Talking to little ant is the best thing on earth after all.
We could digress and all.
Going out tomorrow.
I'll be super happy, haha.
I will not be late!

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

This is all I've to say.
Goodbye.

My beliefs are always wrong.
Why can't I just believe in something good?

There ain't forevers.
Fairytale stories don't come true.
Because you have to face reality.
Who usually doesn't put on make-up on meetings.
It lets you see how ugly it can get.

I have my ways of knowing.
Because I'm not that stupid.
To not know about anything.

Dramatic stories that touch people ain't true.
They are all plotted.

Are you real?

Only I would promise.
It hasn't been very long.
But it seems too long.
Impossible.
That's what they say.

It's hard to stay on top.
To see the world.
The truth.

I hate those people who say they forgot.
When they left you out on purpose.
I hate those people who laugh at other people.
When they ain't as good themselves.
I hate you when I see you.
It's either you leave us alone or include us.
Better stop complaining now.
Give us something to do.
It's not like we knew.

I will never forget.

You're just a snob.
Low quality and the blah.
It's because you've money.
So what if you've money.
It doesn't give you the ability to judge me.
I am who I am.
I will not change just because I'm of low standard to you.

GAH, bye.
I'd better stop this talk.
Because there's a maple freak in here.
OHMYGOODNESS!

Lastly, I think this video is funny.
Everyone should watch it if anyone reads my blog, lol!
JUST CLICK HERE YES

OH MY DIM SUM GIRL!

I've finally got to linking some people up after my laziness of linking people after creating a blog. Not much people know about this blog I guess, only those who're closer to me. Not bad right? Now it seems like a private blog, but it's kind of boring considering the number of tags I get, haha. But the point is that I can say anything I want without the world knowing. Only those in my world knows(:

I heard from you even after the episode ended. You're a great boy. Why do you still say things that will echo in my mind if we're on hold? I felt really lost. I know you love me and I love you too, but if it's on hold. We're not really anything. So we'd better be really good friends till we succeed in proving to her that I don't suck and am not of low standard, if not we still wouldn't be able to concentrate on our studies and this pause will do none of us good. I promise you that I will not find another boy. I promise to wait for you. I promise to study real hard for the sake of you and us. Darling, you'll always be a touching story if people could read you as a book. I love you. And this will be the last time you hear me say I love you till then.

I've been reading some chinese book about ghost stories, some of them are rather cool. I think I'll love to finish it as they're all nothing but short stories. I need to get hooked up on homework soon, heard that there's a great big pile. December's coming real soon, it'll catch me in no time, then the school monster!

I hate the way life throws bricks at me instead of cotton candy. If I don't think, I wouldn't hurt. If I don't hurt, I wouldn't cry. If I don't cry, I'll be much happier. I feel like taking a shower then go to bed without dinner, maybe things would be better if I die of starvation. I think my thinkings are absurd. Come to think of it, she's not wrong to want you to do well, to protect you. But I've been telling myself that I'm not wrong. Can someone just shoot me? You really do belong to her after all, your blood, your life, your everything. This just sucks, sucks big time. I guess after this episode, I'll hear no more from you or from her.

I'm done with feeling unhappy, I can just remember how my mummy jokingly said, doesn't this reminds you of just follow law where people shoot arrows at each other? And my daddy laughed. I'm glad that they stood behind me and defended me. I was suddenly being reminded of a song called because of you, it's not bad that I can relate the two things together.

Those memories will belong to us, and just us alone. They were great, be it happy moments or hell.

你可以错了再错，我可以痛了再痛

Well, maybe I don't dislike being treated as non-existent after all, I dislike being accused by people and being screamed at over the phone. If you want me to speak to you properly, you should like have some respect even though I'm just a kid and the one always at fault? I was being rude? I don't know, all I know was that I agreed to everything you wanted which is one single thing. Why can't you think of who's the one at fault instead of thinking that I started everything? Tomorrow will be a brand new day, you'll be erased from my memory as soon as this entry is published(:

LIKE YAY!

CIP for three days was great, lol! I just want to say thanks to all those who helped pull me through those torturous hours! I LOVE YOU ALL!

I'm a little butterfly; a pretty and beautiful butterfly, now I wonder who this originated from, lol! Then I said, now go away or I'll shoot you butterfly, and this person said, I'm now a caterpillar. He was using a towel as his wings and when he hung up the towel, he immediately becomes a caterpillar. Kind of lame ain't it? But I found it funny and cute, just had to write about it, haha.

Today, I went to the Paragon, not bad eh? I've seen it before but never knew where it exactly stands on Orchard Road, haha. I went there and waited for dearest to get done with his dental appointment, it took shorter than his haircut and I was super amazed! I didn't know that it hurts to put braces on, to the extent that when you remove, your jaw hurts when you chew. So anyway, we did some walking round Orchard Road, pretty fun I must say. Today is the small fry naming day, haha. Now I'm wondering, will huiyi still be called huiyi if she wears watches, rings or necklaces one day? I think the answer is yes, lol! Because it's part of the growing up process right? I'm starting to talk to myself, this is bad!

I met TAN at the mrt, was kind of happy to see her, haha!

Then I went to school for CO with Jolynn, met some human being while walking up the hill, to tell the truth, she caught up with us, no she ran after us! She asked us whether we were from AHS when we were wearing our school uniform, like duh! So she gave us a lecture on why Jolynn didn't tie her hair and that she is not fit to wear the school uniform if her hair is untied.

We had comm meeting and I had to say that it was rather okay this time round, haha. Guess I'll just have to be my usual self the next time, lol!

CO ended at 4pm, like how fantastic! We walked down the hill and finished filling our stomachs with macs or breadtalk for either pair of us, haha.

THIS IS THE COMPLAIN PART SO NOBODY SHALL READ IT BECAUSE IT'S KIND OF BORING if you don't do CIP at the library
Next up, was CIP at the library, I shall tell you that this is the most exhausting part of the day. I hated those three malays who messed up almost all the shelves on purpose. I gave them the face whenever I could and they soon left without borrowing a single book. I think even the two guys wore eyeliner. Okay, this is totally not related... So the story continues, the librarians I must say are rather lazy, they leave all the work to be done for us to do. But there are some super hardworking ones, like doris, or is her name doreen? We actually managed to clear the trolleys on Saturday and today is only Monday and there are like 4trolleys or more filled with books. Even parents are not setting good examples for their children nowadays, they tell their children not to mess up the shelves when we were around but once we walk a few steps away, the parents themselves immediately started messing up the whole shelve, cool eh? GAH, enough of this nonsense! Actually, I don't know if this sounds full of boredom and pissed-off-ness because I'm kind of happy when I'm typing this, lol! I realised I work best when pissed off.


Actually I find my whole post boring, zzz

Nothing's much stirring in my life. But I already have everything that I need(:

Cycled to the beach with dearest on tuesday. Before the park was elias mall, haha. The beach that we went to was rather dirty, lol! We just sat on the breakwater and starting talking. We wondered why there are more trees and less trees on the other side of the sea, haha. Trees grow on concrete, don't they? Saw a old man digging for earthworms, and that old man seemed quite displeased to see us peering into the hole he dug on the beach. Birds even looked lonely to us, lol! Judging from our talk, it's proven that we both have great imagination, haha.

Caught THE GAME PLAN with dearest at vivocity yesterday. Overall, the plot is nice and the little girl was cute, big brown eyes, lol! Ate at Marché and I was kind of lost there, just followed dearest around and watched him order food, haha. We sat by the window and saw many people taking photos with their signature cow. Some piggy ordered so much and had even wanted to order some more, luckily I stopped him in time.

Today, I met Fido belonging to dearest. I must say that Fido is a curious little creature, haha. He must be real happy walking to elias mall today, sniffing at everything in sight. He even licked me!

My brother is watching Charlie and the chocolate factory, WILLY WONKA is weird. A hat, shades, cane and fair skin. Now, you can picture him, right? But CHOCOLATE is nice!

Okay, from the likes of my life, I need to catch up with other human beings, haha. Which I can do so during CCA and CIP tomorrow, too bad teddybear wouldn't be there. I'll be bored stiff, now I know the importance of teddybear, haha.

I WANT TO GO WATCH CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY again, so bye(:

I have a flat nose, yay! I've always wanted a sharper nose, but since I'm born like this, I shall accept it, haha. This is total random-ness. GAH, bye!

If anyone ever ask me what I dislike the most,
it would probably be being treated as non-existent.

Had CIP today with the usual people, the librarians were humorous(:

Writing proposals are boring and exhausting, so I'm not going to update much.
Yesterday was my daddy's birthday, we spent almost the whole day out and I fell asleep still wearing my lenses and it sort of cut my eye as I laid half my face on the pillow.
Tomorrow's baking at little ant's house! But she doesn't have the baking stuff, blah blah.
Cca's on friday and dearest is coming back finally.

ALOHA dead dead dead blog, nobody reads and nobody tags, haha! But I shall just post for it's all for the sake of memories.

I cut my hair today and I manage to tell my dearest even though he's in china, and he was like I thought I told you not to cut? Too bad love, it's already half short. Okay, wenxin and yiting were like saying that it looks weird, so it must really look weird! Only christina said it's okay and that they;ll get used to it after some time, thanks girl, lol! Vivien could stop saying jellyfish, wait a moment, or is it squid? Anyway, spongebob and patrick is my bestfriend =.=

Had cca today, was feeling rather sick all along yet I persevered and carried on! Now I think I'm going to have a fever. YAY? I'M GOING TO HAVE A FEVER! Now now, that's pretty sarcastic.

I managed to call my dearest after calling the operator as instructed by my mummy to find out if there's any extra cost, haha.

I'll go to little ant's house on thursday to bake something, I shall become a baker someday and people'll flock to my bakery, lol! Dearest said he thinks anything I bake, he'll eat, unless it's that bad that is.

Oh boy, there's a email from heymaths, I think I'll wait for dearest to come back and I'll make him do homework with me, yay!

Now you stand alone
okay, this is totally random!

LASTLY, it's my daddy's birthday tomorrow, so i want strawberry cheesecake, haha. But it has nothing to do with me, lol, here's
EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! I LOVE YOU even though you may dislike the things that I do sometimes but I know it's all for my own good, I won't do anything stupid

Do you really know me?

Leave your thoughts

Goodbye

But it's a part of me

Nerve wrecking ain't it?