of the porridge I ate. I finished my dinner damn fast, in like less than 15 minutes. My mum says it's lucky that the flies are there or I would have taken forever to eat.

Slept most of my thursday again due to the flu, cough and nose bleeds. Yes I know I'm such a fail.

Tooty is back today!! I went to fetch him from Changi Airport Terminal 1. He showed me his phone which had unsent messages in them ♥ He said he typed them to me but couldn't send them cause he was afraid that I had to pay for receiving them. What a stupid boyfriend right? It's common sense that the sender pays because we wouldn't know where they are what right! Tooty's so cute seriously. Had Subway for dinner at Whitesands and Tooty treated me haha. He gave me this Toblerone thing with a bear and lollipop attached but I gave him the Toblerone back because I rememebered that I have 15 small sticks of that back at home. My stupid boyfriend kept saying "You want to die isit? You want to fight? You dare?! Stupid girl" and stuff like that, I guess you get withdrawal symptoms for not being able to say that for five days. Tooty fetched me home even when he was carrying all his camping stuff, thanks dear ♥

2009-12-15T22:06:00.004+08:00

It's not christmas yet but look I already have 2 gifts in my mailbox. I have wonderful friends. Thank you. The letter and name thing is from 2 different people.

Oh look I just realised a few days ago that my hair is becoming centre parting hair.

Day out with Wenxin and Vivien. Like at last I see those two, they never really ask me out until like really last minute like you wanna meet now for dinner and they dare complain about me being always being with Tooty. We met at like 0930, I know right so early. I woke up by myself without Tooty's morning call haha. Rushed out to meet them, guess I was a little late but Yunming was more late, he beats me hands down.

We went to "work" at Bishan. It's like a commission based thing. You get 30% out of whatever people donate to Outreach Humanitarian Care and Services. I just googled the organisation because I think it doesn't really exist and as expected, they didn't even have a site. Now I have a feeling that they just anyhow make some printed paper saying what we are from blahblahblah and what we do to help those poor people from low income families and broken families or people with cancer.

I mean like fuck that shit, this is confirm a scam. Even the boss person was only Secondary 2. It felt like we were scamming people's money and I didn't want to get a single cent out of that, so I slacked and just accompanied them. They didn't do much because they felt the same as me. But people can get as much as $200 for a few hours out of this job. You scam other people for your own money. Sounds good to you? It does, doesn't it? But I'm sorry that I have a conscience and I couldn't work for this kind of job so I couldn't earn fast money. Maybe there's something wrong with me, don't all people want fast money?

Went to eat Macdonalds with them, don't think Shaker Fries is all that awesome anymore. I think it's cause I'm growing fatter and I'm becoming more conscious of my fats. The fries are super oily. It's definitely not healthy. I shall abstain from Macdonalds for a long long time from now on. Or maybe I should stay away from all fast food. I put on 2 kgs ever since I'm with Tooty, and it has only been 2 months from then. It might be because of TNS but what are the odds?

Back to Eastpoint after that. Sat down at the top floor and had a long talk with them. I love talking to them, helps to clear your mind and stuff like that. I realised that having long talks with people just makes you feel even better although you might already be feeling like you're on top of the world. Got Vivien's necklace and went off to the Salvation Army place to visit the Family Thrift Store. We had to pay cash there and poor us had not enough cash so we had to bus back to Loyang Point to get cash and go back there to buy our stuff. It poured heavily, Wenxin said I was the hero. Well it's because I got my hand and sleeve wet so they don't have to get wet. Yeah I act like that because I always used to protect my brother and stuff like that.

Rushed down to Whitesands to meet Doreen. She didn't put on make up today, she looked so young and cute once again haha. Bought a dress and some ear studs. I feel like I'm on a buying spree today. I keep feeling like buying stuff but I keep telling myself that I'm not working this holiday and have no money to keep this up. Besides I'm going to have that savings talk with Tooty when he comes back. Bought my favourite garlic breadlike snack today from Valuedollar. I was like super happy because I got to buy that.

Dyed my mum's hair yet again. Think I got a little of it on my upper lip, like a tiny weeny bit but it's like itching. So irritating. I hate hair dyes. Maybe it's because my dad refuses to let me dye my hair. I like my black hair anyway but I think I'm quite sick of seeing it for the past 17 years.

I think I'm becoming a whiny bitch or a someone who can't stop typing on my blog, thus the lengthy post. Yes I know it must be because I don't get to talk to Tooty and he's like the only person I tell everything to. Someone buy me a camera so my posts would not be only filled with words and more words!! I should go get myself one soon during the IT fair. I'm so sick of looking at my blog filled with words and only words.

2009-12-14T21:54:00.003+08:00

No matter where you are, you'll be under the same sky and in my heart.

So Tooty flew off this morning. He gave me two short calls before he left. I miss him already. I know right, this is only Day 1 of not being able to stick to Tooty 24/7 but I know he'll always be with me spiritually 24/7 because he said so. Though we spent like 9 hours together yesterday but it seemed so short.

I had wanted to blog about it but blogging about it will only make me miss Tooty more. All his retardedness and that kind of thing. I guess I won't blog about yesterday but I'll blog about what we talked about somehow. I mean we didn't only talk about two topics but what we talked about would be too much to blog about.

We were saying that we'll go get a tent with the Tooty fund so we can go camping together next time like maybe sometime next week when he's back. He even thought of the anti-bug cover cause it would really suck if you woke up right next to a curled up millipede or if you woke up because something was biting you. Tooty also said that he wanted to get a waterproof tent and I'm like ain't all tents waterproof?! Tooty is becoming more and more like me, always coming up with nonsense ideas that only we would agree to, like writing down what we bought with the Tooty fund so we can remember. And I'm like yeah and we can put it together with the fund!!

We might be really saving up to buy a house. It's really getting to us, like becoming a real thing cause Tooty keeps talking about it and keep reminding me about it. He's really super cute!! We plan to decorate the interior by ourselves haha. And alot of other stuff but that's going to happen like 6 or 8 years later. But if you look at it, it isn't all that far from now. In 2 years, Tooty will be going to NS then I would need to go fetch him every friday but wait that's a different story haha. Then time flies when I'm together with Tooty so 6 or 8 years later would come soon.

2009-12-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. said:
*yay dear!!
*haha gimme 5 more mins to pack then i'll call you kk??
*=)
huiyi said:
*lol you finish packing then call me lah
*we have till 12 midnight :)
Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*we're left with an hour!!
*gonna 11 already!!

Want to know why it's 12 midnight, no I'm not Cinderella but my mum has this new rule that I can't be on the phone after 12 midnight so Tooty's like super cute and he's like we're left with one hour!! Oh well, off to the beach with Tooty tomorrow before he leaves for Mount.K. It'll be just you and me ♥

2009-12-12T01:09:00.004+08:00

My brother damn cute no? He was having fun with the same application that Tooty and I had fun with. I giving him free publicity here okay luckily he doesn't read my blog or I would be so dead omg. My brother seriously damn cute but he can be irritating and bitchy at the same time. He would come and annoy me whenever I'm talking to Tooty on the phone, okay which is every single night. But oh well he's still cute so he gets away with that. Okay, enough of my brother!!

Long wordy post ahead. Nobody is asking you to read haha.

I fetched Tooty from school after his paper today, I failed because I didn't go there early enough, fail time estimation. Even forgot the ring too haha. Went to Itas to pick him up and went to the bus stop at the side of school thinking that there was bus 5 there. Yes I admit that I'm a retard at taking buses and I don't know which bus stop got what bus and what bus goes where. Then Tooty and I realised that bus 5 seems to take forever to come and we both came to the conclusion that there's no bus 5 at that bus stop. Kind of stupid but that's us.

Went to the opposite bus stop to take bus 69 for 2 stops and we ended up at some ulu place where there was no one. Luckily bus 5 didn't take long to come because the weather was so hot. I know I keep complaining but I can't help it and I typed too much about the bus part. I'm so sorry!!

Got off at Far East Plaza and we rotted around town area till 1500 when Sakae buffet starts. He was saying that got girlfriend then need wear clothes and don't need go gym. We went into the Sakae place early to sit haha. Tooty cleared like 16 plates of sushi plus a bowl of udon and I did 8. He always lets me eat the unagi part of the sushi and he would eat the plain rice. Nice Tooty huh but it looks like I'm ill treating him doesn't it? He would keep petting me on the head then I say you think I pet isit!! Then he was like yeah then I told Tooty, "Yeah a pet that needs to be fed and give morning calls to every morning." The buffet ended when he didn't want to eat anymore. Tooty suddenly say he'll treat me when we were paying. Thanks dear!! We then dragged our asses back to Far East Plaza to take bus 5 back to Pasir Ris. I fell asleep on the bus, sorry dear that I didn't entertain you haha. He always lets me sleep on long bus rides or on bus rides.

Went to my block to slack around. I still think we are quite joke. Okay this is an inside joke so no sharing once again. Tooty went "Mine! MINE!" while pointing at the brown envelope in my bag which I said I would give him but am helping him hold because he would squash it. He's so cute!! I love you dear ♥

2009-12-11T01:42:00.002+08:00

Hi world. I can't wait for tomorrow but today has been awesome. Okay wait, technically it is tomorrow already. "Shopping" and walking around with my family was quite great, we met up to go sing karaoke but we failed because the place was fully booked. Blame it on mama okay people haha. Oh well Linghui came too till around 1700 then she left. We had Botak Jones!! Mini Me Fish and Chips for most of us. Town area up next after Botak Jones. I don't really know what we did but I know we hanged out and caught Couples Retreat. It was a good movie, like one with a "I-did-not-really-copy-another-movie" story line. And you could almost enjoy the movie. Dinner at Far East Plaza's Graffiti Cafe. Wanton Mee!!

I think I'm becoming more vain again. I haven't felt vain in like months. It's been a long time since I felt real vain. Oh no.. Anyway I'm going to go do my stuff now! So whatever about the short update. Just know that I really had fun with the girls today.

2009-12-09T23:50:00.004+08:00

This is what I'm feeling right now, I don't care about the projects that are undone, this is now. And I should enjoy the moment without worrying about the need to be a nerd or what not.

So I have been tasked by Tooty to blog haha. I know right, we still read each other's blog even when we are together most of the times. It may sound really silly and ridiculous to you but it's totally true.

I went to school at 1548 and some people were going WTF HUIYI'S IN SCHOOL ALREADY? Mid Semester Exams are finally over. Everyone couldn't wait for the 1700 paper to start. We were all outside pulling our hair out, hoping that the paper would start so that we don't have to cram in more information. And before they knew it everyone was out of the lecture theatre, everything happened in a flash.

Ended early and the people had to wait for Tooty to come to school, thank you everyone for giving my Tooty face and thanks for waiting with me! In the end, we met him at the interchange because we missed too many buses. 18Chefs at Yishun is damn good, I don't know where Tooty has been all his life but yeah now he knows the food there is awesome haha. Boss and Ele were so quiet but maybe it's that we neglected them, I'm so sorry!! Sammy is as retarded as usual but it cracks us up doesn't it? Vivian and Gwen Chia are sometimes on the same frequency as her and it's really funny. Bus 39 back home with Tooty and he sent me all the way up. Yay I love Tooty so much ♥

2009-12-08T22:08:00.005+08:00

Only my stupid boyfriend would take stupid photos with me no matter how much he hates it ♥ But I think he had fun okay because he was like eh try that try that, I want try I want try too.

Oh wow, I wanted to post yesterday but I was too lazy cause my Tooty did update and it was freaking long then my blog post is equals to his blog post so I didn't post haha. Cause you all can go read his blog for my yesterday haha. Tooty is like my charger cause everytime I'm with him I won't feel tired after that for awhile or what. He was saying "Oh then next time when we stay together you don't need sleep already because I'll be there charging you."

The MicroEcons paper was relatively okay I think I'll pass and now I'm really worried for OB because OB is a bitch and there are alot of stuff to memorise. I haven't started studying yet but nevermind I know I have a friend in Gwen Chia for this haha. She'll fail with me yay!

I lazed around the house the whole day and Tooty dear came to find me yay love! He studied in school till around 1600 then he came over at 1630 and left at 1800. We just practically sat around and talked. I enjoy the time spent with Tooty though it seems to fly everytime we are together. It never seems to be enough not matter how long we spend together. I know right, we are together almost every single day and we still say its not enough? WTF huh but that's what I feel. Honeymoon period never ends haha.

Okay going to go study soon otherwise Tooty will keep saying: So what have you been doing? Have you been studying huh dear? Are you studying now?

We're chwee kueh and chai pok. Or ahbeng and ahlian.

2009-12-07T00:00:00.003+08:00

I miss my mob of hair boyfriend cause we both need to study and I know I can't go disturb him like I always do because he has like 4 papers haha. I'll be seeing Tooty tomorrow, yay! He called me stupid on facebook when I was sleeping, want to die isit huh dear!

Slept half of the day away, I have no idea what is wrong with me.

I remembered that I have something to blog about but I forgot all about it like now. Oh well I'm such a fail!! I need to go study like now now now. Why am I here I don't know. Good luck to all the people taking their first Mid Semester Exam tomorrow! Oh why are you reading my blog instead of studying huh huh huh!!

Anyway thank you Emma Lim for scanning in those pages for me!!

2009-12-05T23:08:00.005+08:00

This is the Mona Lisa without any detection of people's faces.Mona Lisa with my eyes and smile haha.
Small eyed Mona Lisa, chio not! Tooty's eyes too small cannot make it any bigger fail huh dear?
Thus he tried to make Mona Lisa look retarded with a broken neck. Cause he says she's sleeping haha.

Okay I confess that I spent the whole of today sleeping away till 10pm. God knows why I'm so tired. I have no idea too, it must be that the weather is too nice!! I haven't studied for MicroEcons or OB that I have no clue about. Now what?! Oh well later then.. Panic panic panic attack not coming, no urgency about exams at all. This semester is really gonna be screwed up unless I go study really hard during the second half of it.

Stupid Mama and No.4, they keep making fun of me. I'll run away from them if they keep saying it nonstop. Stupid people!!

Okay end of update because what can you say when you slept the day away? Nothing.

Tooty keeps spoiling me, he says that's because he loves me. How sweet can my tooty be? Can't wait for Mid Semester Exams to be over haha.

2009-12-04T03:45:00.004+08:00

"You want fight isit? You dare? You dare?" face

Happy 2 Monthsary Tooty ♥ I know I'm supposed to be sleeping right now or doing my resume or studying for Excel which I haven't done so. But I'm not. I just want to type this post before my internet connection gets cut off.

You're the BEST on Earth that I could ever find, there's nothing that I want to complain about you and I do support you in your riding and always will. No matter what happens, I will never leave you behind and neither should you leave me behind too because I'll probably whine and punch you till we go on Stomp. You always get to see the side of me that others won't really see because I feel safe with you and I don't really care if I'm being retarded or what which I probably am most of the times anyway. There's nothing that I will hide from you ever again because nothing can escape your gut feelings, I know I'm such a fail at hiding stuff haha. You're always checking if I'm fine and I feel really taken care of. I'm such a spoilt brat now thanks to you but you'll always say it's okay because I can depend on you forever. I love you so much Tooty dear ♥

So Tooty called me at 2340 and we talked all the way till 0333. His mum kept checking whether he was asleep haha. Tooty got a scolding I think, fail. Oh well sorry Tooty! We just went through something traumatising and Tooty was saying that he rather go through 10 fights than to have to go through one of this moments. But that's for us to know and not for you to find out so I won't say anything here. We tried to fight and we ended up laughing at ourselves. We found out why we always fought last time when we were small little kids, not saying that we're not kids now but we're big kids now. So big kids don't fight. I love talking to Tooty, we can like keep rattling on and on like machine guns and feel very happy about it. Everytime I tell Tooty about something, he'll say "We'll do it together next time okay?" So now I'm beginning to be very dependent on Tooty because he always spoils me, when I tell him, he'll come up with his usual line which is "Don't ______ you then ______ who huh?" Fill in whatever applies, so in this case it is spoil you. I'll be seeing Tooty tomorrow again, yay much!

We're thinking of saving up for the future right now. It makes me wonder how my parents did it, like get a house you know? It's so much money and I guess they started from scratch to build this family of mine. I should be nicer to my parents. I really should.

So I'm planning to screw Commfuckingskills and Excel tomorrow. I know nobody is on the same boat as me though. Oh well fuck it. I'm a happy kid, I really am :) OH WOW I FINALLY TYPED A SMILEY ON MY BLOG AFTER SO SO SO LONG BECAUSE I KEEP THINKING SMILEYS ON BLOGS ARE REALLY GAY NOT THAT I'M NOT GAY ENOUGH BUT SMILEYS ON BLOGS HAHAH.

Have fun with Commfuckingskills people :)

2009-12-03T18:33:00.006+08:00

Ignore the stupid banner thing but isn't the effect cool? I found this software but it wants you to buy it so there's a banner there till you "activate" the product. I can't be bothered about the banner so if you are then screw yourself okay?

Am in the school library right now. Just did my cover letter. Anyhow crapped through. It doesn't matter anyway, the commfuckingskills teacher hates me so screw commfuckingskills. She called me Ho Yui on the forum. So now what? My name only has five alphabets? No, it has seven. Although it's only two more alphabets but it makes a big difference to my name. Is she retarded or what. She wouldn't like me to change her name to Shitley Alexander Mary would she? T is just a key right next to R. So can I make this mistake? No. There's still my resume to do. Fuck it.

Tooty's studying beside me. His handwriting is as horrible as mine haha. Oh well I just failed my 30% Japanese test, now what. And I have awesome groupmates. I am so gg-fied. Like yeah, oh well but it's just Japanese which I hate anyway so I don't really care.

Considering whether to study MicroEcons. I am so sleepy right now.

2009-12-02T14:00:00.005+08:00

One of those old photos taken in June. This is Wenxin and me duh haha. Wenxin asked me for a family photo too. But I have to study for Japanese today then do Commfuckingskills tomorrow then study for Mid-Sem Test after that. Maybe some other day after exams!! Talked to her on the phone today and I realised that there are so many things going on that I have no clue about. Oh well need to do more catching up!

Met Tooty ♥ for an hour today. Was supposed to go beach and all then daddy was jealous about the fact that I was always going out for dinner with Tooty or my friends. So I had to stay home. He kept telling me not to be so sad cause we'll have our whole life together. He was below my block when he came over, with his bike on the floor. When I walked near him, he was there with both arms outstretched like a kid asking for a hug cause he knew he was sticky and I would be like noooooo, Tooty's really super cute and major love ♥

I have totally no idea why I get irritated by things so easily. Especially when it has to do with that one person. I mean just fuck off and let it go. Oh right why am I even reading your blog when I don't like you. I have no idea why. Maybe it's because you always cry when he's around and I feel obliged to know what's going on.

Okay whatever I don't really feel like blogging today. PMS I guess. Oh fuck.

Over and over again

2009-12-01T18:25:00.005+08:00

Remember the family I was talking about? That's mama (Vivian), No.1 aka relief mama (Gwen), No.2 (me), Tooty, No.3 (Wanleng), her Rayson and lastly No.4 forever (Sammy) starting from the left. Wonder why I drew this? Cause No.1 and No.4 were saying how fail my drawing is so I told them I would draw them and tag them on Facebook haha. I really did okay! They were also saying that only my boyfriend will appreciate but that's what a boyfriend is for isn't it? A boyfriend will appreciate your flaws and kiddy drawings. Oh well guess my "drawing" will improve someday! Too bad I have no talents like those artistic people who can just pick up a pen and anyhow draw and their artwork will look fantastic. But I can draw kiddy stuff that makes people happy. That's what my bestfriend said. Maybe it's so kiddy that it makes people laugh. I have no idea. Tooty was complaining that we weren't holding hands in the previous picture and he asked why I got wear skirt and he got no pants. So yeah now we're holding hands and he does have pants on haha.

Geography Travel and Tourism test was a breeze. Didn't even do any of the nudging or cheating and I passed!! I'm so glad I didn't really study damn hard for it or I'll kill myself haha. Next up is Japanese which will take my life. Excel too.

I won't be seeing Tooty for the whole of this week, noooo :(

See what you can do with a huge stuff toy? You can camwhore with it because it's so cute and it has no ability or whatsoever to say no to you. Btw doggy broke his armpit, there's a small hole there. Will ask mummy to fix it soon before the stuffings come right out haha.

Fail lunch + Fail Drawing = I really fail.

2009-11-30T18:41:00.009+08:00

My brother gave doggy a headband to wear haha. It's my red belt actually. Yes doggy is humongous!! I swear doggy is damn cute and squishy. I wanted to be as nice to Tooty as he is to me cause he's always so nice to me and my classmates always say I keep taking and never give! Tooty will say "Of course nice lah dear, don't be nice to you then nice to who huh?"

Tried to cook lunch for Tooty today. My brother was there all along after he knew of my plan. He was telling me that things can't be planned and I should wake up earlier to ensure that nothing goes wrong since I'm cooking for the person I love. I told him my life has always been smooth sailing and nothing will go wrong. Little did I know that my rice will fail. The rice was such a fail but I guess it was still edible cause my brother ate it too haha. He even tried frying rice with it. It was more of like sushi rice haha. Guess I didn't use the pot to cook rice for too long. I don't have a rice cooker okay. Wanted to arrange it nicely into a meal that looks like a picture but I failed because the container was too small. Had to pretend that I wasn't awake or in school or that I was cooking for him. I know I'm a retard at keeping surprises to myself but I did it! Thank you Sammy Lim for getting the jackfruits for me!

Need to study Geography Travel and Tourism for tomorrow's test. Oh well life sucks like that, so suck it up. After all this shit, we will be free for 2 weeks I think.

To make up for my picture of a meal fail, here's a really fail picture that I drew with paint. What to do, drew it on my touchpad thing plus I have lousy fingers and am not artistic but yeah Tooty has to live with it cause he has no choice!! Okay, I guess this isn't making up but oh well it's gonna have to do cause this is what I now like doing when my boyfriend is not here to entertain me haha. I guess only Tooty would get what this picture means to us haha. It's missing stuff but oh well this is good enough!

All about Tooty ♥

2009-11-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

It says To: Tooty, From: Tooty. How cute can my boyfriend be? ♥

Look at what my Tooty dear ♥ got me today haha. I said that the huge soft toy dog from Waston's was very huggable and he went to get it before meeting me in the morning. Tooty woke up late today and he said he'll meet me at 1130, and I'm like "Slowpoke!!" I never thought that he was extra late because he went to get me this. When I saw it, I was "OMG THANK YOU DEAR!" And I kept saying thank you for the rest of the day. Yes I'm very thankful to my dear boyfriend for going out of his way to get it just cause I said it was huggable. He could have taken the bus to my house and fetch me to school. But he went to Whitesands and walked to my house under the hot sun because he just missed bus3 when he walked towards the bus3 bus stop. He didn't want to be more late and got all sticky because of that.

We went to school's library to study. I learned how to book a study room yay! We booked already then since got empty one so we use that one first cause got other people using ours. Went for lunch because I was too hungry! I got my ban mian and Tooty got his mixed vegetable and rice, awesome! Tooty kept giving me his meat, that dumbdumb. We went to get fruit punch ice blended from A1 Bubbletea and went over to Macdonald's to redeem 6 piece nuggets. Tooty's classmates were there. Also got Haw Candy Balls and Seaweed Pringles from PrimeMart. I know we're pigs. You don't have to point that out. We are more of Tootys okay, because this is what Tootys do when they are together. Anyway we ate all of that in the library. Had to hide the can of Pringles behind Tooty's laptop and when we got out of the library, he was like "Can finally eat in peace".

By the way, I did Japanese and Geography Travel and Tourism today! Don't play play okay. I will study one!!

Dinner at Botak Jones again. We're always going there nowadays haha. They changed the menu by the way. I think I somehow prefer the old menu but change is good. Took bus17 home with Tooty. He always sends me home, all the way up to my floor. I love my Tooty who is still doing project at the moment. He takes like a few hours to produce two or three pages of report. Quality work he says.

Tooty pampers me way too much. He's always checking whether I'm full or what. Whether I want this or that when we walk pass something. Always helping me to do everything. I think this is the reason why I'm growing fat haha. I think I'm very dependent on my Tooty haha. Cause he's always there all the time. I told him "I used to do everything by myself when you weren't here" and he's like "How would I know right! Maybe you had a slave to do everything for you" He says hes my slave, wth right!! Thank you dear!

I love Tooty so much ♥

P.S. OMFG I didn't know my this new blogskin can put title until now. I fail?

2009-11-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

Chocolate with alcohol inside, freaking nice but damn expensive.

X 6 packets!!

Chocolates galore eh? Went shopping with my mummy today and I kept feeling like buying chocolates everywhere I go, I have no idea why okay!! Maybe Christmas is coming. Okay I know I'm just giving excuses but chocolate is good. It's good for health too cause it makes you happier! Should give some to tooty so he'll stop PMS-ing haha.

Mummy got this hair styler set for me. Yay much, shall go play with it after I bathe or tomorrow morning. Tooty wants to see me with curly hair haha.

Went shopping with Mummy cause she says that she realise that she haven't gone out with me once ever since she joined her company. Which is not really true but it's quite true to a certain extent. Yay new shampoo. Mummy was saying that I'll be bathing happily because got new shampoo lol. I guess so. I'm always very excited to try out new stuff. Speaking of new stuff, everyone should go and try Old Chang Kee's mushroom puff. It tastes like Cottage Pie's chicken pie if you ever had that before. It's damn nice I swear!! More yummy than curry puff and very worthed it cause it's bigger than the chicken pie and cheaper. Okay conclusion is OLD CHANG KEE'S MUSHROOM PUFF IS DAMN GOOD AND NO IT DOES NOT TASTE LIKE IT HAS MUSHROOMS INSIDE.

Got a dress too, think I'll wear it to go study/do projects with Tooty ♥ tomorrow. Yes we're gonna go study yay. Huiyi + Study = Fail. But wait. Huiyi + Study + Tooty = Yay!! I'm so happy now because I got alot of stuff today and I'll get to see Tooty tomorrow. But the main thing is cause I'll see Tooty tomorrow haha. He's such a sweet Tooty. He always buys stuff for me that I want/like. Then I'll feel happy but bad at the same time. When I tell him, he'll say "I don't mind buying stuffs for you cause it makes you happy and that's all that matters =)" What else can I say about this stupid boyfriend of mine except that I love him alot ♥♥♥

2009-11-27T00:46:00.003+08:00

Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*uh huh!!
*haha
*i keep looking forward to staying with each other next time
*haha
*then we can just see each other whenever we want
*haha
huiyi says:
*you're so cute dear
*in fact we'll be seeing each other all the time then!
*yay
*you haha after every line
*you smiling at the screen right tooty
Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*haha
*yes dear!!
*=)))))))))))))
*i cant wait!!
*we should get a house!
*haha
huiyi says:
*siewchen was just saying that you'll say we should get a house
*then now you're saying it
*can she predict the future or what!!
*we will get a house okay dear
*and it will come true this time round
*:)
Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*LOL!!
*haha
*yes it will!!
*yay dear!!! =D
*haha
*im so happy now just thinking of it
*haha
huiyi says:
*now you're making me feel like i want it to come soon too!!
Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*fail
*lol

Tooty never fails to make me smile at the screen. Sometimes I wonder if it's just fate or is it that we're made to go through many obstacles just to find that one person you really love. Btw we're so used to typing tooty that we subconciously type a t after too when we say too so it becomes toot. He always makes me feel like I want things to happen too haha.

I find my H12 Family hilarious. I have to admit that I wasn't so into the family thing at first but it becomes so part of my life that it's just natural. My mama and 3 sisters are the funniest lot and I think I'm a conversation killer cause I'm not as funny as them haha. Fail much. People keep saying I'm so glad I'm not part of your family or why are you all even a family. Actually I have no idea too, it just came naturally. Saddest thing? We have no dad.

I have like 3 upcoming tests next week. Wish me luck. No project submissions right people? Except commfuckingskills on next friday right! Oh well what to do about it! But the good thing about this semester is that I only have 2 mid-semester tests. Yay!! I'm soooooooooooo happy :)

2009-11-25T22:37:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Gwen Chia!! The moment you have been waiting for since a year ago came. You damn cute haha. Anyway she looks like she's presenting the 1H12 Gay Girls to you guys right? Guess that was what she was really doing haha. She could even guess that it was my idea. Maybe I do come up with the weirdest ideas of all.

She dressed the nicest today, it's like a duh right haha. We wanted to piss her off but seems like it didn't work. She was like OMG YOU TOO?! to Kelly, Emma and me. Had to hide and run when I saw her on the bus, it was super duper epic because I ran super fast all the way to business school only to realise that I don't know where my classroom is. So I called Wanleng and ran up. Guess what I almost bumped into Gwen Chia at the corridor, wtf right? I had to hide in those little places at the corridor where it goes in and I was pretending to go into some other classroom. The people were filing in right then. They all stared at me like no tomorrow.

Cut cake after playing pass the cake during Commfuckingskills. The surprise failed but it was nevertheless not bad huh Gwen Chia? Tooty came over and he claims that cake is fattening and it will make him fat. He bought me Florida's Natural Fruit Nuggets, yay!!

We celebrated Wanleng's birthday in advance too :) Went to Aston's for dinner. Their chicken is better than steak omg. And it is cheaper too! My group minus Vivian plus Eleanor and Kelly was there so Gwen Chia say she was the relief mama, damn funny no? Too bad Wanleng's dearie couldn't make it huh? We're a family now. How cool! Also Tooty came over on his way back home just to give me a kiss. He is a pro at asking for stuff he wants now, super duper cute!!

Btw the way, Sammy's bike goes Da-Da-Da-Da-Da and her car goes Vroom-Vroom and when she falls down the stairs she goes Bom-Bom-Bom.

This is my first webcam session with Tooty ♥ that took place 2 days ago. He said he doesn't know how to use his webcam and is scared of webcams haha. Hey all, don't think that I forced him into it okay, he has to get over his phobia after all. He relented because he knew I'll keep going at it till he gives in. He always gives in anyway, best boyfriend on Earth huh dear? Then yesterday Tooty was like "Shall we web cam?" Think he somewhat got over his phobia already. I swear he is damn cute haha. I missed a video call from him and he was like "=(". We kept smiling at the screen like retards and kept yay-ing nonstop. It's really funny if you ever get to see our conversation but you won't get to see it so suck it up haha. I love tooty so much!!

P.S. I just went to the blogs of H12 girls and I realised that everyone posted pretty much the same pictures. SAME ONE SOMEMORE! GAY OMG.

2009-11-24T12:01:00.002+08:00

Samantha Lim Jia Yi pronounces blog as brock. Oh well I'm at BCS lab now. It's such a waste of time and Excel sucks pretty much when you don't really know the stuff to do for it.

I'm really scared..

2009-11-24T01:06:00.003+08:00

Omg hello online world. I haven't seen you in like I don't know how many days. I think just a few haha I'm so drama nowadays. Or I did but it's just to do work. So no blogging too.

Am online now to do CommFuckingSkills. No offence group mates, I do like you girls and one guy. I need to do my what-is-that-online-quiz too. Oh wait I think it's Organisational Behaviour. And I need to do my TNS evaluation surveys. What else is there to do? I need reminders I swear.

So Saturday concludes the end of TNS. We had our presentation. I kept texting during presentation due to Run For Hope. Sorry not my fault okay, I know my phone keypad very noisy. Wait, it's Tooty dear's phone. Oh well it's our phone! Cooked our last meal which was maggie noodles and Kang Ci Fu is very nice, okay actually I don't know how to spell the maggie noodle brand. Packed up and took a bus home. Met up with Tooty and went to Suntec. Go read his blog post for the rest of the day :)

Sunday was Run For Hope. Tooty gave me a morning call and went back to sleep. I swear that he takes on alot of responsibility, even for the little little stuff. Anyway I woke up after hearing his voice which was a good thing because I would normally just sleep through and not go for it at all. Packed my donut and coke that Tooty gave me the night before and went downstairs to wait for Wanleng to pick me up. We were marshalls for the start of the run. The whole thing lasted for like less than 3 hours. Went off to Parkway to eat lunch. Home at around 12plus. I just knocked out the moment my head hit the pillow after I bathed. Dinner and knocked out again. Tooty dear sent me like 2 texts because I didn't reply and he said he was missing me, how cute no? ♥

So for today, the group of ten H12 girls went to Bugis to "celebrate" Gwen's and Wanleng's upcoming birthdays. I know it's not their birthdays but it's better early than never isn't it? Miss Clarity Cafe for lunch, the food wasn't all that awesome but I liked the company. Eleanor told me something damn shocking today haha. But I guess it's okay cause she is my random and cute friend so I don't mind. Walked around with my "family" haha. Bought some stuff for myself. Back to campus with Vivian. Fetched Tooty from school and caught 2012 at Ehub ♥ The movie was fucking long, he checked his phone and we had to triple check to confirm that we both saw 10.44pm. Fail much? Anyway we got sushi from NTUC which was fantastic!! Spent more than 70dollars today. It's record breaking since I don't know when.

Guess I need to go work from this coming weekend or next weekend. My money is depleting. Just like how the natural resources are depleting at an exponential rate. Besides I don't like staying at home anymore because it doesn't feel like home. But nevermind, the happy stuffs win over the one sad stuff so I can't be bothered about it.

2009-11-20T20:20:00.004+08:00

I kind of like my messy hair. But today one was quite fail cause I really anyhow haha. Maybe I should go curl my hair! Anyway I think the one that I did in the above photo was nicer than today in school one haha.

Does novelty wear off easily?

Anyway besides that question. I'm quite upset with this certain person thus my super sad face. You might sound helpful but you're not really helping. And why is it that I always feel like you say one thing and do another? I thought you were at least my friend although you don't really treat me like one. Or should I say you don't really treat the group of us importantly. You never shared. I always say that sharing is caring. We care but we don't know how to go about doing it because you never ever shared. So bottom line is are you really changing into this selfish person who only cares about yourself? I don't know and I hope not.

Thank you tooty for bringing my stuff back to my house for me ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I don't know why but when I see you I just keep smiling and am not my usual very crazy and noisy self though I'm still noisy and crazy but not so much. Guess we all do have split personalities infront of the people we love.

2009-11-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

This is a cheap dessert made by my apartment mates. I was supposed to help out but I didn't cause I was too tired and I was sleeping in the room with my tooty. Fail much? But look at it, it's so pretty isn't it? The power of a DSLR. I think I don't have to talk about how freaking great a DSLR would make something look. And the dessert was beautiful to start with!

I'm so glad it all started with a "Have you ever felt like you want a someone?" Or maybe it didn't but that was a kind of a hint hint from me haha. Sometimes everybody just wants a someone be it that someone that makes you smile like a retard infront of your computer screen or handphone. Someone that calls you every night to talk about your life that someone already knows due to communicating in real life or texts. Someone who looks forward to seeing you. Someone who misses you even though they just saw you. Someone who texts you when they just left your side a few minutes ago. Someone who buys little stuff for you every now and then just because you like it. Everyone would want a someone and me? I'm so glad I found my someone.

I guess I blog about the same stuff everyday just that I rephrase and rephrase. I confirm won't be caught for plagarism because I'm so good at twisting my words now. Yeah that I'm certain. But I guess I love tooty so much so I'm always thinking about him. Especially when I blog cause a blog is where your thoughts are, be it personal or what. So I guess I should rename my blog to tootootytoo soon haha. I always feel a need to rave about how nice tooty is cause he's the best ♥

Finally done with my Furoshiki. Left with cue cards and a few lines. I keep thinking the background information is not enough though. What to do? I'm a paranoid kid who is a little sleepy at the moment but when it strikes midnight, I'll be my usual very awake self again. Oh fuck that shit.

Help with BCS individual project anyone? I know there's the word individual there but I desperately need help.

2009-11-18T03:50:00.004+08:00

Sammy: "Oi Ho Hui Yi! Help me press the button leh!"

Look at my self shots. I took them by myself! Awesome much right? Don't you know the wonders of elbows huh Samantha Lim Jia Yi? Your face is on my blog because you keep calling me by my full name and syllabus by syllabus somemore. Make it sound like I'm your maid and I think you don't know your elbows exist so I'm reminding you here that they do as a matter of fact.

Yes I know, it's me again. I mean who else would be blogging on this blog except me right? It's a freaking 3.50am right now as I'm typing this shit here and it's okay if I don't sleep tonight because there is no school tomorrow again.

Oh the joy of holidays. But there is online modules to be done though. Oh well fuck that shit, I'll be happily doing my online modules with tooty by my side. Now isn't that great? I can't wait for tomorrow afternoon to come though I know time flies faster in the morning.

Am going to take bus 8 back with Sammy to grab her presentation clothes for Saturday's presentation. Then we're going to cab back, that reminds me that I haven't been in a cab since I cabbed to Bugis with VACH and that was a long time ago like on Yeap's birthday. No choice, I don't have the money to afford such luxury. I can only go take public transport or walk to my destination haha. It doesn't matter, I'm happy like that.

Oh wait the reason why I'm blogging is because I'm researching on my Furoshiki and I know that as you are reading this line you might be thinking that there is no fucking link between my blogging and my dumb Furoshiki presentation that is going to take place the day after tomorrow. But look, I'm blogging because I want to tell you that I realised that there is so many things to say about the Furoshiki. Awesome much. Guess I'm not going to fail my project after all. I hope my stuff is enough. I'm lazy to add on at the moment beause you have to rephrase every fucking line and hope that it isn't called plagarism when the tutor reads your research.

Want to know what the Furoshiki is? Ask me about it and I might just tell you.

Am lazing around, browsing through crap and playing Bejeweled Blitz. I swear that it's because Sammy keeps playing it so now when I'm bored I go play it too. Yeah peer influence. Oh shitting fuck, talking about peer influence reminds me of the OB project progress report that we have to hand up on next Tuesday. Then we have the BCS on this friday.

Good luck to all human beings of HTM and other courses in Temasek Polytechnic. Do your projects now stop reading everyone's blog. Stop blogging. Okay no fucking way, I like to blog about the tiniest bit of my mundane life with it's repetitive routine, yay me.

Okay back to Furoshiki and not Bejeweled Blitz I hope. I finished blogging all this crap of mine in like 15 minutes or less. The wonders of just typing away randomly infront of your computer screen. Goodbye for real now.

*Edit: Okay I'm like looking at random blogs through Innit. Can't be bothered to go finish up my Japanese stuff. I know I'm such a lazy bum, don't remind me.

2009-11-17T22:31:00.005+08:00

Day 2, week 3 of TNS residential stay already.

Today my blog will look different cause I'll be blogging in another format. I don't know which is better and I don't really give a damn. Different formats.. Will confirm look different right duh. You had better like to read this new format!

My friends would always say that I'm living in a bubble when I'm in a relationship. I tend to overlook things and would be very happy at all times. Feel free to burst my bubble cause I'll probably be in one forever. Also, I'll feel very protected. Then I'll kind of like disconnect myself from the world, oh wait, not like I do care about the world anyway. Most of the times, I only care about a few people in this world. Cause I don't need many friends. A few good friends here and there would be good enough for me.

And about that part that says that I don't need to complain about my boyfriends? It's also true. Because they are always so nice to me. But somehow girls will tend to find something to complain about, even if it's just one little thing that doesn't even matter at all. However with tooty, I have nothing to complain about. He's like the best boyfriend in the world or something like that. I'm always praising him though. I know I will call him stupid boyfriend or idiot or retard but we all know that he is thoughtful, and the sweetest and cutest all at the same time. For example, he will remember that I need to super glue my shoe and offer to help me to do it. Me? Why am I not going to do it myself? I totally forgot about my dead shoe. He'll also come and look for me whenever he's free and not riding. We're like almost with each other 24/7 except when we're asleep. Be it through real life, texting, phone calls or online. Enough of examples because I can go on and on and the list will never ever end.

Conclusion? He's the best tooty on planet Earth. And I like living in this bubble that belongs to us.

Everyone will confirm say I'm only saying this because it's the start as known as honeymoon period but what they don't know is that I know that it will forever be this way. We are not going to fight anymore because we know that we can always solve things harmoniously. We are not going to be angry with each other over small things because we have grown up in some sense or the other.

There are shards of glass in my apartment's bathtub or toilet floor, so to those visitors of ours.. Please be really careful when you enter the toilet. Because this retard right here who's named Huiyi smashed Sammy's Adidas perfume bottle last night.

I'm finally done with my TNS group project. Changed the entire format of our powerpoint presentation due to group dynamics. I haven't started on my Furoshiki yet, any ideas anyone? I'm going to be so screwed on Thursday which is the day of the presentation. Wish me best of luck like boss did.

I'm such a lazy person but I would walk the extra distance to get food. Such a fail in life. I can even sleep the whole day away just like how I did today. Only woke up at 2plus to get food from opposite school then went back to sleep at 3plus. Then woke up for TNS. Such a lazy bum right? Need to change my lifestyle soon.

Take a look at our conversation, haha.

Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*lol my entry very long
*still not done
*haha
*fail
huiyi says:
*wanna fight mine?
*haha
*im not done too
*fail
Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*you wanna fight??
*you dare!!!
huiyi says:
*YOU DARE!!
Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*YOU DAREEEEE!!!
huiyi says:
*YOU SURE YOU DARE!!
Personally, it's not God I dislike. It's his Fan Club I can't stand. says:
*okok dont dare dont dare =(

Edit: "I swear I didn't read tooty's blog when I added this part, guess we have telepathic skills already. I had wanted to say he is a nice boyfriend cause he always gives in but I figured out that would be extra cause everyone can see for themselves and they would already know haha. And so I didn't but he did on his blog. So cute, isn't he?"

I miss taking webcam photos with tooty already..

2009-11-16T19:21:00.005+08:00

It's just really nice to have your boyfriend pack your bag for you.
And it's even nicer when he remembers where some certain stuff are.
For example, where I left them the day before.
So he'll just go get them when he knows you want it packed in too.
Yes I know I'm such a freaking fail cause I always forget where I leave my stuff.
Thank you tooty :)
I just love him so so much haha.

Oh well I have my Japanese presentation left.
I'm so lost as to what to write on.
Japanese wrapping cloth.

And I just realised that I can't really write chinese because it's so awkward.
My ability to write chinese is gone and so is that of speaking mandarin.
But I still kind of remember most of it.
I shall be a chinese freak for awhile.
你好！我叫何惠怡。
我的华语很好。
我会写跳舞的舞。
我身高一五五。

2009-11-15T17:14:00.003+08:00

Time does really fly when you're lazy and happy.
It's a freaking 5pm on a freaking Sunday right now.
And I still have tons on my to do list.
What's next?
I have the Japanese presentation on Furoshiki.
TNS project that has to be done by tonight.
Pack my freaking messy room.
Wash and dry those dirty clothes.

Life has been great and I'm always smiling thanks to tooty.
He stayed over at my house last night cause my parents went to Genting again.
I finally cut tooty's hair haha, it's not a fail okay I like it.
Tooty is coming over soon ♥
He just had his race at Tampines Trail.
While I slept till around 3pm haha.

Rain rain go away, come again another day.
I hate the rain when you know it's not time for sleeping.
I feel so lazy that I don't want to do any of those things on my to do list.

Time to put everything down and start studying.
My nerd attempt fail.
I have no lecture notes in my books.
Best thing, I have totally no knowledge on the subjects I'm doing.

2009-11-12T23:34:00.007+08:00

But you see girl, he didn't even remember till you said so. You'll always be thinking why her.
She's gonna send out the waterproof cameras tomorrow.
I hope it'll come by the weekend since it's registered mail.
The girls are all excited, so cute!

Have been skipping lectures and even tutorials.
Realised that I don't even have the notes in my "textbook".
What am I doing this semester?
I need to stop doing what I'm doing.
I think everyone has their sad days. Kept thinking that I should think of only the happy stuff. But guess it doesn't really work that way. Reminders of the past somehow really do suck. I wish my memory wasn't this good. Maybe I think too much. Time to let those things go.

2009-11-11T19:16:00.005+08:00

Tooty's gonna buy my first lomo camera for me, yay ♥
Didn't expect him to offer to buy it for me.
Found a site selling it for 20bucks each so I can help him save money haha.
Should I buy some more since it's more cheap?
I'll pay for the rest myself okay!!
I know my tooty's the best though :)

Okay edit.
Tooty: So what type of lomo cam are you getting?
Me: I'm getting two.
Tooty: Huh then like that in total how much?
Me: $35
Tooty: Fuck I'll pay for both.
Me: Yay I love you
Tooty: See lah, I buy you things then you so happy.

Idiot Sammy keeps looking at the number of times I edit this post.
And her blog entry is really retarded.
Please don't go to her blog hahahaha.

2009-11-10T21:32:00.005+08:00

I think I might spend a fortune on lomography cameras after all.
They are damn cute.
And I think they are quite cheap.
But there isn't any function except just snap snap snap.
See the above, just $63++ for a set of four cameras.

And this chio camera right here costs only like $143++
Isn't it like really pretty?
It has a pretty name too, it's called Diana.
Okay that's the model series.

My TNS mates all want to get it too.
They are all so cute.
Tooty is so cute cause he say I can use our tooty fund to pay for it.
Cause he don't want me to spend my own money on this.
So we'll split the cost.
But I don't think I want to use it for this purpose haha.

I think I'll start collecting different kinds cause it's really damn cute.
Okay I know I got no other vocabulary words other than cute.
Now I'm addicted.
Damn it.

Now for my day.
Tooty came and find me at the apartment during his break.
Went to eat Botak Jones with the girls after they went for lecture haha.
Was damn full till I wanted to just die right there and then.
TNS tutorial ended at 7.20pm, nice or what.
Slacking since then, was supposed to do project haha.

2009-11-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

Tooty fetched me from home to school.
He bought me Strepsils ♥
I freaking fail cause I forgot to bring my phone.
Had to go back to pick it up.

Met Sammy at our apartment, we didn't clean the place by the way.
Yes I know we're too lazy and all.
Can't be bothered especially when we're living with a bitch.
Wanleng came over and we went to meet the others after some time.

Had lunch with tooty and Sammy.
Gwen came soon after.
Finally went for my first proper lecture of the month.
It was kind of boring but I understood it.

Sammy and I rushed back to our apartment like some kanchiong spider haha.
Went back to slack and tooty came after his lessons.
Cooked maggie mee for them, it was kind of a fail cause Sammy keep saying not enough water.
Tooty did the dishes ♥ and we both just stood there watching him.
He was like you both crowding around for what.

Tooty left like at 9pm haha.
Now I'm just slacking around.
Am supposed to write my journal but I'm too lazy to do so.

Part of my imagination isn't it?
I don't want to sound like some kid :(

2009-11-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

My jello bello awesome fellow of a boyfriend calls me every night before he sleeps.
Even if it's just to say I love you and goodnight.
How sweet can he get?
And he'll call me randomly when we're in school.
I always fail to pick up and I'll text him back.
He'll say I just called to say I love you and to hear your voice.
I don't know how we have so much to talk about but we always do.
And yes dear I know that you'll wake up just to talk to me haha ♥

Gonna go update my bankbook.
Got an extra $450, think it's my pay but my boss says no.
So I told my mum if it's really free I'll give her a $100.
Wanted to give my brother instead but I remembered that he'll spend it on games.
So I rather give it to my mum haha.
Yeah I know but scarly is my pay then I think it's free haha joke.
But my pay only $400 bucks if I never remember wrongly.
Think it's my pay anyway, cause the sum quite close.
I no pocket money, no buy book money.
They say it's because I do go to work, ohno.
Going to poly doesn't mean independence when it comes to finance, does it?
My money is depleting fast.. :(
I should stick to my untouchable 1k plan.

Also going to go get my free campus calls shit.
So that I can randomly spam my tooty with phone calls and irritate him.
But it's capped at $30 so I can call him for 150minutes more.
Like get on his nerves with 150 of my one minute calls till 31st December 2009.
Then I could call him like 5 times a day when I'm in school.
It's probably gonna be damn freaky haha.
I fail much because I'm too lazy to go get the free service.

2009-11-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

I shall tell you all about the drinking game.
We didn't drink alcohol though, just plain water.
It almost killed me and made me want to puke.
We all went to the toilet repeatly after that.
Yes it's as torturous as that but it was really fun.
We played 99 too.
And dai dee which made us drink 1/4 cup whenever we had a card left once someone wins.

The rules of the drinking game.
No one is allowed to go to the toilet during the duration of this game.
A - You can set a rule that lasts till the end of the game. (Like all cannot sit down except me)
2 - Drink the water yourself.
3 - Appoint someone to drink.
4 - People who are assigned this number will drink
5 - I never ever.. (Say something and people who never do it before would have drink including yourself)
6 - People who are assigned this number will drink
7 - Raise your hand with a 7 hand sign, last one would drink.
8 - Buddy cup. (Find a buddy to drink with you)
9 - Toilet card. (If you need to go toilet then you have to use this card which you can keep in your possession)
10 - Form chains of words by adding on word by word. (I, I am, I am a)
J - Topics (Name something related to the topic)
Q - People cannot talk to you, if they do they would have to drink.
K - People who get the King can one by one decide and change the number of cups the person who gets the last King has to drink.

I officially declare war with the fat ass I'm living with.
Fuck you, if war is what you want war is what you get.
You could have told me in the face but no.
You had to make use of the stupid ground rules to tell me.
Fuck.
Okay I don't want to blog so much about her.
That's all for now, you can go read Sammy's blog when she updates about her.

I feel sick and I feel like puking.
Tooty's having a headache right now :(

2009-11-07T02:45:00.002+08:00

Let's talk about today :)
Like duh right.

Anyway school passed pretty quick with a facebook lesson.
Then skipped Japanese lecture.
CommSK was good :)

Wenxin called me to ask if I could go out with her and yiting but school ends pretty late.
So by the time I reach there, they would need to go for their triple E already.
Tooty dear came to accompany me at the apartment cause Sammy went for some concert.
We did what we do best, lazing around.
He left around midnight cause Sammy was coming back late, what else can I say?
I love him so much.
OMFG THERE'S PEOPLE PRESSING THE DOORBELL AT THE MOMENT, IT'S A FUCKING 2.47AM RIGHT NOW AS I'M TYPING THIS ENTRY.

Watching "How to Lose a Guy in 10Days"
Buying him some plant of love and pet as a kid.
Talking about your kids and future together after 3 days.
Then calling him like 10 times an hour if he doesn't reply.
Crying to get your way when it doesn't happen.
Baby talk. Childish name calling.
Destroying his guys' night.
Putting on an one woman circus.
Couple's therapy.
It's one hell of a torture.
But it's all part of the game plan.
Oh well chick flick movie haha.
Typical ending.

I totally know what tooty will say if I did any of the above.

I'm doing some serious deep thinking.
About stuff that people might think is trivial.

ANYWAY THE GUYS ARE STILL IN OUR FUCKING APARTMENT.
IT'S 3.45am AT THE MOMENT.

2009-11-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

Somehow and somewhat I feel like shit now.
I know I'm always blogging about my mundane life.
About how everyday is the same but I just like to remember it the way it is.
Like when I'm old and all then I would forget all about it.
But these little parts of my blog would trigger my memory.
Whatever, I like my life the way it is and I'm not going to change it.

Webcammed with tooty though the school lab doesn't have a webcam haha.
I swear he's like the sweetest cause he posted like 31 ♥s on facebook cause he says it's our 31day.
But it's actually the 32nd haha I went to count after he told me about the 31 ♥s.
I love him so so so much :)

Woke Sammy up too early.
I know I fail badly, she was like "Lessons at 10 lah Ho Huiyi!"
Thought it was at 9am haha.
I guess we were a little irritating during MicroEcons today.
Got this feeling that I would fail my exams this semester.
Because I don't have notes for any single subject.

I hate heavy rains. Note that it is not BIG rain okay girls?
Went back to apartment to sleep, I'm too much of a pig.

Rushed back for Japanese tutorial where Wanleng-san got the shivers down her spine.
Guess I'm not the only one :)

Went back to sleep again, wtf right I know.
TNS quite interesting, I like it.

SIEWCHEN CALLED ME TODAY.
Guess she knows that I miss her.
I can talk to her for like forever.

Okay that's all for today.
I don't feel like it.

2009-11-05T00:13:00.003+08:00

TNS camwhorers united last night haha.
I think I shall start tying up my hair cause it makes me look neater.
That's Suganthi and Shariffa.
They are fun to be with but we're not that close yet.
Time will do it's magic.

Woke Sammy up with a "It's already 11am you pig"
CommSK group plus Wanleng came over early in the morning.
They bought our lunch for us, free delivery yay! :)

CommSK sucked alot.
She kicked us out of the room with one word "OUT!"
We were like not done and all.
But I heard it's cause she loves guys more, stupid sexist.

Went back with Sammy to our apartment to slack.
Guess we're too dependent on our apartment.
And it's only day 3 wtf!
The wind almost blew us away when we walked back to Business lab.

Everyone was so high and enthusiastic during Geog Travel and Tourism.
It made the lesson fun because there was so much laughter going on.

Bused down to Bayshore Park with Sammy, Gwen and Kelly Anne after classes.
Collected our online shopping clothes.
I never knew that I would love one of them so much :)
Because I never had the guts to try out something like that before.
You would never know if you never try.
That's what I always tell everyone.
However I somehow never dared to try out this kind of clothing.
Okay enough of clothes.

Back to Bedok for dinner with Gwen and Sammy.
Botak Jones was damn nice haha.
Had their fish&chips with cheese on top.
Me and Sammy gave little bits of our meal to Gwen.
So it turned out like she bought kid's meal or something like that haha :)
I da bao-ed it back cause I failed to finish it.
Walked around NTUC to stock up food for our apartment.

It was raining heavily when we went back to our apartment.
And there's no shelter from the bus stop to the apartment.
We walked in the rain with the plastic over our head.
Got wet and was shivering cause the wind was fucking strong.
When we reached the first block, I mentioned that our air con and fan are on.
And that we closed our door so it would be damn cold.
We kind of like set up a death trap for ourselves, didn't we?
The thought of this made us laugh so hard that we had to take a break before crossing to our apartment.
Reached "home" and bathed immediately.
Had this try-on-our-new-clothes thing with Sammy after we both finish bathing :)

Angela called me today haha :)
I swear she's a drama queen, fucking hilarious.
But she just reminded me of how nice my tooty is.
I feel sad for her but there's nothing I can do to help.
So yeah I'll just be there for her, to listen to her complaints.

Wenxin leads a happy life now haha.
I'm so glad that she stopped emo-ing.
Maybe because she has Prabu, me and Vivien that's why!! :)

AND OMG GUESS HOW CUTE MY TOOTY IS?
Obviously don't need guess right because he is damn cute!
He said goodnight and all to me already.
Then he gave me this call and said that because he calls me every night to say goodnight and that if he doesn't tonight, he will feel weird like something is missing ♥
Isn't he the best?
Am looking forward to friday, just like how he is looking forward to it!